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@flamewrit : kim burgess
“ why’d you say it, ” a question, though spoken as a statement. he doesn’t mean to break the silence so suddenly, to interrupt this small moment of calm ( a break from the anger and sadness that managed to both divide them as parents and bring home their her kid ), but his mind stays haunted with ways he is going to lose this. he doesn’t have the right to be in makayla’s life-- not really. not unless kim lets him. it just hadn’t occurred to him how easy that would be, the switch from ‘our daughter’ to 'my daughter.’
name : adam ruzek residence : chicago, illinois number of blankets : one, he’s a simple man number of pillows : two (stacked) type of clothing : shirtless & sweatpants do they sleep with company? : he tries to :) (kim) do they sleep better with company? : he sleeps the same, doesn’t have a lot of necessities when it comes to getting a good night’s sleep what do they do if they cannot fall asleep : this doesn’t happen often, but if it does, he’ll sip a beer and put on the tv. frequent dreams, nightmares? : not a big dreamer, except for when he’s stressed deep slumber or naps? : deep slumber! when do they sleep? : after work when he’s winding down for the night (maybe after a visit to mollie’s or benchy’s) what could wake them up? : he’s a pretty heavy sleeper, so he isn’t waking up unless a noise is that loud or he’s shaken awake.
tagged by: @lieutenantkidd tagging: @51163 , @55055d , @adelinetaylor , @everstride , & you !!
can’t stop thinking about how much i ship stalia
three important things to remember right now:
1. do not share ANY information about the place, the state, and the members of Ukrainian army. don’t like it, don’t reblog it, don’t even write about it.
2. if you want to get information, do not look for carrds or twt threads. turn on your tv, read a newspaper, look for journalists and officials. do not trust random internet users and do not spread the disinformation and propaganda that is already circulating around here. double check every account you see talking about what’s happening before deciding to share it further.
3. listen to Ukrainians.
more random dialogue prompts ,
“why do you have that look on your face?”
“finish what you’re doing, we have to talk.”
“what have you done to yourself?”
“did you do something different with your hair?”
“it doesn’t do any good to get worked up.”
“when was the last time we had a real conversation.”
“are you in the witness protection program, or what?”
“there’s something wrong with me.”
“no, i don’t hate you.”
“hey stupid.”
“we’re aren’t them.”
“looks like i’ll live long enough to make you pay.”
“you know you’re wrong.”
“i don’t understand, why are you doing this?”
“now, before i say anything, promise me you’ll stay calm.”
“what makes me so special?”
“you have no idea what i’ve been through.”
“you really don’t have to do that, not for me.”
“did you really think you’d get a second chance?”
“how about we don’t do that.”
“i have a lot going for me, but humility is not one of them.”
“you’re the worst.”
“i don’t need you right now.”
“don’t just stand there, looking at me.”
“i thought you were supposed to call me.”
“take my hand.”
“i need you.”
“you’re allowed to need help sometimes.”
“for someone who doesn’t like to feel things, you sure feel a lot of it out loud.”
“when this is all over, i want it to be you and me.”
“why won’t you tell me what happened?”
“you don’t know what this means to me.
“i know it doesn’t make sense.”
“i’m trying really hard to keep it together.”
“i know you’re new, but we do things a little differently here.”
“your voice is putting me to sleep.”
“did you find what you were looking for?”
“you knew and you didn’t even warn me?”
“well, i guess that’s broken.”
“i thought it was part of the act.”
“you think u don’t know you’re only here because they sent you?”
“you promised to call me if you didn’t know what to wear.”
“you can keep a secret, can’t you?”
“how could you do this to me?”
“put the gun down, dearest. i have news!”
“i know you don’t have any reason to trust me, but you need to know something.”
“if you’re here to tell me what happened last night, someone beat you to it.”
“people think i’m weird.”
“i think i’m losing myself again.”
“you can’t be here.”
“i wish you’d come to the funeral.”
“do you know what today is?”
“so, you broke my favourite mug… and you’re breaking up with me?”
“i need to get out.”
“it’s like i’m cursed or something.”
“you are remarkably well-behaved tonight, what have you been up to?”
“you gonna eat that?”
“sir, the pony rides are for children only.”
“i don’t want you to worry about that anymore.”
“we’ll never make it in time.”
“you’d be late for your own funeral.”
“you should have seen it coming.”
“oh, good, you’re here! hold this.”
“why can’t you just be happy for me?”
“on a scale of one to ten, how do you feel about nachos right now?”
“is this how you flirt with everyone?”
“how much longer till we’re there?”
“what have you done?”
“it’s time for you to repay that debt you owe me.”
“where did you get that? who gave it to you?”
“what kind of mother has thoughts like that?”
“i know I haven’t been what you needed, but i’m here, and i wanna help.”
“i never want to hear you say that again.”
“you’re all i have.”
“i know it’s not perfect, but i did follow the recipe this time.”
“i was doing so well until you showed up.”
“don’t eat that! i made it ‘specially for our guest.”
“it’s not that i don’t like my life, it’s that i don’t have the energy to enjoy it.”
“how can you stand this place?”
“don’t take this the wrong way, but you don’t exactly blend in.”
“you need to stop.”
“i don’t like that look, what happened?”
“is that seriously your password?”
“what’s your problem?”
“you had no right to use it without asking.”
“oh, wow, you weren’t kidding.”
“i couldn’t trust my own parents to protect me.”
“i’m surprised you haven’t been arrested yet. wait, no, i’m not.”
“why do you want to help me?”
“ten bucks for that piece of crap?”
“we have to hurry, they’re coming!”
“hey, look what came in the mail!”
“do you want to get a drink or something?”
“please tell me you didn’t eat that.”
“the worst part is you didn’t even notice.”
“if i wanted help, i would have asked.”
“wanna tell me what’s going on with your grades?”
“you need to leave.”
“talk to me, okay? i need to know what’s going on.”
“i do blame you.”
“sometimes life deals you a bad hand, but you can still play your cards right and win.”
“you’re no longer useful to me.”
“i’m not good with sarcasm: if you don’t like me, just say it.”
CHICAGO PD 6.01 — New Normal
CHICAGO PD: 5.09 “MONSTER”
crazy how someone can be on your mind all day and they have no idea
he is so............
JAY HALSTEAD : / / @51163: ‘ buying into the delusion that there’s any way to live together, to get through an entire life together, that’s… well, that’s the fantasy. that’s pretending. ’
lips purse together to match furrowed brows, and he allows the silence to linger between them for several moments before an uncertain laugh erupts from his chest. he can’t actually be serious –– this level of cynicism to the man contemplating a fifth-times-the-charm proposal and the adoption of an eight year old child. a hand reaches over to pat jay on the shoulder, confusion and (what felt like) misplaced amusement tugging at the corner of his grin. “ anyone ever tell you y’give great advice? ” adam sarcastically decides on, signaling the bartender for another round. “ really helpful, i mean -- here i was, you know, trying to think of the positives. ”
HAILEY UPTON : // @55055d: ‘is it my fault?’
“no,” adam sighs, body shifting out of the sunken position that glued him to the counter, fingertips tapping restlessly against the marble. he couldn’t blame her –– the thoughts that went through his own head when kim was missing would have been incriminating if said aloud, the violent intent and lack of care for consequences if it meant bringing home his girl were far more dishonorable than upton’s defense of their superior. he wouldn’t have felt the guilt that she did, wouldn’t have been bothered by the question of ethics, because if it were him, it would have been on purpose. ( he would have crossed that line for kim ). “ no, ” he repeats, this time more sure of his answer. “ i would’ve done the same thing. ” worse. he wants to tell her that roy deserved it, that he was a bad man who, as far as they had known, killed one of their own -- but he knew it wouldn’t help. it wasn’t just about roy’s death, it was the way the act was carried out, the lies, the ethics of it all. it was eating away at her because it wasn’t a decision that she could stand behind, and she had no choice but to follow through. “ i would’ve-- ”
ADAM RUZEK & HAILEY UPTON IN 8x16
i just want her back … i get it.
BLACK FRIDAY SENTENCE STARTERS.
sentence starters taken from the starkid musical black friday. feel free to change pronouns/details as needed!
‘don’t be scared.’
‘what _____ wants, ______ will get.’
‘anything that he wants, he can have it.’
‘the fact you don’t wake up is no accident.’
‘someone’s gotta pay for it.’
‘and then flash, bang, nothing’s the same.’
‘all i need is some time.’
‘all i need is a break from the madness.’
‘he still lights up a room, it’s just less frequently that you catch him in bloom.’
‘there’s nothing i can’t fix.’
‘i don’t say it enough.’
‘i’m scared you blame me for your luck.’
‘all i need is a smile.’
‘it’s time to flip the switch.’
‘when the sun shines down upon me, i know i’m righteous babe.’
‘i’ll be an actress ‘cause i’ve had practise selling hope.’
‘we survived the crisis, babe.’
‘it’s been real. real bad.’
‘i think they dated in high school.’
‘i heard ______ is seeing things.’
‘what do you say, when you love each other?’
‘oh my god, it’s a train wreck. my favourite!’
‘just skip to the fucking!’
‘i missed you.’
‘if you spend money, your kids will love you maybe.’
‘you never should settle for a lifetime that’s handed to you.’
‘take what you want, return what you get.’
‘do you have a death wish?’
‘so, join the fight.’
‘make a solemn vow to become your best self now.’
‘you look just the same as i always remember.’
‘you and i were meant to be something more than a faded memory.’
‘take me back in time to love you.’
‘take me back when things were light.’
‘i already lost it once, what i already won.’
‘you don’t look the same at all as i remember.’
‘the light has left your eyes, something has changed.’
‘but i know that something’s still there.’
‘jealousy has a bit of a stench.’
‘why should you give when you can get?’
‘your thirst for stuff is never slaked.’
‘i’ve come to tell you to leave us alone.’
‘the gambit is done.’
‘is this what i lived for?’
‘there’s something that’s beautiful, being awake for my funeral.’
‘is there some lesson to learn?’
‘were the decks always just this stacked?’
‘i don’t want your half-baked sympathy.’
‘at first i didn’t know what she was to me.’
‘did i need her more than she needed me?’
‘everyone’s dying, and that includes me too.’
‘i was gone long before you.’
‘if i fail you one more time, the punishment won’t match the crime.’
‘she liked to loosen me up just to get at my heart.’
‘i failed you once, but i won’t fail again.’
‘do you all see what i see?’
‘do you all see the memories? tomorrow reminds me.’
‘what if tomorrow comes and takes the night away?’
me showing up randomly months later with a desire to write:
Adam Ruzek: 6x06