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30s, trans (he/him), really fat, minors DNI

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Chapters: 2/? Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov Characters: Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov Additional Tags: Weight Gain, Feeding Kink, Belly Kink, Chubby Ilya Rozanov, Post-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers), Under-negotiated Kink, post retirement, Kink Discovery, fatphobia Summary:

It was no secret to Ilya that he had put on weight since their retirement, but beyond sizing up on all his clothes, he hadn’t really thought about it—about the implications. About what Shane might think. After all, they still fucked as regularly as they ever had, and Shane still reached for his tits when they kissed or fucked or jerked each other off, even though his tits had grown bigger and softer over the past few months. So an ex-athlete got fat after his career was over? Ilya hadn’t thought it was a big deal.

[purveyorofpudge]

truer words have never been spoken

stay fat and sexy, people in my phone 🫶🏻🫶🏻

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Can’t sleep. Lifting up my overhang with one hand while holding a spoonful of Nutella to my mouth with the other

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As I’m putting on weight (and not even a lot of weight, just a little extra volume on my belly at this point), I’m just astounded at how incredible it feels. Like—my belly hitting a counter as I walk up to it, when I’m not expecting it. Belly grazing my thighs when I bend over (or even better, when I lift my foot up to step over something and my leg bumps my belly then). Feeling my belly pool out in front of me as I’m lying on my side in bed. Just all of it is so good…

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Thinking about de-anonymizing my ao3 stuff and sharing more fandom thoughts on here, but I don’t want to make a side blog………………….

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Tummy roll getting thicker ✅

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When the tape measure becomes an object of erotic importance 😵‍💫

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Being able to eat whatever I want whenever I want is awesome send tweet

[funnier-as-a-feedist]

[teaboot]

I hate you Ozempic craze I hate you 'heroin chic' I hate you weight loss ads on public radio I hate Burn Fat Fast ads every thirty seconds I hate you I hate you I hate you

[teaboot]

I grew up before the term 'thigh gap' was invented I grew up before 'hip dip' was invented I was born before 'muffin top' was a thing before 'clean girl look' was a thing before 'glass skin' was a thing before razoring off peach fuzz was a thing and I'm so so so fucking tired of us inventing new concepts purely for the purpose of convincing people to hate their own bodies enough to buy products

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Last time Tuberculosis ran through the USA a small number of people got it on purpose to look skinny and waifish and delicate and used makeup to look flushed and bony and when the Victorians figured out tapeworms people would infect themselves on purpose to starve themselves smaller and women and now in the year of our lord 2026 there is a noticeable fraction of the USAmerican population genuinely thrilled about a treatment-resistant microbial parasite that makes you shit and vomit your brains out for a month because side effects include weight loss and STILL we talk about being skinny like it's the natural default setting for all healthy people as if it's a self-sustaining standard and not an imaginary goal that we are constantly constantly constantly beating ourselves with a whip to acheive

[lovethisfatcryptid]

Proud to be a 300 lb bitch in an ozempic obsessed world

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A switch has really been flipped for me. I’ve had a good couple of days mental health wise that have coincided with going completely ham when it comes to food. I know this may not be a lot to some but I had 4,000ish calories today and the thought of it is sending me to a higher plane

[bellybrainrot]

self care is gaining 200 pounds

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I’ve decided: I’m going to stop trying to diet and just eat whatever/whenever I want, and if that makes me blow up (and let’s be real it definitely will) then so be it!!!

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Honestly? I made this blog to have an outlet for my weight gain uh…fascination. I used to be over 350 at 5’4, but I’ve lost a bit and am down to 310. Not sure if I want to lose more, maintain, or go back to where I was.