I think barely right now it's starting to hit me. Its devastating to see all the things coming out about that day. To even think the amount of pain he was in those final minutes hurts. I wish he didn't feel alone during those moments. It hurts to think about his son and what his family are going through right now.
This band meant so much to me in a very dark place in my life. For many years they felt like a reason to live. I never stopped loving these five boys and they hold a special place in my heart forever. It felt like my world stopped for a moment. Flashbacks of the countless memories they created for us came to mind. It hurts to see videos and photos of when he looked so happy. The industry is a bad place. It took so much of him. All the stuff coming out about how he was there for other people during a dark place in their lives and to think that maybe no one was there for him hurts so much.
I hope you know you are very loved and you will always be remembered. RIP Liam
