Don't be me

21 🏳️‍🌈 Australia Just trying to lose weight. Please Block instead of reporting.

[123dontbeme]

TW EATING DISORDERS FOR THIS WHOLE BLOG

I’m not promoting eating disorders I’m tracking my brain on here. I know it’s not healthy but neither am I. I might also talk about anxiety and depression to TW for those as well. I’m an overweight but trying to get better so just like, ignore my CW.

SW 136.6

CW 129.4

Milestone 1: 130 ✅

Milestone 2: 125

Milestone 3: 120

Milestone 4: 115

Milestone 5: 110

Milestone 6: 105

Milestone 7: 99

Milestone 8: 95

Milestone 9: 90

Milestone 10: 85

Milestone: 80

UGW: 75

(Also got the same username on Insta incase I get banned again ✌️ was beingsw)

[123dontbeme]

[pr-3-ttyk-1-tty]

anyone else go through periods of like... normalness and then suddenly things get dramatically worse for a few weeks and then go back to normal-ish? it makes me feel rlly invalidated and like im faking this whole thing smh

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My life

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Day two in the gym

[scatteredrevelations]

“I want to be afraid of the clothes being too big, not too small.”

— 07 / 02 / 2019 || victoria lebsack

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Had to get weighed for a medical

Fuuuuuuck that

[123dontbeme]

TW suicide etc.

I’m so fucking done. I can’t handle life anymore. I don’t want to exist in a world I was not build for and I’m sick of twisting and shaping myself mentally and physically into what everyone wants me to be. I won’t be that. I don’t know how to be that. I think it would be better off if I left

[disarticulatedskeleton]

[123dontbeme]

I feel like I’m right on the edge of ‘recovering’ and not having an ED but hating my body forever. Or. Massive weightloss and having an ED forever

[faded-self]

So regarding my eating habits, there‘s apparently no inbetween - either I eat little to nothing or I completely loose control and eat the whole grocery store

- I‘ve lost track for months and I hate myself so much for that

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Finally down 15 pounds!

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Just hit 15Ibs down 💪 it’s small but I just gotta keep going

[prettypleaseanameme]

literally check the mirror every morning as if it’s gonna be different (not that i can really see it lol)

[123dontbeme]

I just feel like my father spends 100% of the time being upset at the fact that I exist. I think he’d be happier if I was gone

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Holidays are over now I’m back to work and college. Busy days make not eating easier.....

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