[blogging-at-your-funeral]

[oizumi-deactivated20191118]

me: *opens messages* guess i’ll reply later narrator: she didnt

[deadmugen]

I’m at the point in my life where I just don’t care anymore so if u stress me out I’m just not gonna deal with you anymore

[thoughtsick]

little schizo spectrum things

- hearing a sound outside your window and it is definitely aliens

- or someone who’s about to kill you

- hearing / seeing “psycho” being casually thrown about everywhere

- sudden anger for no fucking reason

- accidentally saying things in a monotone voice

- stimming all the time

- not trusting your own family and friends

- dissociating after the slightest bad thing happens

- taping over your laptop / phone camera

- stop talking to me!!

- uncontrollably laughing at inappropriate times

- planning on doing things and then just… not doing them

- not making any expressions even when you know you should

- going mute suddenly

- never looking anyone in the eye

- people are either your Best Friend or not a friend at all

- having to leave notes for yourself to remember things all the time

- do I really have a disorder?? better check the symptoms again

[yanderechild-archive]

me: haha school’s pretty hard i’ll probably kill myself lol

person: don’t joke about suicide!!! it’s a serious issue!!!!!

me: [laughing while shaking my head and puts my hand on their shoulder] …..buddy……… pal………….amigo :)

[badsubconscious]

whenever i see any of those positivity posts (“if ur reading this ur cute and im so glad u made it this far! i love you!”) its so so unreal this has no feeling or meaning behind it at all it is just text on a screen it means nothing its not real they dont mean it its fake it doesnt help

[liketheinferno]

this kind of psychotic meta-awareness is weird like yeah I know these thoughts and perceptions are caused by my brain and yeah I’ve identified them as not real but there’s still someone looking in through my window and I still don’t have a face and there are still bugs crawling in my blood vessels and I am somehow perceiving these things as existing even after identifying their nonexistence??? why is my brain do this,

[lora-mathis]

[paintdeath]

FFUCK

[kaerlighedsbrev-deactivated2020]

maybe… support mentally ill ppl even when u don’t like their symptoms??? support schizophrenics who frantically search every room they enter because they are scared of Something, support splitting borderlines, jealous narcissists, very sexual histrionics, schizoids who don’t fake empathy, systems with “mean” alters, irritated bipolar people, schizotypals who never “make sense”, paranoids who constantly constantly check on others to see if they’re causing them harm even though they don’t know them, antisocials who don’t try to be “nice”, avoidants who will avoid you for weeks and then message once and disappear again, dependents who can’t even dress without help deciding on what, ocpd people who need you to do things again and again and again until you do it Right, ocd people with “disgusting” intrusive thoughts and compulsions, psychotic people who yell “to themselves” and cope badly with their hallucinations, autistic people who don’t interact the way you want them to, adhd people who literally never sit still or listen to you, anxious people who always sweat, people w ptsd who refuse to let go off their trauma, people with addictions you consider to be “to blame” and with “ugly” withdrawal symptoms and everyone else. mental illness doesn’t just have symptoms you like and you have to accept that.

[dirtsnakes]

[timbllr]

[shy-germany]

You know who I’m here for? Mentally ill kids who don’t respond well to treatment. Mentally ill kids who get shitty therapists or feel uncomfortable in that environment. Mentally ill kids who’ve tried every anti depressant on the market and have terrible side effects with all of them. Mentally ill kids who’ve entered treatment and come out worse. Mentally ill kids who are constantly told to “get help” as if it’s that easy and simple. Mentally ill kids who are constantly surrounded by success stories and feel hopeless.

You all are strong and important and I love you.

[topcat77]

Jean-Michel Basquiat

 Black Skull, 1981

[kaliforhnia]

Texting me is like ordering something online because most likely you won’t hear back for 4-5 business days. 

[toobadhesfictional]

Find your name with the gif button and add the one that is the most relatable

[greelin]

“what have you been up to lately?” nothing much just decaying on an emotional/mental level & physical one as well, more and more, every day

[badsubconscious]

☯♈☯

[123ofme]

i closet-cosplayed aradia once and i have never looked good since