ya'll know i'm hudcon down

rowan, XXVIII | rpf is legal | heated rivalry, the pitt, etc.

[toneelspeelster]

yours. mine.

[sinners-go-to-drink-the-wine]

remember when he said this was a connor thing

[hrgifs]

connor storrie photographed in new york by nikki cardiello

[0megashane]

If you're into astrology, Hudson entered his 2nd house year in February which is ruled by his Scorpio Moon in the VI (6th). Themes of self-worth, finances and stability are huge and are deeply emotional/sensitive. This is why in so many readings you'll notice that Hudson is worried about (job) security and safety. And to relate this to his relationships, this is why he is so reluctant to cut ties (even if it would be better for him in the long run).

This is a year filled with passion, trauma, controversies, stress and deep transformation. Nothing will be consistent, there will be so many fluctuations in his relationship to the material world and his work(place). But his North Node is located in the 2nd house (Cancer) which tells me that he'll be figuring out that he craves a soft life with emotional fulfillment rather than being solely concerned with who/what will look good for his image and his status. This isn't to say that Hudson is superficial, but incredibly scared of losing his value and ability to take care of people he loves.

This is why his relationship with Connor is so all-consuming. He gets to be with someone who takes good care of him and, who is by very nature, comfort without conditions.

[0megashane]

This past week has been something else, I'm so glad I've been knee-deep in assignments

[russianblush]

the oversized sleeves are sending me

[0megashane]

lol “surprise FaceTime” don’t they FaceTime anytime?

Not if they're working 10+ hour days, no. Like they've both been so busy and trying to relax with their families and friends. I'm sure they stay in consistent contact but what that looks like has to vary depending on what they're working on.

[0megashane]

LMFAO is Huddy incapable of mentioning or thinking about Connor? Like the interviewer asked about his family and he mentioned his parents, the HR cast and then Connor. Who wasn't there.

[0megashane]

Y'all him allegedly saying he saw Connor - is this the surprise I saw in my reading? A cute little surprise FaceTime?

[0megashane]

LMFAO is Huddy incapable of mentioning or thinking about Connor? Like the interviewer asked about his family and he mentioned his parents, the HR cast and then Connor. Who wasn't there.

[0megashane]

I just listened to your reading and first off why do I always get a parallel of Ilya and Shane with them? Like wanting to spend time together but wanting to keep it more private, yearning yet wanting to relax with another. Wtf why are they mirroring

I think there's a reason they both gravitated towards these roles. What episode of HR are we on now? 4?

[0megashane]

So are you saying he feels like he’s hurting people by what he chose to do yesterday? And he’s not happy about it? Is someone advising him to do this or is it his own idea / decision?

Not just Sunday, but in general. This whole arrangement/relationship whether it's functionally fake or without deeper feelings, is complicating things and hurting people he loves.

This is actually a great question. I asked and got Letter + Book so that indicates a PR person, someone who has a lot of experience and knowledge. He probably consulted/hired someone and then made a decision based on that.

[0megashane]

H is contractually obligated to be in public with K, right? Which is where the disconnect is, no? But also he’s aware that she’s part of the ppl that are sabotaging him so he definitely has a plan, right?

I want to make this clear. I'm of two minds:

Either their relationship is officially over, but they're just being seen together because it's more advantageous for them to keep it up. Or, they're still together but have no feelings for each other and they both know that but won't end it. I lean more towards the first one but would not be shocked by the second one, knowing Hudson. When I said it was like PR I meant more that it literally only works for the good of their reputations.

So to answer your questions I think contractually obligated is too formal, and to your last point I'm not going to point fingers at anyone because I don't know enough about it. He has a lot of friends.

[0megashane]

Do you see them working it out :( like are they still good with each other even if they don’t know what to say?

I keep getting Lily for how they feel about each other and what their relationship is - it's safety and long term commitment, but it's more mature than it was previously. The love oracle cards are them just straight up yearning and remorse (Connor saying he wishes he knew what to say and Hudson saying he wants thing to be different).

The feelings and desire to be together aren't gone. But relationships require more than just feelings, and they're not in the honeymoon phase any longer. This is one of those make it or break it moments. If someone follows through with what they want to do, then I think they'll figure it out.

[0megashane]

he’s not doubting his bond with hudson though is he? Like does he still want to be with Hudson?

https://www.tumblr.com/0megashane/818249540829380608/can-you-please-share-any-energies-you-picked-up-on

I don't think he's doubting his bond or feelings for Hudson, only if that's enough to make everything okay.

[0megashane]

Ughh Hudson looking directly into the camera when he said Connor’s name in his speech. 😭

Took me out, honestly. He couldn't help himself.

[0megashane]

wtf happened last night? lol i thought hudson and Connor were figuring it out but hudson confused me

See: my last few asks. And kind of got that they don't know what to say to each other right now after last night.

[russianblush]

Best Lead Performer, Drama Series is....Hudson Williams!