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Get ready to get too much for two hands. I do not guarantee my emotional, artistic and thoughtful regurgitation will fit your menu, ma'am or sir, but I can assure you they are made from one hundred percent fresh truth.

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Needed this on my blog. One of my faves now.

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Strength = Lakas

It's only recently that I realized what strength or "malakas na dancer" (strong dancer) really means. People always describe dancers as "malakas" or say "Shiiiit, lakas niya chong!" or "lakas niya noh?". But I've always thought of lakas as strength as in strength physically in reference to the moves. Upon repeating the phrases "lakas niya" and especially, Kuya Bean's "kailangan may malakas sa inyo" in my head, I realized there's so much more to being a strong dancer.

You gotta be strong not just strong physically, that's part of it, but you gotta have a strong mind, a strong heart and a strong soul and spirit together with a strong body! 

A strong mind to not allow yourself to be bogged down by your own thoughts, which can lead you to be self-concious and ironically, lose yourself. A strong mind to concentrate, to know when to let go and know when to hold on to a song, to a beat, to a person's words, to yourself, to an accomplishment, or to a mistake.

A strong heart to allow yourself compassion, passion forgiveness and sincere love for others and yourself as well. You gotta learn to love yourself and forgive yourself for anything, any shit you do or any humiliation you trip over.

A strong soul to ride the music and to embody art. A soul that can feel so much for everything and anything, a soul that transcends your body, your mind and your heart and makes itself known to everybody who's seeing you. A soul that doesn't mind if there's no one or everyone watching but just gives life to the beat.

And finally, a strong spirit that will always have the courage and tenacity TO NEVER BACK DOWN AND NEVER EVER GIVE UP, on yourself, on the people you love and on this lifestyle.

Hip Hop is love.

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ONE UP TO MY BROTHERS! :)

This is kinda old but I can still brag about it! Champs baby! Next time sa World's na! :D

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That again.

What do you do when you get compared to a porn star/AV idol?

I'm kinda flattered since Maria Ozawa's success means she's pretty hot and awesome-looking but that feeling of violation again is back. Why are women always objectified?

And I don't think I look like her anyway. I look more Asian than she does.

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Just one of my favorite poppers. Coco Pops of G-style. MAD SKILLZ, BRUH.

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Music makes me fucking high.

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We were wired to chase the dream..

“Dreams make the impossible possible; dedication makes the possible probable; and work makes the probable happen.” - Jim Trefethen

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REALEST SHIT.

Men. Bilog yesterday night just was an out of body experience. It was bigger than the universe. Just release, being yourself, working for your dream and having fun combined into a rainbow lightning energy ball created in the spaces of our minds. Dancing is being one with everything else and transcending yourself. And I love it.

PANGARAP, aabutin ka namin.

Mangarap.

Mangarap kahit mahirap.

Mangarap lampas sa dapat.

Mangarap para maging sapat.

Mangarap, mangarap, mangarap 

Mangarap kahit mahirap.

Kasi masarap mangarap.

Mangarap. Iyon lang masasabi ko.

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Time for some Hip Hop education. :) Watch Part 2 on YouTube. 

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H I P H O P

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Please allow me to be a nerd and proud. I was so happy when all my grades finally came out. I was so apprehensive while waiting for them to just POP the FUCK out! Men. What stress. I honestly thought I was over thinking about my grades too much and being a grade-concious nerdox, but apparently, not when the sem ends and my grades are coming out. HAHAHAHAH! Either way, I pretty happy with how my grades chose to manifest themselves in and I'm satisfied with the way that my first ever year in university at UP Diliman turned out. Had great teachers, learned so much and still hungry for more! 

P.S. 1 is the highest :)

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I really miss ADS and ate bea and especially Kuya BEANS! :) 

I was so glad I met him awhile ago! He even gave an especially special greeting! HEHE! He hugged me! :) Love you kuya beans! Miss our bilog sessions.

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Goosebumps. Made me tear up. 

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My nails, the photo, the concert, the company.

Everything. Perfect.

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Training with Unschooled now. :) But I'm not in this vid.