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SAYING CONTROVERSIAL THINGS JUST FOR THE HELL OF IT.

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Look, the dog wont lark if you dont lurk about.

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Where are you?!

I sit here and wonder to myself, "where are you?". Where is the person my brain is dying to find but doesn't seem to exist. I'm convinced I'll never be satisfied without you. As I sit here crying with anxiety about everyone who isnt you, I wonder where you are. Everything that's happened to me is a tragic mistake. That's the reason I keep searching for you. Madly. Not in a happy-go-lucky ambitious way but in a unreasonably upset way. I guess I'm convinced if I ever find you you'll bring me back to my sanity and bring me into the insanity of love. But what's worse? That I havent found you. Im convinced I might never, and it makes me feel unlovable, restless, self-contious, abnormal, and like theres no other answer than myself. And for some reason I also feel like I need you to finally be myself. Why does love do this to people? Especially when you're searching for someone to love.