Emily

MI | 23 Poetry, photography, and kitties

[midnightsadboy]

does knowing me more lead to loving me less?

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[eclogues]

i want to get a master's degree i want to take a cake decorating class i want to dance i want to sing i want to write and remember how to think i want to swim i want to be free

[1-hundred-letters]

@tiredandlonelymuse

My take on “Lucky”.

I’ve never been much of a painter…but sometimes feelings need more color than the gray of my pencil.

…I actually like the color pallet more than the actual piece lol

[tiredandlonelymuse]

I’ve been on my knees since I was 5.

In the chapel,

in a bedroom,

in an alley late at night.

Always facing an inflated

godlike

version of some guy.

But as a girl you do what you need to survive.

You open wider, take the body.

Thank your father, you’ve been naughty.

2 Hail Marys, 20 lashings.

“I’ve been sent to punish you for daring to exist.

You will never know a love as meaningful as this.”

I’ve memorized

the lines

since I was 10.

From the Bible,

from the playbook,

from the magazines for men.

If you should mess it up, you’ll start again.

But, still, they only want

the women

they condemn.

I think that I’d have too much fun in hell.

With the pagans

and the hedonists

and sapphics there as well.

Purgatory seems the better fit

I can’t stand waiting in the corner,

but I do love being hit.

There’s not a torture you can prescribe

that I wouldn’t find

a way to like.

Every single second I’m alive

I’m sharpening an axe I’d like to grind.

“I was sent to punish you

for the way I was designed.

You will never know a love

that you fear more than mine.”

- “God Fear a Woman” 2023

[unbotheredmuse]

[1-hundred-letters]

And the question remains. Am I lonely because I really, truly, push everyone away? Or is it because no one really wants to be in my life.

[thearikenna]

I feel very attacked 😂😅

[aseaofquotes]

[unexplained-events]

The Poison Garden

Established in 2005 by the Duchess of Northumberland. The garden contains over 100 deadly and hallucinogenic plants. 

’I wondered why so many gardens around the world focused on the healing power of plants rather than their ability to kill… I felt that most children I knew would be more interested in hearing how a plant killed, how long it would take you to die if you ate it and how gruesome and painful the death might be.’

-The Duchess of Northumberland 

[supportinglesbians]

Okay, so fuck the way they built up drama for no reason, but overall this was super cute  😭

[free-range-tiddies]

[1-hundred-letters]

Sitting in my 3 hour long zoom lab

[konoko]

(Source: Instagram)

[1-hundred-letters]

Good

Morning

[podencos]

Has anyone else been in the strangest, most indecipherable headspace of their life lately

[prettyandmean]

Your APOLOGY needs to be as loud as your DISRESPECT was

[antoniosbanderas]

No spell can reawaken the dead, Harry. I trust you know that. Dark and difficult times lie ahead. Soon we must all face the choice between what is right and what is easy. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (2005) dir. Mike Newell

[mattyvogel-deactivated20211026]

[triatic]

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