I think we spend a lot of our childhood fantasizing about what we went and the rest of the time we spend it trying to make it happen and being realistic. We spend it trying to figure out what we really want and usually love is always a really big part of our wants and needs in this world & in our lives in general. You & I (WE DONT WANNA BE LIKE THEM!) have been through one hell of a ride and it's really crazy to think that in about two weeks we will have reached an absolute milestone. 6 months. It's funny because at some point I didn't even think we would reach four months but you proved me wrong, and when I told you that you would not be here past six months.. You've proven me wrong as well and I just love you so much that it hurts my heart with how much love you've given me. You always believed in us Eric and you always knew that we would work out & when I was small I used to play house with my little doll house and pretend that I had the ideal life – which included about five dogs –, that I had the perfect man and we were happy with our children and then I grew up and I believed I finally had that but it was real and not a game anymore but I didn't.. I didn't have that at all and you told me that, you showed me that I was missing out on the opportunity to actually have that so I believed you because you placed me up in cloud nine and made me feel like the most important soul in this world and you know what's amazing? That it's been six months and I still feel this way every single day of my life. We were a family from the start, now we are composed of six cats, a dog, a Sophie and a plum inside of my tummy. So that's what this is all about! The fact that I met this wonderful man that drove me insane six months ago and now I have been double blessed with a tiny human growing inside me and a beautiful man that helped me create a life and that has loved me through it all, that has made my dark skies turn into sunny days and that has made everything seemed like its gone in a blink of an eye. Is it funny to you how every big and important moment in our lives has been spent in a bathroom? In the same bathroom to be exact, yeah, beautiful things happened in there. You became my fiancé (kind of) at the end of a very foggy shower and we became expecting parents in that same place with a very shaky hand and a very nervous Eric on the other side f the door. Now that we have announced the soon arrival of our little one I feel happy and I was happy but I like to talk about it, about the fact that I get to make you a dad again and about the fact that we will be amazing parents again and if I have all this confidence in me its because you've made sure to assure me that we will make it and I know we will, I know I will because I have you. Creating a baby is a beautiful thing and being able to see it grow and develop is even better, specially when you know you have that special someone right beside you to ease things through. I'm two months along and I can't wait for this journey, I can't wait for the moment my tummy grows and for the moment I start to feel ill, the moment we hear his heartbeat and the one moment where we can feel his or her kicking his way through. You have given me the happy ever after I thought was only in movies and it's better because it's realistic and it isn't perfect and that's what makes it perfect. This kid is going to come into the most clumsy, awkward, nervous and happy family in the world and we might be unsure on what to do and how to do it but we will be okay because we are such a good team and I know we got this just like you know that I got this, you're going to be a dad in another seven months and I'm seriously so honored that I can do that for you, and so thankful that you have given me another life to care for and another life that will come and change ours. I just love you so deeply, I really do and I can't wait for whatever the future holds for us. A new house, a new member of the family, new beginnings, and all with you it just does not get any better and I would not want it any other way at all. So thank you for making me a mom once more, for making me your fiancé, for giving me the best six months of my life and for being here through every second of them. I love you, Eric Matthews, with all my heart. 💙💛
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