26.05.20
I burden myself with thoughts of you, and these thoughts are causing me distress.
I try to block you out, but it becomes impossible when you unexpectedly creep into my head.
I wish to set my mind free of you. I no longer desire to serve this lengthy sentence of loneliness and heartbreak.
I spent a decade of loving and proving my love to you, and fear it will take a decade to completely detach myself from you.
I sigh with a heavy heart as I divert my attention elsewhere. It's not the love I lost I mourn for, it's the person I no longer recognise when I look in the mirror.
Love doesn't die, but your will to live does.
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