Pleasure and control

[Active March 2023] | 21 | minors DNI | ed account |

[555-skini]

Important

This is a triggering blog! Don't go on it if you're in recovery for ed, sh or dr0gs!

My name is Vienna.

I use she/they pronouns.

I'm 21.

My stats:

Height: 169 cm

Currently 7 days binge-free.

CW: 60.1 kg

Timeline:

✔️ GW1: 65 kg (I need to reach this by 09.16) [reached this on 09.05]

✔️ GW2: 63 kg (09.30) [10.07]

✔️ GW3: 61 kg (10.28) [10.22]

✔️ GW4: 59 kg (11.18) [11.17]

~☀️🌿Depression/mild recovery era🌿☀️~

GW1: 59 kg (01.30)

GW2: 58 kg (02.14)

GW3: 57 kg (03.03)

×That's BMI 19.99 for me!×

GW4: 55 (03.31)

🕊️GW5: 54 kg (04.09)🕊️

GW6: 52 kg (05.07)

×Officially underweight×

🍸UGW: 49 kg (05.31)🍸

×GBMI: 17.25×

[bullet-bvtterfly36]

sweet recipes i found on pinterest

[iamwingss]

imagine looking like this.. in skirts. it’s a thing i never experienced. can’t wait to be at my ugw

source: pinterest

[bluestbone]

Yeah male validation is nice but skinny girl complimenting on how small and fragile you are is a song of heaven to my ears ✨️

[cockzer00]

Just remember that you are doing this for him

He doesn't want a f4t girlfriend

[theskinnyhoney]

[da1nty-petals-deactivated202303]

thoughts to keep you going:

food brings you more pain than pleasure

is this what kate moss/bella hadid/your favorite thin.spo would eat?

hunger feels better than a full stomach.

you know you won't just have one, you'll eat the whole pantry if you give in.

the hunger will be gone in 20 minutes. the fat you'll gain will be gone in 20 days.

the more you eat now, the more you'll have to resist later.

what do you hate more: the 30 minute workout or the extra 30 pounds?

don't you want to be pretty? delicate? sought after? desired? that food will push you farther away from that.

20 minutes after eating that/binging, you'll feel guilty, disgusting and fat. 20 minutes after saying no, you'll feel proud and skinny.

[kovici]

once you deny yourself that craving once, then twice, you’ll find yourself at the end of a week having denied it 50 times.

discipline builds up. don’t give up, don’t give yourself that “one time.” I promise it doesn’t exist and it will snowball.

always remember that food is not a reward, restriction is.

when you want to take a second helping, when you want to eat lunch with everyone else, when you’re alone and want to reach for snacks, when you’re out and want to eat unhealthy fast food - remember this. you’ll never get far unless you start now; start resisting your old habits and making new ones.

work hard for what you want.

take care.

[loving-limitlessly-deactivated2]

new motivation to lose weight: my thighs are thicker than his

[januarydawn]

What excites me about reaching my ugw isn’t the day I see it on the scale, it’s the day before where I st4rve through it all & I get in bed knowing that tomorrow I will step on the scale & see it, & then I can’t sleep from the excitement. That’s what I can’t wait for

[loverboyari]

𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭. 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐧𝐨𝐰.

𝐰𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞, 𝐨𝐤𝐚𝐲? 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐢𝐭. 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐤.

[sweaterweatherz]

losing weight out of love for myself bc I deserve to look hot and look amazing in my clothes and feel my best all the time

[out-andabout]

andrea ricci . out-andabout

[anamaniq2-deactivated20231211]

learn to love hunger

learn to love the emptiness

learn to learn to love the pain

because when you love that youll get to love skinny

[shylittleswan]

Being big and fat makes you look stupid..... like how do people react when a fat person do something wrong or they mess up, people find them stupid, they make fun of them, because if they werent so fat they wouldnt mess up.

On the other hand, when a skinny, slim, small person do the same thing the reaction is completely different. People want to help them and not make fun of them, because skinny people are fragile unlike fat people. Skinny people take up less space and when they mess up it was a accident, but when a fat person does the same, people already expect them to mess up and make a fool of themselves.

This is one of the reasons I want to get skinny

[klrmm]

Summer thinspo<3 this can be you this summer if you put in all the effort!!! Start.now.

[anamaniq2-deactivated20231211]

just cause you started eating something doesn't mean you have to finish it.