ihatethis

she/her - bi tw/ sh / ed / not pro anything, dms always open to talk xx (.also i’m unstable n autistic so if i don’t get shit straight away don’t be mad please lol)

[1m-s0-tired]

heyy if anything triggers you please don’t report, just block me, i won’t be hurt or offended, it’s just my vent blog and safe space for all mentally ill she’s, he’s and they’s <3

abt me lol

name: bela

im a minor, i don’t mind interacting with 18+ just don’t be weird

pronouns: she/her/they idrc

diagnosis: autism, mixed anxiety and depressive disorder, insomniac, ebpd

pending diagnosis: ocd

other issues: SH, ED (ana/mia) (not diagnosed cuz haven’t told anyone cuz they’d make me recover lol), buckets of trauma, substance abuse!! and derealisation/depersonalisation/dissociation

info: I LOVE STICK n POKES+ TATS AND PEIRCINGS so any mutes who share the obsession please dm me, i’m also obsessed with my cats <3

i am completely pro recovery, get out if/when u can PLEASE.

[notrexiebeau]

why cant i keep friends

[1m-s0-tired]

i wanna look like i could just float away

[1m-s0-tired]

i just watched a movie and istg i feel like i’m slipping into a psychotic episode

[paranoidc-deactivated20230606]

[1m-s0-tired]

90s wanona and johnny

[1m-s0-tired]

i need my a ladybug and catnoir typa thing

[sk1nnygossip-deactivated2022082]

small portions >> big fattening portions

[ararexic]

they’re a 10 but they’re on edtumbr in 2022

[sandmandaddy69]

[whotfisher-deactivated20220829]

[1m-s0-tired]

if it’s “sooo bad” for me why does it feel so fuckinf good

[obshuh-deactivated20250522]

[konoko]

[somethingisntrightt]

my brother: hurry up i have to pee really badddd

me literally cutting my thigh open:

ik its an old meme but this just happened so bam suck it up

[1m-s0-tired]

i have the option to move country to spain or portugal in the next month or year when should i go (i live in fucking england rn)

[1m-s0-tired]

i wanna look skinny but not eugenia skinny, does that mean i don’t have an ed lol