Abdelrahman

[husky-lovers]

[3bdo613]

Beauty

[3bdo613]

Do you Remember ? Do you remember our dramatic end ? It was tough right ? More sad than we could have ever imagined. Remember how you wanted me to see that it was over ? Remember how blind I was ? Maybe I just didn’t believe it, I didn’t believe that you are the one who’s saying this. I didn’t believe that all of this can end, and you’ll be the one who shut the door for the very last time. Remember how hard I tried to make it up for us ? Remember how eagerly I tried to convince you that there’s still hope and we still can give it a try ? But actually you were absolutely right. We didn’t meant to be together, and someone had to take the hardest decision, but also we weren’t mature enough to make a suitable end. Remember what happened that day ? The day that have put an end for us ? Maybe I over reacted, but it was hard for me, no one has ever done that to me before, I couldn’t think about anything except avoiding such a feeling in future. Remember how I told you it’s over for me and that I’ll move on ? Remember how you told me that it’s not the right way, and noway I can move on by what I’m doing. Actually like I’ll always do I just chose the hardest yet the most efficient way. And it worked babe. Remember how you’ve tried to fix everything but you couldn’t ? It was out of your league, you played a very risky game. I remember everything like it was just yesterday. I think you can easily know that I’m happy now, I finally have found a one who suites me. I hope you’re doing great too, I don’t know much about your life now, you may had found the one, maybe having a little struggle. But the point is that we both had finally moved on, we both are having a new life now whether it’s a happy or sad one, but it’s absolutely better than before, however I know you can handle yourself well. You’re much stronger and smarter than you yourself think. The only missing piece for me now, is our old friendship. To be honest I just miserably failed to find a friend better than you. But who knows, maybe I’ll find one, maybe a miracle happens and we could have our friendship again. Even it seems impossible for everyone, maybe we still can make it.

[3bdo613]

Maybe I've recently changed a lot, but one of those things that I can never change no matter how many times I tried, I'm madly loyal to anyone or anything that I've once loved. I'll always be there for you as I once promised, unfortunately I'm not like you, I tend to always keep my promises.

[3bdo613]

To the person that have made everything better in my life. To that type of girl that I've always wanted to have beside me. I just wanted to thank you for making my life better in every possible way. You know what's really very remarkable about you? You make me happy without even knowing, without making any efforts. You're my masterpiece. Every damn thing with you was perfect. You showed up in just the perfect time. You was there for me every single time I've needed you, even your eyes colour was my preferable one, you are just perfect to me. Back in that time, I was thinking maybe I'll never love again until I finish at least my academic life. And then I found you, and every piece in my mind was blown. You just have what it takes, I just love every small detail about you, from your beautiful eyes to the tremendous smell of your cream. Just keep in mind I'll always be yours, I'll always be there for you no matter what happened.

[thelovejournals]

It was the eyes. The secret of love was in the eyes. The way one person looked at another, the way eyes communicated and spoke when the lips never moved.

V.C. Andrews, Flowers in the Attic (via hadaes)

[dreamsinmanhattan-blog]

Stop looking for happiness in the same place you lost it.

(via keep-that-pussy-wet)

[3bdo613]

But you know what, i lately realised that I’ve also hurt you a lot. I fucked up your life just like you fucked mine in the end. I owe you many things to be fair. I’ve learned a lot from our years together. I know I have ruined your life like no one else had. I know you gave me everything you could have given. I know you’ve tried to change for me for ages. I know just everything you’ve did to make me happy and wasn’t enough for me. And I didn’t want it to end like that. And yes I’ve the courage to say that you actually gave me a lot to remember, we’ve tremendous memories and feelings together. I’m sure you also will remember everything happened between us. To be fair, I was mean, I was nasty, I was selfish in many issues. I couldn’t make you happy, I’ve made you always feel you was not enough for me, Maybe I wasn’t mature enough, maybe you wanted something different, someone better. But I was pretty sure that I truly loved you like no one else will. We both know very well we wasn’t meant for each other. But that soul, I extremely loved it. I’ll always remember you, I’ll always mention you even I loved someone else. Despite every hopeless word I said to you in our few last conversations. I admit it, you deeply loved me. I also know that I’ll show up in your mind every once in a while. I know you’ll still feel that strange feeling every time you see me. Maybe it will not be a nice feeling, but you’ll feel something you even can’t describe. It took us a very long time until we made that balance again in our lives and souls. It wasn’t that easy. And I think we should have no hard feelings for now. It’s time for some peace. After all, imagine a well spent day together, talking about every single detail in our lives, do you think it still can really happen my irreplaceable friend? 15/2/2016

[3bdo613]

Not one single male can make me jealous over a girl I dealt with. Mark my words. If she was worth keeping, I'd still have her.

[husky-lovers]

[3bdo613]

So pathetic, you thought you gonna give her more than I did? You really thought it may have a better end with you? You loved her boy, and it's not your fault, you just followed your heart, but you didn't know that she'll not always follow hers, you shouldn't have given her all you got, stupid you are?

[3bdo613]

Finally happy, what else is there to say.

[3bdo613]

And it finally worked. You perfectly made it, You found that relation that can actually grows you, makes you a lot happier. You found the real source of happiness, maybe it took much time to be found, but it's absolutely worth it. You moved on finally, And it wasn't that easy, but actually there are things that must be done whatever it takes, let go guys, don't waste your time with the wrong person, don't waste your love and effort in a stupid relation hoping one day it can make it up for you. Cause mostly it will not. And you'll find the one who suits you, it's all about time. And when the right person seems to be appearing you'll instantly know it, the person that will make you sure that you was uselessly wasting your life with those who don't deserve you. The person that can make you truly happy by just seeing them beside you. The person who proves to you that there are still a lot of things you haven't experienced before. And when you're that lucky and find your masterpiece, don't think twice about it, go on and make it yours, and you'll not regret it.

[3bdo613]

Not only losing love, but also losing respect.

[3bdo613]

Some people are going to leave, but that’s not the end of your story. That’s the end of their part in your story. What’s better than finding the one who suites you perfectly, a one who completely understands all what you’ve been through and decides to make it up for you. It’s doesn’t matter who hurt you or let you down, for me what really matters is who made you smile again.

[words-of-emotion]

Learn to let go. That is the key to happiness.

(via bla-mnyaka)

[3bdo613]

Never been that happy a long time ago .

[huskiesadventures]

Professor Thunder Fluff.