I'm super very totally married to the love of my life ! ! !
I'm a multi-aesthetic girl , the style I dress in is highly dependent on my mood & the identity I feel closest to in the moment ! A few that I enjoy are : emo , scene , jojifuku , cutecore , nyashka , and most things under the alternative umbrella !
My religion is an important part of who I am as a person . I know many people have had bad experiences with religion / religious people , so I'd like to make it known that I would never discriminate against or act hatefully toward someone because of their religious beliefs , sexuality , gender identity , race , or anything along those lines ! ! ! ! If my religion makes you uncomfortable , I ask that you dni solely for your own comfort ! ! !
I like to use double spaces when I write big chunks of text , it makes it easier for me to read :3 I also refer to myself in third person at times , depending on how I view myself .
I'm born & raised in the deep south / bible belt of America , I really really love southern memorabilia & photography because it feels like home .
I'm also a puppygirl ! I'm a kemonomimi , therian , demihuman ( k9 type ) & lpshearted (objectkin) ! Ask me about my identity ! When referring to me / complimenting me I ask that you use fem / nonhuman ( puppy ) terms ! ! ! She / her pronouns only though , please !
my dni 𐔌՞◞ ˕ ◟՞𐦯
If any of the following applies to you , I ask that you please do not interact with me or my posts ! I block freely as well .
♡ ( pro & neu ) non-traumagenic systems ( endo , tulpa , willow , polymind , etc . )
♡ ( pro & neu ) contact or complex contact .
♡ ( pro & neu ) radqueer or harmful transid .
♡ ( pro & neu ) age-play , incestuous , or anything similar .
♡ ( pro & neu ) trump , ice , deportation , & anything similar .
♡ ( pro & neu ) lolicon / shotacon / kodacon
♡ ( pro & neu ) proship in regards to anything on this list
I made this account so that I would be able to discuss things that I'm not able to in my daily life + build a community of people who understand and share the same struggles .
I am a very mentally ill teenage girl , and as such , I will be discussing serious and potentially triggering topics . This account is my diary , I'm going to talk about upsetting things because that is my truth at this time .
If any of the following is upsetting or unsafe for you ; PLEASE block , don't report .
♡ discussion & potential imagery of sh .
♡ discussion of sui ideation ( typically passive ) .
♡ discussion of mania and reckless behavior .
♡ discussion of depressive episodes and self neglect .
♡ discussion of trauma , traumatic topics ( csa , grooming , general abuse , neglect , etc . ) , and c-ptsd .
♡ discussion & potential imagery of cal counting , weight , body dysmorphia , and dizrdered eating .
♡ discussion of heavy disassociation , derealization , and depersonalization .
♡ discussion of anxiety and paranoia .
♡ discussion of psychosis , hallucinations , and delusions .
any imagery , trauma talk , or shed talk will always be appropriately tagged , warned , and censored ! ! ! You do not have to worry about being flshed when viewing my blog .
block don't report ! (ㅅ´ ㅁ `)
Reporting will result in the removal of my blog , and therefore , the loss of my safe space !
disorders + things to know (ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
These are the disorders that I am diagnosed with and some things I struggle with , I feel its important to share them here as they all impact how I interact with myself & others .
♡ borderline personality disorder .
♡ bipolar 1 ( with rapid cycling ) .
♡ adhd .
♡ autism spectrum disorder .
♡ complex - post traumatic stress disorder ( presenting with disassociation ) .
♡ generalized anxiety disorder .
♡ social anxiety disorder .
♡ depersonalization derealization disorder .
♡ chronic disassociation .
♡ visual & auditory hallucinations .
I am always open to questions in regards to these things , so feel free to ask !
interests -`(˶◝ ᗜ ◜˶)
These are my interests ! Some are deeply rooted and very dear to me , while others may be newer or something I'm not as educated in , I 'll mark the serious ones with ୨ৎ and the newer ones with ˎˊ˗
I'd love to meet others who share these interests , especially the ones I'm less educated on . I can be a bit cagey talking to others who share my deeper interests , specifically lps ; they're a really important part of my development and life in general , and some part of my brain is convinced others who like them are trying to outdo me , I'm trying to work through this though , so please don't let it deter you !
my tags (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)⸝♡
♡ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𐔌 puppi barks 𐂯 - normal blog / talking post .
♡ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𐔌 puppi rots 𐂯 - posting about mental health / disorder stuff .
♡ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𐔌 puppi whines 𐂯 - vent post .
♡ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𐔌 bite risk 𐂯 - rant / angry posting .
♡ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𐔌 mail eater 𐂯 - responding to asks .
♡ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𐔌 puppi's toy box 𐂯 - posts / reposts about my interests .
♡ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𐔌 fetch 𐂯 - reposts .
♡ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𐔌 play date 𐂯 - posts about my sweet boyyyy .
♡ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𐔌 I'm so full of empty space 𐂯 - shed related posts , custom tag to avoid term :<
please block that tag if you wish not to see shed content .
tell / ask me about whatever you want in the comments or asks & I’ll respond
so tomorrow I go to a doctors appointment to see if I can be put on anxiety medication , and , ironically enough , I’m anxious about it . i don’t like not knowing how things will play out & the thought of being put on some sort of medication in general scares me for a multitude of reasons .
i’m going back to public school next year . i left in 8th grade due to bullying & some shortcomings of my own , and i’ve been homeschooled up until now . it’ll be my senior year so i kind of wanted to go do all the senior things people talk about . as it gets closer i regret it . the people at this school do not like me , and i’m far from a socially functional person at this point . i don’t really know what to do , i guess suck it up , since im already registered and all . I’m really scared since i have some ongoing issues with a girl in my grade there , and i really don’t want to be around her in person ever again .
i’m trying to find a therapist or something before I go back , because i imagine that would help at least a bit , and I’ll take what i can get . i had to leave my last therapist because he kept mocking me and continuing to do things i communicated my discomfort around .
my boyfriend says if I go back to public school he will leave me . he’s had awful awful exes and he thinks I will cheat on him because they did . and I understand that , it’s hard to unlearn a pattern once it’s been going on for so long . but im really scared , we just had our 3 year anniversary and I can’t lose him . I haven’t told him it’s already happening yet , but I’m going to this weekend I think .
a friend that I hold very dear has been really shitty to me lately , and I told her this . she’s become increasingly manipulative with me and our other friends , and I told her that too . she didn’t listen to a word I tried to communicate with her , despite “ communication being very important to her “ ; she didn’t even read what I was saying , she just read what I wanted . & she kept lying to me the whole time , something I know for a fact is a lie . I’m super hurt about this and I have her blocked right now . I wish she wasn’t so mean sometimes .
I’m also super sick right now so everything is #awful .
Obviously not, you would know that if you read my intro
I’m not supporting of any paraphilia that causes harm to others, AKA the big 3 + others I cannot be bothered to list.
If you support pedo/zoophilla or contact necro, get the fuck away from me and my blog. Ty.
I support people who can acknowledge that their para is harmful and are actively working to get help for it. - but I don’t think anyone is ready for that conversation.
dynamity is essentially an anti-endo exclusive variant of alterhumanity! it isn't meant to be a replacement for the term, unless you'd like it to be; rather, an addon to let other anti-endo alterhumans know that you're anti-endo too! "dynahuman" can be used in place of "alterhuman", and "dynabeing" can be used in place "alterbeing"!
you can find a slightly more detailed explanation here(link), which includes the reason behind the labyrinth on the flags! thank you @mumbling-martes for the wonderful idea!
unlabelled stamps below the cut, labelled stamps found here(link)! ; coined by mod frost
taglist; [ @aemogai-archive ] ; ask to be added or removed!
HI .. still not a flag maker but here .. is a flag for rough collies !! originally just for personal use , but i wanted to share - anyone can use as long as they find their identity related to these pups in some way .
