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Aquarius | Artist | Dreamer | Beauty Product Junkie | Wife+Mum | Witty+Sarcastic ✨🤍

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Today.. I got up. Did my makeup. Tried to feel as normal as possible. Here is photo graphic evidence.

One of my favorite songs too. Happy Saturday y’all :-)

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Name a song.... that just... literally WRECKED you the first time you heard it. Below, are a few of my thoughts on specific strings of lyrics. <3 Enjoy .L

I'm not entirely sure why this song cut so deep for me. There's a lot hidden in this song in my own personal memories... and I can relate to a lot. So perhaps thats why this one cut so deep. Let me dive in...

"My house of stone, your ivy grows and now I'm covered in you" -

So this lyric right here brought me back to my 13 year old self. Literally discovering the difference between love & lust, the first time a boy made me cry, the first time I ever felt shame or pain. It was a lesson I learned hard. Great lyric.

"How's one to know? I'd lie and die for the moments that we stole on begged and borrowed time"

This to me brought back memories of the one who said to me "You are the one for me, but I am not the man for you". One of my most challenging relationships. However it ended // now 19 years later I can say that I learned the most about myself in that time. And I'm thankful for that lesson. Because that lesson has given me one of my greatest strengths today.

1. Oh goddamn my pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand. Taking mine, but it's been promised to another"

Ok SO yeah, again, this one took me back to that relationship where I probably learned the most about myself. Again, not a bad thing. But this song got deep for me again.

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Ok. I am going to be a bit honest here. I have literally not a clue what I am doing. Am I even "blogging"? Not a clue. I'm not one of those.... over 50's that don't really grasp technology. In fact, being the ripe age of 39 and having grown up with out smart phones + to be the last generation without social media growing up- I can at least say with a high degree of certainty- I can figure this whole blogging thing out. Right?

I came on here because - I felt I could freely post pictures and my thoughts. And maybe see if there was anyone else out there doing the same thing. Do I give myself an introduction? Does one one introduce themselves to a blog? Or ... does the reader of said blog (if I can get one LOL) kind of make their own thoughts on my blog persona.

Clearly, I'm new here. Any and ALL advice would be greatly appreciated. I have various social networks, however I'm not sure I'm ready to connect those two worlds just yet! Cannot wait to see what my Tumblr life brings.

Recent photo taken Summer 2020. Currently residing on Long Island, NY. Aged 39, happily married for 15 years and a mom to a beautiful but saucy teenager. New to blogging. Hows everyone doing out there?

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Another day... spent in bed. Today is hard. Harder than most days. I woke up in immense pain today... from both my foot and now my wrist. Izzy was leaving me to go to the mall with her friends. Jeff went to New Jersey with his boss last night & is on his way home. I didn't really have much of anything else to do but blog. And I blog but no one is reading.Very depressing. Happy Friday.

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As if having a broken toe isn’t enough. I had to go and sprain my wrist too. When life throws me lemons they knock me in the head.

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Another day... another doctor. I’m done. Don’t ask me any questions I’m over all of it. #brokenfoot #sprainedwrist #mostdefinitelyrestingbitchface

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Just another day...

Back at CityMD for a possible broken wrist. On top of everything else. Why do I feel so lonely. Why am I so sad.

Surely I have been through worse than this. But I feel really alone. I miss my mom. I miss my parents. I know Jeff’s family cares. I know Jeff cares. I know Izzy cares. But why am I so alone. I just figured I’d blog this post to keep everyone updated. My patience has hit an all time low.

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Life was a willow and it bent right to your wind 🤍One of my favorite songs off her Covid-19 record breaking gut wrenching moment.

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Ok.. my first ever product review. Saw an #ad for this & just had to try it. For someone who absolutely loves wine but suffers from hedaches, migraines & horrendous wine hang overs... I figured why not. #Sulfates are the enemy. This product promises to somehow attack the sulfates - thus preventing tomorrow’s wine headache. What do you all think? Thinks it’s gonna work???? Has anyone ever successfully (or unsuccessfully) try it? Share your experiences below! Xo

Stop Wine Headaches | Sulfite and Tannin Reducer For Wine | All Natural Drops

Stop wine headaches with Drop It! The only all-natural sulfite and tannin reducing drops, to help relieve wine headaches and other adverse r

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I would love to get my hands on these to test them out. 🤍

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Ok so my first actual review... gonna have a glass of wine tonight. And pour 2 drops into it. Let’s see how it works. Stay tuned for my update :) #wino #wineheadaches #dropit #vinomomma

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I saw this posted somewhere else and it really sent me for a loop. My mom passed in 2017. New Years Eve to be exact. Probably the biggest hole ever put into my heart. But someone posted this and it hit me hard. So I had to share. I’m new to Tumbler so.. I’m just posting as I go. Feel free to send me some tips. I really don’t know what I’m doing. Haha. But, I’m home with a broken foot in a hard cast for 6 weeks. Looking for some online content / buddies to get me through this. Are ya’ll out there? Have you ever lost someone who left a gaping hole in your heart?

~Dedicated to my Mama Dukes, RIP 🌹

Pictured below is my Mom, Dad & my little girl 🤍🤍🤍

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I am new to Tumblr. I know. This is shocking. However, I’m trying to dabble a bit in “product reviews” — does anyone know how to lead me the way to that market. I’d love to share some reviews if products I’ve used along the way that we’re life changing. I’d love to share my knowledge to other people! 🤍 And of course be the natural goof ball that I am :)

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