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I read books because I like to learn about people. I like to hear what they're thinking and feeling and imagine their reactions to certain situations. It makes me feel more connected to everyone and like I can do something with what I'm learning.
Which is exactly why I'm still extremely sure about my decision to become a counselor.
I had a wonderful time at my brother's graduation and in California. Carolyn's in town. Just got back from the Fun concert. Classy Saturday tomorrow. Cedar Point Sunday.
Busy, busy, busy.
Caitlin likes to get mad at me because I don't have guts to go for guys.
Which is completely true. I live by the mindset that until someone says they like me, they don't. And if I don't ever say I like someone then I don't like them. But whatever. I still love her for trying to make me go for it.
Let's be real though. It's not like I would turn down the opportunity if it presented itself.
These guys.
They're just too cute.
They got mad when I said when I was making dinner and made me stop so they could take me out. And they were going to take me to Rita's but it was closed (sidenote: everything here closes earlier than it should). They told me if I ever brought a boy back they were going to interview him. And then we sat and watched the rest of the Heat/Celtics game and the Kings/Devils game.
I love it.
I am tired.
Just went home for the weekend and almost successfully avoided the internet completely. Also avoided seeing anyone I knew at Meijer. It was just a good weekend.
But I'm glad to be back for a few days. To make my own food and sit around and whatever else I don't do. Because you know, I have such an exciting life here at school this summer.
But I'm attempting to make mac 'n cheese and chicken tenders tomorrow for 502. Should be fun :)
I just spent two hours in their apartment after sewing a button back onto some pants.
These guys are going to make my summer.
Those guys make me laugh. Even when it's Tim getting annoyed by answering the phone for his girlfriend and them making fun of him for it. Or sitting on reddit and looking at pictures of cats. Or talking about conspiracy theories and secret control over things. The entire time they were here I was interested in something.
I'll admit that at certain points it was the guys themselves, but that's besides the point.
It's a good thing no one can find this, but I guess that was the point in the first place. I have a lot of things to say. I am a person full of opinions and emotions and hopes and dreams, not only for myself but for my friends and family and the future. But I don't have anywhere to let all of this out. When I'm around people I usually just sit and listen and I enjoy hearing their conversation, the back and forth banter. I learn things about friends and strangers and I get to sit and think to myself without harm. But I don't say much, I keep to myself, and eventually everything bottles itself up. Not even stressful stuff. I'm not stressed at all right now. What's bottled up is my anxiety and excitement and just everything else.
The guys down the hall are really funny and cute. They came in here earlier and just sat in my living room on my laptop watching videos of big wheels and parkour and whatnot. And I just sat here, giving myself a pedi, listening to them talk. It was honestly really great. I'm so glad they're here for the summer, I think it's going to make my time here much more entertaining.
But this also brings me to another point. I've figured out I don't like Mark. And I don't really know why. There just is something missing, something that I don't see. It's something I see in other guys and not him. Which still makes me feel like a bitch and I feel awful in all sense of the word but I know I need to tell him. I will within the next couple of days. It makes it worse when you have bad news and someone's already having a rough day.
And I'm going home this weekend. My family thinks I'll be home Saturday but I should be home Friday sometime so that'll be a nice surprise. I just couldn't miss my brother's open house. I even am going to write him a nice little card that he'll hate because there's nothing in it but eventually he'll like it.
Time to stay up late and watch Star Trek by myself. I wish I had someone to cuddle with while watching it. Guess I've got all summer to work on it :)
I hate my body and I hate when people lock themselves out so I have to leave the gym to let them in.
This was just a great weekend.
I love my friends. I love making new friends. I love making food. I love nice weather. I love being outside. I love when interviews go well even if I don't know whether or not I got the job yet. I love Harry Potter. I love the Tigers and the Bucs.
I just love my life.
Today was honestly and seriously good.
It didn't start off that way. I got annoyed because there wasn't anyone working at the gym so I couldn't get the P90x DVDs. But while I was there waiting I got texts from both Alicyn and Caitlin and that made me happy. So I didn't do P90x but I did do a small arms/shoulders workout using the moves I could remember.
And then I went for a walk. I walked from Jefferson to Barry, then down the road around John Jay and up past Wayne and Massey. Back to Jefferson. Didn't feel like stopping, so I decided to explore. Let me tell you: best. decision. ever. I hiked the nature trail and was completely shocked by how long it was, what was back there, and how gorgeous the weather was for my walk. Sure, I was sweating by the time I finished. But there was the cutest stream and all sorts of deer tracks and a fire pit and picnic tables I never knew about. It was just cool.
Then I drove to Robinson and hunted Caitlin down in Dick's. Talked about getting a second job and just chatted for a while. Taught her new things about swimwear too :) But I'm praying I get a nanny job so I don't have to apply for places like Dick's and Dunkin' Donuts.
Came back and ate lunch. Laid out and got tan/burnt. I have a bandaid tan line on my leg from where I cut myself yesterday and also one on my thighs where my shorts lay. But whatever, I'm not stranger to weird tan lines. So I came in and showered and watched the Pirates beat the Tigers.
AND THEN. I finally moved someone in. And he's from Toledo. And he's cute. And 21. And super nice. And talkative. Idk. I've never in my life hit it off with anyone the first time I met them before. It's so weird. I wish I were 21 and not on duty so I could've gone to the South Side with him and Stephen...
Okay but after that, I've just been sitting in here. I did some laundry and ate dinner. Everything's been relatively quiet, at least compared to last night. I watched The Help finally. Now I'm trying to stream The Hunger Games so I can stay awake but it's going slowly. I have this terrible feeling I'm going to forget about my interview tomorrow too. I need to set an alarm right now.
Okay done. Alarm set for 1:30 tomorrow afternoon. Until then, goodnight world. Wish me luck.
Let me praise JV before I rant.
Because that was a beautiful game played by all the Tigers. Verlander pitched an amazing game. The hitters were hot. It was just all-around good baseball for the Tigers tonight. And even though I do love the Pirates now since I've lived here for two years, the Tigers are still my favorites without a doubt.
But now! It's my first night on duty. And I'm exhausted for no reason (probably because I didn't do anything except make pierogi and slice my leg by shattering a bowl) and I just want to sleep but I have to stay up until two. And there's a birthday party on the first floor. A BIRTHDAY PARTY ON MY FIRST NIGHT AS A SUMMER RA. Jesus, I couldn't have much worse luck today. They're so loud and they're going to keep being loud. And it's going to be annoying as shit. So next time I go back down I've got to say something about it almost being quiet hours and hopefully that will work. Otherwise all hell's about to break loose.
Sorry I'm not sorry if you wanted a cool RA and that isn't me tonight. I'm just not in the mood to let you off the hook on the first fucking night of my RA summer.
Mark's going to the Pirates/Tigers game this Sunday.
Let me tell you how jealous I am. Actually no, because words can't even describe how excited I would be if I could not only go home and see family this weekend but also go to Comerica Park.
Literally so annoyed.
Only good thing about today was making chili. Other than that it's been pretty sucky.
I have an interview Sunday :) I get to meet a potential family I would be nannying for part-time this summer. I'm excited and I really hope it works out.
I also found out even further that the ResLife office are idiots today. I got an alpha list for my floor and it doesn't include everyone who is living here already. And they broke the RA's up really stupidly so there's two one the fourth and two on the third and no one on the second or the LL. SO DUMB.
But now I'm just waiting for dishes to be done in the washer so I can dry and put them away before getting ready for bed. Although I won't be asleep for like two hours.
Oh well. Night world.
Today was so weird.
I started it out by halfway sexting Topher and wishing I could go to Alabama with him for the next week or two. Then I went to Mark's for like all afternoon/evening and it was so different than most of my friends and their families from home (I was fairly sheltered, my friends were almost all middle or upper-middle class with "intact" families...) but they were nice and I enjoyed myself. And now I'm sitting here watching Next Food Network Star and eating truffles and wondering what is going to happen this summer. There are just so many things that could happen. Who knows.
:)
Caitlin came to visit tonight! I'm so glad. Honestly today was just a good day. I worked and it was super easy. I showered and shaved my legs (even though I did a crap job...). I had dinosaur shaped mac 'n cheese, corn on the cob, apples, and grape Kool-Aid for dinner as well as failed attempts at chocolate peppermint truffles for dessert. I did dishes and laundry. And then I sat and caught up with Caitlin and we just talked and laughed and watched TV. It was so productive without really being terribly busy.
It was just so good. Sometimes it really is the little things.
It’s been a rough year at BU. Life is so precious. So fragile. My thoughts and support go out to the victims, friends, and families.
http://www.bu.edu/today/2012/three-students-dead-in-new-zealand-crash/
Thoughts with their friends and family. Every college student should remember to be safe while having fun because accidents can happen at any second.
