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010 i love me after you ⋆｡𖦹˚.
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009 i'm your man ⋆｡𖦹˚.
the past few days could only be described as excruciating—with donghyuck's words occupying your mind like an arithmetic problem you can't seem to solve.
avoiding sungchan is easier said than done. your mind is relentless when you see him at work, even the slightest eye contact making your heart race. worse, when you're not busy with work tasks, every failed attempt at a conversation with him makes you cringe enough to physically hurt. you can't stop yourself from overthinking sungchan's every move.
"are you hiding?" sicheng's voice startles you out of your thoughts, eyebrows furrowing as he watches you squat behind the pastry cart. "whatever you're doing, sungchan needs help out on the floor."
"can i go home early? i'm not feeling too good..." your voice comes out small and desperate in an attempt to make sicheng believe your half-truth. "i can ask someone to come in for me."
sicheng stops just short of sighing. he checks the time on his phone before glancing back at you.
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hello friends... i promise ive been trying to update the smau... ive just had an unfortunate couple of weeks........... :( uhhhmmmmmm yeah.............. ill get back into it i promise :( i don't want to put it off so long i have so many ideas i just haven't been able to write them as of late
008 star ⋆｡𖦹˚.
sungchan does a good job of distracting you from the worries you left back at home. he's easy to talk to—easy to listen to—easy to look at. everything about sungchan is comforting and you wish you had realized it before today. had you known how much of a great conversationalist he was—you would've been better friends with him from the start.
"why didn't you tell me you were this funny from the start, sungch—jinsu?" you miss the flush that spreads quickly on sungchan's face as you call him by his nickname. but there is a permanent pink blush that sits on your own face as he stares at you nonstop. something you can't ignore.
"i've been trying!" it's half a joke—half serious. sungchan has been trying to bridge the coworker to friend (to something more) with you for longer than he'd care to admit.
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Sooooo I remember you already doing a Jaemin x male reader fic back in like 2024 correct me if I’m wrong and then it stopped and now in 2026 did you restart and redo it? I’m not opposed to it I just fr wanna know if you did redo/restart it lol
yeah i am restarting it because my old smau has taeil in it :( and i don't want anything on my account associated with him. he wasn't a main part of it but he was mentioned a lot because he was the cafe owner. i also want to go back and revise and old fics that have a mention of him but i know it's a lot of work lol
got a laptop and it really made my life a lot better btw
i wish everyone could get a laptop
007 the frost ⋆｡𖦹˚.
you're not sure what jaemin means by us but there's a pit in your stomach that grows deeper the closer sungchan gets to your house. you want him to turn the car around. to take you to grab food first instead of bringing you to change first. willing to sacrifice your comfort to avoid confronting what jaemin has at home for you.
"everything okay?" sungchan's voice cuts through your thoughts like a butter knife. smooth, soft. he keeps his eyes on the road but his fingers are hesitant over his steering wheel as he turns onto your street. you eye him up from the passenger seat, still shy at the sight of his bare arms and the sweat that drips down from the back of his neck to the tops of his shoulders.
"yeah." the silence that follows is thick in the air. it's uncomfortable. "thank you for driving, sungchan."
"jinsu is fine, y/n."
"thank you, jinsu." there is a car that you don't recognize parked in front of your driveway. you motion sungchan to park next to the curb as you watch the all black car suspiciously from your peripheral vision. "you can come in if you want, but i promise i'll only be five minutes, maybe less."
"i don't mind waiting, y/n."
your hands shake as you unlock the front door, scared to enter your home but there is no jaemin to greet you. just hushed voices that come from his room as you walk past it to get to your own. you make as little noise as possible, wanting to avoid the awkward small talk that you know is unavoidable when it comes to jaehyun. you know the car outside has to be his. the second voice that comes from jaemin's room has to be his. who else could it be?
you shake your head to yourself, pulling a new sweatshirt over your head and picking a new pair of jean shorts quickly to find your way back to sungchan's—no—jinsu's car.
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Hiii!!! do you have a posting schedule perchsnce???
i do not i'm sorry :(
They’re coming.
oh my. who is they and why are they coming
006 when memories snow ⋆｡𖦹˚.
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005 the deal ⋆｡𖦹˚.
it's only been a few hours since you last saw sungchan at work, but you can't help but feel nervous. this time there wasn't going to be any talk of work. no coffee—no customers—no aprons involved. this time it was all about relieving any pent up stress.
you don't wait for a text from sungchan before you head outside your door. tired of the silence that fills the house—you decide to wait outside. something that you'll find yourself doing a lot more in the near future.
you watch sungchan's car pull up to your empty driveway, waving at him from the front door. you walk over to the passenger side as soon as he parks—pulling at the handle to open the door. he smiles wide at you as you enter the car, pausing his music in order to talk to you. but the car stays silent, your friends' rejection still fresh on your mind.
sungchan takes everything you do at face value—never looking for further context or explanation on your behalf. he accepts your short answers and depleted mood that result from texting your friends. he doesn’t like intruding but he wishes he could provide a sense of comfort and ease your worries—worries he wanted to hear about. and on a certain level—you want him to ask—you want to talk about what’s been troubling you with someone who wasn’t the one influencing your feelings. but the moment has passed.
it has been silent for too long. silent in your house. silent during the car ride to the gym. silent in the gym.
it’s half past five—usually the busiest time of the day but it feels like you two are the only people here.
you watch sungchan’s form diligently, holding your hands out just under his elbows as he raises the bar from his chest to as far up as his arms can go. he’s in a white muscle tee—one that does nothing to hide his biceps—and sweatpants that hang loose around his hips exposing the branded band of his briefs. he has his legs planted on either side of the bench, back arched high in the air as he exhales loudly. there’s a sheen of sweat that coats his exposed skin, the sight of it causing your mouth to go dry. you’ve never witnessed sungchan so serious.
its new—as new as the feeling that flutters in your stomach as you watch him from above.
“you don’t have to keep your hands there forever.” he racks the bar back on the hooks above him, sitting up. “just whenever you see that i can’t lift the bar up anymore, then you step in.” you hand him his water, watching as it spills out from the sides of his mouth as he chugs it. you look away for a moment—feeling heat creep onto your face rapidly.
“just make sure you don’t put too much weight on there, i don’t know how much i’ll be able to lift.” sungchan smiles, placing his water bottle on the floor.
“do you want to try benching? i can take the weights off and you can start with the bar. it’s only forty-five pounds.” you consider it for a moment, stepping away from the back of the equipment to stand next to sungchan. this time he’s looking up at you as you stare down at him—as opposed to earlier when his sole focus was on the bar. “do you need to see the form again or do you mind if adjust you?”
“i think i can copy your form, but if you need to readjust me… i don’t mind.” sungchan wastes no time in switching positions with you, immediately becoming your spotter. he lets you get settled on the bench, watching as you try and mimic his form as best as you can remember. his hands find your waist—the sudden contact startling you as he repositions your waist just above the bench. you avoid his eyes—heels digging into the floor of the gym out of nervousness. “good?”
he doesn’t reply. only offers a nod in your direction as he stands behind your head. the view of him from below is different—it makes your heart beat out of your chest as you position yourself to grab the bar. you grab the cold metal, his hands right next to yours as you bring it down to touch the top of your chest. you have little-to-no trouble lifting it as far up as you can without locking your elbows—but you still feel your hands shake. sungchan keeps his hands next your head, the veins in his forearm nearly distracting you from your last rep. he helps you re-rack the bar back on the hooks, hands nearly on top of yours as you finally allow you back to lay flush with the bench. you’re flustered—sweaty for all the wrong reasons but he takes no notice in your rosy cheeks and sweaty hands.
“good job, y/n!”
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004 i don’t like my mind ⋆｡𖦹˚.
the past few days have been filled with jaehyun.
jaehyun said this—jaehyun said that—jaehyun mentioned this—jaehyun would like that.
jaehyun.
jaehyun.
jaehyun.
you’re not accustomed to this side of jaemin. the side that seems to be enamored with everything that has to do with jaehyun. the side that manages to sneak him into whatever conversation the two of you hold. but that’s how he’s always been—taken quickly with any person he had taken a liking to at the moment. he couldn’t help but talk about them and at the end of the day, you were all ears.
you couldn’t help but wonder if jaemin ever mentioned you that often to jaehyun.
you grab your apron from the back of your chair, tying the straps into a messy bow near your lower back. you knew sicheng was exaggerating how much extra time you had taken on your break but you can't help but shoot him a guilty look when you finally step back on the floor—face flushed and embarrassed. he dismisses it with a side smile, gesturing you to take over for him at the espresso machine.
"i have to take care of manager things in the back. chenle and renjun are leaving soon so it's just going to be you and sungchan for a little while. think you can handle it?" sicheng taps the metal pitcher of milk on the counter, swirling it with his wrist before pouring it into a medium-sized cup. "karina should be coming in soon... have her work on drinks while you do register, okay?"
"yessir!" he hands you the cup, wiping his hands on his own apron as he walks towards the back of the coffee shop. you read the sticker on the cup, placing it at the handoff station for a—"Gyuvin!"
"no jaemin today?" sungchan's voice startles you—his curious eyes seizing you up as you look up at him. you look around the shop before answering him, making sure jaemin hadn't snuck past you like he has before.
"he doesn't visit me everyday." sungchan leans down to your height, eyeing you suspiciously. his closeness makes you nervous—so nervous you feel your skin heat up. you can see the color of his eyes clearly, the way they sparkle under the incandescent lighting of the shop. you can tell he doesn't believe you but you double down even under his suspicious gaze. "it's true!"
he brushes it off—not wanting to push any further.
"i've actually been wondering, y/n," sungchan wipes his hands on his apron out of habit before continuing—finally standing back up to his full height, "would you like to hang out outside of work? maybe spot me at the gym one of these days. maybe today?"
"i'd love to! is it okay if i invite the guys too? it'd be a great way to introduce everyone, you know?" sungchan doesn't reply—knowing he wouldn't be able to say no to you but silently hoping that it would just be the two of you. not that he minds the company. he enjoys working with your friends and being in a group-chat together as coworkers was fun but it made him feel as if you were unreachable.
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003 heaven ⋆｡𖦹˚.
jaemin holds his chopsticks to his lips—biting the ends of them with his teeth as he stares intently at the rectangular screen in his other hand. he moves his thumb across the screen, typing out a quick response before putting his phone face down on the table.
you watch him from where you sit—watch his plump lips close around his chopsticks—watch his eyes come up from his phone to his food and finally up to you. you feel your eyes widen unintentionally—offering jaemin a small smile that he accepts with a grin of his own.
“what is it?” jaemin brings another bite of food to his mouth, tilting his head to the side as he waits for a response. but you don’t give him one. instead, you offer a shrug. taking a sip of the water that sits in front of you to avoid the fact that you were shamelessly admiring him.
his phone buzzes once—or twice—maybe thrice—in the few seconds where you hold eye contact with him.
jaemin is the one to break eye contact first, turning pink when he turns his phone over and biting his smile back as his eyes move across the screen. he feels a flush rush through his body.
“do you remember jaehyun? johnny’s friend?” jung jaehyun was only a few years older than the two of you—always seen hanging out with johnny when you would come over to stay at jaemin’s. you’ve always thought of him as an older brother—someone who would accompany you into a scary movie you weren’t old enough to watch on your own. he was another you. another stray adopted by the na-suh family at a young age. but hearing his name in this context made your heart still.
jaemin sees the recognition in your face, choosing to put his phone down before continuing. “he signed on with taeyong as an indie artist. i led the photoshoot for his debut album… we’ve kind of been texting ever since.”
jaemin is careful with his wording. never outright saying what you think he’s implying, but you know where this is headed. you’ve always been able to read jaemin like a book.
“i was thinking of bringing him to the exhibit—as a date. i know it’s weeks away but i want to make sure i like him, y/n, i want to make sure everyone likes him.”
you’re happy for jaemin—maybe even ecstatic.
you can see how important this is to him. to have his friends’ approval and make sure he’s not jumping into anything too soon.
which is why you’re not sure why your smile feels forced—why you feel your heart swell three times its size—why its tough to get the words out to jaemin even as you grin—“i’m so happy for you, jaemin, really.”
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hi my lovelies
new update tonite 😋
002 buffalo replaced ⋆｡𖦹˚.
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