pro recovery !!

i’m ill and i need a space for myself. block, do not report. i’d do another one anyway. 20 she/they active may ‘23

[iamwingss]

a little about me <3

i do this mostly for myself, to keep an eye on the goal, but why not make it public?

> height: 178 cm (5’10)

> hw & sw: 84 kg (184)

> gw1: 80 (176)

> gw2: 75 (165)

> cw: 75 (165) - bmi: 23.7

> gw3: 70 (154)

> gw4 & lw: 68 (150)

> gw5: 65 (143)

> gw6: 60 (132)

> ugw: 57 (125) - bmi: 18

just like her <3

[iamwingss]

so i’ve been kinda inactive because i was going through a lot.

but now my problem (my ex) has GONE, we broke up and i never want to hear or see him again. toxic piece of crap.

NOW i will focus on myself and myself only. i deserve it.

[kaliforniaface]

[iamwingss]

tonight i made my first 4na dream…

it wasn’t long, i just stood by a mirror to body check; i was used to the body i have now, so it was shocking seeing a huge thigh gap.

i was wearing black leggings, and my legs were so slim !

i was so delicate in that oversized hoodie !

i swear, i never tried something like this…

it was a dream, but i can’t stay that.

i can make it happen.

[iamwingss]

SO I’M??? 100 grams away from my 2nd gw??

OMG??

[iamwingss]

so in a month i’m seeing my friend (and ex) that i haven’t seen in 4 years…

and i want to be skinnier and prettier than what he remembers.

this was the motivation i needed.

i can do it.

[0calvampire-deactivated20230523]

🎀🎀🎀

I needed a distraction so enjoy my lame attempt at a mood board.

[iamwingss]

lost the kilo i gained yesterday (after poop) 👌🏻

i’m now at the weight i was 2 years ago !!

more to go

[sisixxx13]

I wish I could brag to my friends about my weight loss but if I do they’ll be worried and try to get me to recover and also I feel like I can’t brag until I lose more. This sucks lol

[iamwingss]

had a really bad breakfast… 416 cals in a sitting, and it was not healthy either… i feel so disgusting and full.

skipping lunch today and i’ll try to burn at least 700 cals.

what triggered me was probably the fact that i gained 1kg from yesterday… i know it’s probably just food weight, but i felt so disgusted by myself.

i need to focus on the goal.

[babycowsblog]

[fuzilei]

[modedamour]

instagram @modedamour

[le-bronzage-est-delicieux]

Aina Velasco

[iamwingss]

wednesday i decided to start a 25 hour fast because my boyfriend wanted to eat junk food thursday evening… and i was really scared of the calories i would eat since i too missed junk food and i thought i wouldn’t control myself.

my fast was successful, and i controlled myself completely (but still, i ate 1200 calories …)

(fun fact: it soon gave me stomachache like never before… but it’s a good thing it means i’m not used to it anymore :) )

this morning (friday) i woke up with some trouble in my stomach… and i wasn’t so hopeful i would drop something…

-1 kg !!! didn’t think it was possible ??

i’m now 1,5 kg away from my 2gw 🥹

[iamwingss]

so i bought my first monster today !!

there were so many options, but i chose the 4na classic: the white one

i tried it and… sadly i won’t buy it again lmao

at first it was not bad, but after 3/4 sips it started tasting like orange-flavoured medicine 😶

i’ll definitely try different flavours tho

[iamwingss]

i’ve been at the same weight 3 days in a row ??

scale, i’m i a joke to you ??