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allow your heart to break

#even though it fucking sucks and every coping mechanism calls u into resistance #sad girl #heartbreak #heartbroken #broken heart #heart broken #heart break #brokenheart #lonely #sad #thoughts #depression #anxiety #love #break up

i did not fear my own company until every thought reconstructed itself into something that related back to you

#lol fuck my fucking fuckery brain #heartbreak #heartbroken #heart broken #brokenheart #broken heart #lonely hearts club #lonelyheartsclub #are you lonely #i am sick #sadgirlsclub #Sad Girls Club #alone #forever alone #dead lol #lol im dead #I hate myself LOL

I'm only flattering as a mystery

knowing any more will turn you off

do i ever cross your mind?

i spend hours sending satellites into the sky

in the hopes that one will meet with yours

1cipher

your eyes met mine several times but you didn’t look at me once

#still relevant

i stand before you naked and exposed you say not a word

#my heart is literally falling out of my body and all i can do is drink and think about it lol #heart broken #heartbroken #broken heart #brokenheart #alone #sadgirl #sad girl #lonely hearts club #lonelygirl #lonely #in the abyss #goodbye #i hate myself lol #heart ache

can u smell the alcohol on my breath?

it’s just that i get nervous around you

#my heart is literally falling out of my body and all I can do is drink and think about it lol #heart break #heartbroken #broken heart #sadgirl #sad #girl #sad girl #depressed #lonely #lonely hearts club #lonely girl #alone #fuck #my #life

i think of u and do nothing more

#and it literally has stopped me from doing virtually anything with my life i am nothing now lol #heart break #heartbreak #heartbroken #heart broken #sad #sadgirl #sad girl #lonely #lonelyheartsclub #lonely girl #alone #lonelygirl #brokenheart #broken heart #thoughts #late #i need you

and i still wait

you're the only thing i don’t hate

#fuck #my #damn #brain

when i realized that my memories would never translate into anything tangible ever again i

sunk

#into the depths of my utmost desperation i looked up and saw absolutely nothing #sad lol #lonely lol #sad girls club #heart break #heart broken #lost lost lost #heartbreak #brokenheart #heartbroken #black #rose #mental illness #sick #it makes me sick #i am sick #you are sick #we are sick

the thought of being with others and becoming emotionally open makes me feel isolated. although i could not be lonelier.

fuck being the “cool girl”, girl who doesn’t get mad about things that most girls get mad about.

fuck being the “different girl”, girl who doesn’t annoy you with sappy feelings or asks questions, she’s cool just hanging whenever.

fuck being the “chill girl”, girl who isn’t complicated or annoying or dramatic but goes with the flow, who stays silent without causing disruptions.

fuck being the “bro girl”, girl who’s always in the mood but doesn’t mind if you’re too drunk or tired to please her needs.

the girl isn’t real, so stop making her feel irrational for feeling feelings.

#cool girl #gone girl #bro girl #chill girl #sad girl #fuck it #done #feelin my feelins #lonelyheartsclub #sad #lonely #girl #sad lol #poop #dumb

your eyes met mine several times but you didn’t look at me once

it takes everything in me to disconnect from that inevitable, magical feeling i get when i look at you.

#siiiiighhhhhhh #bleh #late #sick friday night thinkin bout u lol #i love you #i hate you #i want you #i need you #i also need help lol #connection #love #you don't love me #sigh #broken heart #heart break #heartbroken #light is gone

i knew it would happen. once you saw the real me you didn’t want me anymore.

#sadness #sad girl #heart broken #broken heart #you don't love me #you broke me #pathetic #ugh #fuck this feeling #fuck it #thoughts #rejection #someday you will be loved #love yourself #no love #sorry self #self love #i love you

wherewent

When I was young, I invented an invisible friend called Mr Ravioli. My psychiatrist says I don’t need him anymore, so he just sits in the corner and reads.

Mary and Max (via wherewent)

it wasn't until all hope was lost that I truly learned to admire myself.

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