cannot believe I still have this. guess I was always bad at facing my ghosts. I loved you, I know that much and I don't think I'll have a love like that.
I was 18. I was so sure. everything felt like life and death, light and dark. my tattoo reminds me of this time and of everything I used to be.
I used to love so deeply. I am different now. its been 3 years.
I think you'll mean something to me forever.
I'm okay with that.












