beau

im lonely

[notrexiebeau]

DNI: non edblr/shblr, terfs, swerfs, radfem, anti-lgbtq+, pro-ana, fatphobic p*rn blogs, empty blogs

ok lets do this again

tw ed and maybe sh im not pro but dont follow if youre in recovery i want everyone to recover go drink water

block dont report pls im tired of making fake emails

my names beau, im 18 and a genderfluid pansexual they/her/him/it currently single (?)

i have diagnosed severe depression and anxiety, and an undiagnosed ed (ana or ednos not sure which)

ive hidden my ed for 5 years

relapse number: ??????

stats

5'4 and 105lbs

ugw: 90?

dm me if you want to talk to someone i need more friends

🐁

[notrexiebeau]

i fucking hate my ex

[cryptotheism]

Today I thought about fentanyl so hard that a cop a few blocks away exploded into pure energy

[ojibwa]

[notrexiebeau]

im sad

[notrexiebeau]

i impulsively bought a gecko terrarium n ima pick one out once ive set up the cage

[notrexiebeau]

i left for awhile n gained a lot october was not my month guys

[chronicallyonlinesworld]

[notrexiebeau]

i hate myself

[twinkdrama]

communication is key !!! im not doing it but u guys really should

[notrexiebeau]

im sobbing over food rn

[notrexiebeau]

nvm it was pms

[notrexiebeau]

im sobbing over food rn

[catradoraism]

i love you betrayals between people who still love each other i love you devotion to the point of destruction i love you selfish choices made in the name of love i love you devastating consequences of those choices

[notrexiebeau]

i cant sleep :(

[blankspace17]

The reoccurring theme of being unwanted in your childhood and seeing yourself as some kind of monster and how you feel like you have to move mountains to get people to like you

[notrexiebeau]

igh i just told my ex i miss him. i dont. tbh i just want a hook up but idk this seems more fun

[rufio-89]

I’d rather live in my imagination than in a reality that’s so disappointing.