[11serendipity]

“I know you.”

“Please.”

“Shut up, of course I know you.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah. I know your favorite color is dark green. I know you sleep with your window open all the time. I know you love pestos with all of your heart. I know most songs you listen to, have that one part that makes you feel everything. I know what kind of sheets are your favorite. I know you love listening to the rain crash against the roof. I know you love swinging on the swing, because it makes you feel alive. I find it insulting that you don’t think that I know you. Like shut up, of course I know you.”

[11serendipity]

dead. die. death. die. die. dead.

what’s the difference. it’s over.

[11serendipity]

i was drowning.

i was drowning, i just would never fucking die. and there was no one there who tried to save me.

and then you came in.

i was drowning, and you were like coming up for fresh air.

i was drowning, and you saved me.

[idgah]

foods dangerous to dogs:

avocadoes

alcohol

raw bread dough

caffeine

chocolate

grapes and raisins

onions and garlic

macadamia nuts

raw salmon

xylitol (artificial sweeteners)

if you have a dog please reblog this

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You don’t need to have a dog, everyone just reblog this maybe ok yes

[11serendipity]

imagine: you’re drunk out of your mind and jinwoo takes care of you

the rain pours as you open the car door. “bye sooyoung!” you shout as you messily get out of the car. 

“sure you don’t want me to take care of you?” she chuckles as she watches drunk you trying to listen to what she says and stand properly at the same time.

“nooooooo it’s fine.” you say. “jinwoo is home.” you giggle as you think about his adorable face.

“poor boy, you shouldn’t bother him while he’s sleeping.” sooyoung laughs.

“he doesn’t mind when it’s me.” you pout. you finally notice how wet you’re getting. “oh no i’m so wet!” you gasped. “i have to goooo.” you say as you shut the door without even saying goodbye, and you start running towards the door. sooyoung shakes her head as she startes the car and drives off, not bothering to deal with you anymore, and knowing you’re safe.

you walk up to the door, and as you turn on the handle you notice it is locked. you sigh as you start checking your pockets after the key, and your heart stops when you can’t find it anywhere. well you probably lost it at the party, and jinwoo has lost so many keys himself he probably won’t care, but the fact that you are so fucking wasted is making the situation much worse.

you feel so terrible, but you know that jinwoo always keeps the back door open for you when you go out. you start walking around the house, and you see all of the lights are off. you start feeling bad for making noise when jinwoo is sleeping. you start thinking maybe sooyoung is right. maybe he minds.

you walk around the house and you arrive at the porch. you were right, the lock was down. you smiled as you opened it, and you locked the door after you. you looked at the couch, and ray and bay were embracing each other while they were sleeping. your heart just melted at the sight.

you started walking towards the kitchen to grab a glass of water. your balance didn’t exist at the moment, so you grabbed the kitchen island to balance yourself as you walked towards the sink. you thought you were being a pro at being quiet. you opened the door to the cabinet, and as you were taking a glass the glass fell down the sink.

the noise was so loud and luckily the glass didn’t shatter, but it was loud enough for both ray and bay to wake up and run out of the room.

you froze. okay, even if ray and bay woke up didn’t mean that jinwoo woke up. maybe he’s fine. 

“y/n?” you hear jinwoo’s sleepy voice call out.

you keep standing right there, not daring to make a move. maybe he turns around and goes back to the bedroom.

as you focus so much on standing still, you almost fall backwards. you manage to save yourself from falling by grabbing the table, but it certainly grabs jinwoo’s attention.

he walks into he kitchen, and you freeze. “what? you’re soaking wet y/n!” he says as he walks fast towards you, and he grabs your face with the both of his hands. “you’re freezing jagi!”

you pout. “it started raining and it wouldn’t stop.”

“how did you get home? why didn’t you call me?” he said as he moved your hair away from your face. “i told you to call me when you wanted to come home.”

“yeah but sooyoung said i shouldn’t bother you so she drove me home.” you say as he still has your face cupped in his hands.

“god don’t listen to her, you know i never mind helping you.” he says as he strokes your cheek. “now come with me to the bathroom.”

he grabs your hand and you quietly follow. he walks into the bathroom and he grabs a towel and a few more things. “come in here.” he says as you stand outside the room. you step in and look at yourself in the mirror. your eyes widen at the sight of your ruined makeup, making you look awful. 

“this is the moment i truly know that you love me, when you still take care of me even if i look this ugly.” you say as he grabs make up wipes and starts taking off your make up. 

he laughs. “well i owe you after you took care of me the time i got wasted with my members and started puking, so.”

“so that’s why? because you owe me?” you ask sassily.

he stops. “no, it’s because you’re too adorable for me to resist.” he smiles.

you lightly hit his chest. “cheeesy.” you sing.

he startes wiping off your makeup, and to get better access to your face, he puts his hands under your thighs and lifts you up on the washing machine. you giggle as his hands leave your thighs, and he finishes taking off your make up. “i’m going to get you some dry clothes.” he smiles as he walks out of the room, and it feels like forever until he gets back.

“you can’t even take your clothes off? i have to do everything?” he jokingly says as he starts taking off your wet jacket.

“i feel like a wet cat now.” you say as he throws your jacket on the floor somewhere.

“you’re more like a dog i saved from the streets.” he says as he montions you to lift your arms up so he can take away your shirt. “and tomorrow i’m returining you.”

he takes off your shirt, and he takes the towel and startes drying your arms, chest, stomach and back. “wow you’re really wet. did you have any fun over there?”

“yes we had so much fun!!” you suddenly get excited when you think of tonight. “we had this drinking game and seungyeon had to do this thing where she called her ex and i was dying. and then we went to this bar and i was so wasted, but there was this rude ass dude hitting on me and it was soooo annoying, but i burned him everytime and i made him feel so stupid because my heart belongs to jinwoooooo” you sang the last part as you wrapped your arms around his neck and lean on his shoulder.

he laughed. “good to know.”

you smile as you look up at him. “aren’t you ever worried when i go out? of people hitting on me or something?”

“why should i? i trust you. i mean i worry of people hurting you or trying to do something against your will. but i know you wouldn’t ever cheat on me. i know you wouldn’t do something to hurt me.” he says as he smiles at you. 

your faces were so close to each other, and you noticed he looked down at your lips. “you know you are really adorable.” you giggled.

he started laughing. “you’re embarrassing me.” he laughs as he continues drying you. “take off your pants.”

you stand up from the washing machine and you start taking off your jeans. “why? it’s true.” you say as you take them off and kick them somewhere. you put your hands behind you on the washing machine, trying to jump back on the machine. jinwoo helps you with lifting you up on it again. “i bet you’re the most beautiful human being on earth.” you say as wrap your arms once again around his neck, while he continues to dry you.

he just laughs as he hides his face.

“no jinwoo i’m serious, i bet you’re the most beautiful human being to ever exist in this world.” you say as you put your index finger under his chin to lift it so you’re on the same level. “i’m so lucky.”

“and drunk.” he says, and you giggle. 

“still lucky.” you smile.

“i’m going to get you a glass of water, change clothes meanwhile.” he says, and as he walks out of the bathroom you change into his t shirt and new underwear. he walks back in with a glass of water. “you want to go to bed?”

“i bet you’re tired so yeah.” you said as you jumped off the washing machine. “i’m sorry you had to wake up to take care of a stray dog.” i said as he held my hand and we walked into the dark bedroom.

“well you’re my stray dog, so it’s okay.” he says as he lays down on his side of the bed, and you next to him. he chuckles. “not sleeping on your side of the bed?” 

“no i wanna cuddle with you.” you say as you put your head on his chest and put your arm over his stomach. he stiffs under your touch. “wow you’re so cold. i have to warm you.” he chuckles as he turns to his side and wraps his arms around you. your feet tangle together.

it turns quiet. the rain outside gets more violent as it crashes against the roof, filling the room with the sound of the impact. “jinwoo?”

“yeah?” he replies.

“can we go to imjado?”

“sure. but why do you want to go to imjado?” he asks.

“i want you to show me all the places you almost burned down.” you reply, and he starts laughing out loud.

“yes i will darling, i’ll show you all the places.” 

“how many places are there?”

“more than you can ever imagine. now go to sleep, you need lots of sleep to handle your hangover tomorrow.”

you pout. “okay then.” you close your eyes, and you fall asleep shortly after in jinwoo’s arms.

[11serendipity]

imagine taehyung throwing you over his shoulder when you’re so fucking wasted, and you hit his back bc u want to go back and party but he just smirkes as he takes you back home to safety

[11serendipity]

i watch you and suddenly my bad thoughts just vanish into the thin air

i watch you and i smile too myself because you’re beauty is just too much to handle

i watch you and i remember how your nose used to tickle my neck whenever you snuggled me

i watch you and i think about attacking your face with kisses

but when i watch you i die a little inside because i remember the moment you told me that you don’t love me anymore and i want to die every time i am reminded

[11serendipity]

when i was a kid  i used to wonder what love was like i watched romantic movies  i read love stories i tried watching couples but i never understood until i saw you

i saw you and i finally knew why rose jumped back into the sinking ship i knew why someone could stare at someone for hours without being bored why people mistook lovestruck people for being high

but i also knew why people died of heartbreak why people could lie in their bed screaming and crying for hours and why some people just ended it all

and now i wish i never understood it in the first place

[seokjins-wings]

[kimsyerim]

irene for unicef clean water campaign

[11serendipity]

“you’re leaving, aren’t you?”

i ask as the silence pierces through the room.

“just talk to me. please.”

i say as you start packing your stuff.

“don’t leave me.”

i beg as the tears stream down my face.

“please, don’t leave me!”

i shout as i run down the stairs after you.

“. . . . but i love you.”

i say as you drive down the road.

[11serendipity]

don’t act like you don’t care

like it never happened

like it didn’t matter

the times you would run towards me and lift me off my feet and spin me around, just because you were so happy

like the times you would nuzzle your nose inside my neck

the times we would hold around each other for hours just because it was safe

because of course it fucking matters

it matters

[11serendipity]

it’s been a while since

i know that

and i’m fine really

i’m over you

i just miss the time i felt like the happiest person alive

and i’m fine i swear

i’ve had other boyfriends after you

but i don’t remember their birthday

your birthday is march 9th. you’re pisces.

[11serendipity]

you don't even say hi to me these days

you say it’s because you’re working

because you’re busy

not because you don’t love me anymore

but i know it’s coming

the end

and i can’t do anything about it

[11serendipity]

you sleep so soundly and peacefully, that i need to check your pulse sometimes. you work with your music so intensly and quietly, i know you have found your passion. whenever you laugh i know i want to spend the rest of my life listening to that sound. and you smile so rarely, that i swear to god i wanna marry you everytime you do.

[11serendipity]

i’m proud of myself. i’ve been doing a really good job lately, trying to forget you.

i can go days without thinking about you. i can have a really good day. i get my work done, i spend my time doing the things i like and i hang out with friends. i go to sleep in seconds and wake up feeling refreshed.

i can handle it. i handle it fine.

but sometimes, when it’s quiet, i can’t forget.  i can’t forget the times i was the happiest person alive.

i can’t forget the euphoria pumping in my veins whenever you touched me. the times you would sneak your hand in mine. all the mornings we would stay in bed, kiss and cuddle with each other. all the times you would look into my eyes, and i knew everything was going to be okay.

but i’m managing. i’m doing okay. i’m just not sure how to handle the quiet.

[11serendipity]

to: yoongi 29th december, 2:31 am

it hurts it hurts so much when i get home to an empty apartment, cold it hurts even more whenever someone asks me how you are doing it even hurts when i don’t see your jacket hanging in the hallway

it hurts when my feet reach for yours at night to seek warmth, but to find nothing it hurts to even see that your toothbrush gone from the sink it hurts knowing you’re not waiting for me in the kitchen and it fucking hurts knowing i have to live without your kisses

it also hurts knowing you don’t see stars in my eyes anymore it hurts knowing that we don’t have a future together but what hurts the most is knowing that you don’t even think about me knowing you don’t care knowing you that you don’t love me anymore.