2012 tumblr nostalgia

main blog: mynightmareisreal < I started my main blog in 2012 when I was 14...now it's almost 14 years later (I'm still 27 but I turn 28 this year) and I can't believe my old blog is the same age that I was when I first joined Tumblr. I was a depressed, underweight girl obsessed with Lana Del Rey, Maria and the Diamonds, Youtube, Tumblr, Ginger Snaps, Brandy Melville and so on...Now I look back and especially the time from 2012-15 makes me extremely nostalgic. Yeah, life sucked. I hated school, struggled with my mental health, the whole typical depressed teenage "hell is a teenage girl" thing. But you know what? It does NOT get better. Life still kinda sucks. But now without the fun girlhood element. Bottom line this blog now exists because I wish I could go back in time. I kinda miss being a teenage girl :(

[deardollysblog]

[littlesparkequeen]

[saudadebunny]

[2012tmblrnostalgia]

At this point…

how do you guys get through life sober

??? I used to be able to handle life but at this point there’s no way way I’m going through this completely coherent

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[wildnickk]

[2012tmblrnostalgia]

lonely hearts club

i just want to be a pretty girl for once

i want to feel loved by someone

but i'm just an ugly girl

no love for me

....

why?

the only things that keeps me going are vodka and pills

[strawbewiebaby]

[akilegirl]

[deadbyday-d0lly]

[iwentfaraway]

[justcallme1anangel]

we would only hold on to let go

[vanillaflavoredcigs]

[coquettemeth]

falling into summertime sadness

[montimer]

Pretty unfair that i was born a disappointment instead of what people wanted me to be

[captainjonnitkessler]

Do I have too many books? No. It is my shelving methods that are inadequate

[lfparker14]

[hazelingmist]

I never really stopped being that lonely 10 year old girl

She’s still there inside me and she forever will be