I apologize if this is coming off as overwhelming, as I notice you’ve had some people come forward about jwmm to you as well.
I’m.. mutuals? with them? technically? I don’t really like to interact with them as much and I genuinely don’t know their pronouns so I apologize if this is wrong gah they told me they/them tho so! yeah
I don’t know. I’m an adult (18 but still.) and I’ve stated multiple times to please not discuss nsfw/k!nk stuff with me because they’re a child. or at least they were as it was happening idk their age now. they’d overfetishize weight with Wilson a lot and like- to be fair, on my account I’ve discussed headcanons around both House and Wilson and weight/food (though mainly House) because I project onto characters and I feel like a lot of what is shown about House’s character & upbringing could result in a complicated relationship with food/body image/etc- but to engage in discussions about the characters weights & associate it with kink? was too much for me after I expressed my boundaries with it.
Any time I talk to them, I try to be polite, and they’ll immediately talk about ED behaviors or other self destructive habits of theirs. I genuinely hope they get help, this is not me shaming them for their mental health. They have tried to guilt trip me multiple times after I told them that discussions of ED behaviors in the detail they give me is triggering, and I understand the world will not revolve around my triggers, but that if we were going to be moots, I ask that they respect that. They agreed and apologized until I told them it was fine, and then did it again the next day.
Recently in a discord server, they discussed bullies and how they wanted to seriously harm a kid who was bullying them. Potentially to the point of murder. Now, I understand the want for Justice in those situations. I was severely bullied to the point I was hospitalized (by actions of others as well as my own hand at different points), and I ended up switching schools. I tried saying that violence wasn’t the answer, though I understand why they may feel that way. I tried compromising by saying that if the bully attacks them first, then be prepared to fight back/defend, but other than that, it’s not worth it to fight. And then others in the discord server told me that I wasn’t being fair because “bullies are fair game”. This was hard for me because I admit, I used to struggle with violent intrusive thoughts towards my bullies. Very violent. I never would’ve acted on that though. And I don’t know their situation, but whenever I tried to switch the topic, no one would let it slide until I would agree and tell jwmm to resort to violence. I didn’t. I simply kept saying that they should be prepared to defend, but otherwise, don’t throw the first punch. I was told by another member of the discord server that I clearly didn’t understand what it was like to be bullied if I was fine with letting bullies get away with it. I’m not—I’m saying don’t fucking murder people. And JWMM said that they wanted to take advantage of the fact their bully had a broken foot and shove them down a flight of stairs. Needless to say, it was a lot.
Any time I’ve tried to set boundaries, they victimize and make me feel guilty for having them. I’ve stayed multiple times that I’m in recovery for my own various mental health conditions, things I’m not proud of, and they’ve joked about my attempt on my life and how I “didn’t have the balls to go through it”.
Needless to say, they make me very hesitant to make friends in house md tumblr land. I have stayed in this server because I genuinely know NO one who likes this show, and I’m so hyperfixated on it, but I’m at such a loss. I thought I was overreacting about it all, so it was… comforting, in a sad way, to see that others could relate. And I’m sorry we can.
Sending all of the good energy & vibes through the Internet to you and others tonight. I apologize for a heavy message in your ask box. I hope you understand that it’s mainly to spread awareness that JWMM is still acting the same and has not learned.
-🪱 (using this as a sign off so if you post it, I remember thjs was mine- I have horrid memory issues)
wow :(( dude i dont have much to say but i am really sorry that like you've had to deal with this kind of treatment from them & others that fully support this disgusting behavior...im wishing the best for you & anyone else who has been hurt in such ways by jack. <3
