Dying

Not killing myself is a personal achievement but it’s not quite appropriate dinner conversation

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[recaption]

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by David Shrigley

[barbed]

[ddd-444]

I just

really

really

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really

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really

really

really

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want to be happy in 2019

[2sad2breathe]

My anxiety and depression were really working me these last couple of weeks I needed this good news

[2sad2breathe]

I just want someone to see that I’m not fine. My mental state is getting worse and I’m not sure I can last any longer

[2sad2breathe]

I hate how I try to rationalize the terrible shit that keeps happing to me when in all honesty I don’t deserve this. I’m just trying to finish school and it feels as though the universe is against me. What the actual fuck??

[especially]

[zetsuubo]

[2sad2breathe]

There are times when I’m aimlessly staring into my phone just scared of what my future holds for me. It is not as if I grew up in the type of household that just believed I was destined for greatness. Instead I witnessed people I was raised around get sucked into a world that stroked their insecurities as if it was okay to let it consume them. I am scared. Not often do we hear of the types of people who feared the world and ended up conquering it. Maybe childish is right, maybe there really are people in the world who are just meant to lose at life to make it easier in the world for the winners. All I know is I’m tired of losing.

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