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-Hi! Iām M.
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-Iām mainly an ENHYPEN (OT7) stan, but I also love so many other groups.
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Synopsis: Sunghoon has been in love with you for years, but was never brave enough to speak up about it because he was afraid he wouldn't be enough for you, but when you showed up at his door on a rainy night, pretending it was normal, before crying that your boyfriend cheated on you, he pulled you close and made sure you knew that he would always be there.
Genre: Fluff, angst
Warnings: mentions of cheating (not reader or Sunghoon), mentions of feeling jealous, mentions of Sunghoon being shirtless, crying, pet names (sweetheart, angel, my love), praise, kissing, cursing, sharing a bed (non-sexual) (let me know if I missed anything) (Proofread VERY LOOSELY so there maybe some grammar mistakes or misspells. Please let me know if there are.)
WC: 1,232
Comments: Hi guys! This was a also a request from @cigarettesaftertaesan but again I wasn't really given a specific genre so I went with some fluff/angst again to be safe. Thanks for giving my first fic a lot of love and I hope you feel the same about this one! EVEN THOUGH THERE IS NO ACTUAL SMUT IN THIS FIC, I KINDLY REQUEST ALL MINORS TO STAY AWAY. Thank you!! (Divider credits to @cursed-carmine!! Thank you so much!)
He's seen you through everything. Every smile. Every cry. Every victory. Every loss. Every badge. Every scar. EVERYTHING. That's actually why he fell for you. You let him get close enough to witness everything. So of course he noticed it. Before any words were exchanged, because he knew you better than everyone else. He knew something was wrong.
It was stormy. The type of storm that seemed like it was mourning something. The hour hand had just ticked onto the three when the doorbell rang. Sunghoon flinched awake before sighing in annoyance, pulling on a tank top over his bare torso before going to open the door. He froze as all remaining feeling of drowsiness left him immediately as he looked through the peephole. It was you. He opened the door. What are you doing here? You walked in and he closed the door behind you. "Can't I just miss my best friend?" You said with a small smile. That's when he knew. Not because of the fact that you just walked into his apartment at three in the morning. Not because you had just traveled through pouring rain to get here. Not because you said that you missed him. But because you smiled without any specific stimulus. It didn't take a genius to know that you weren't a smiley person. It was very rare. Mostly to cover inner turmoil. "What did he do?" Sunghoon asked firmly, 'he' being your boyfriend. Sunghoon had never liked him in the first place. He was too shifty and suspicious. Your shoulders had tensed noticeably and Sunghoon could tell that your smiled had dropped from your face even though it was your back was facing him. "Y/n." He pressed, wanting an answer. "What do you mean? I'm fine." You say steadily. "I didn't ask if you were fine. I asked you what did he do." You stayed silent and he sighed softly. "Why are you crying if you're fine then?" It was true. Tears were decorating your cheeks, and he didn't even have to face you to know. You let out a quiet sniffle but still didn't turn around. He slowly came up and and hugged you from behind. You leaned back into his embrace. "I don't what I didn't do for him..." You sobbed softly. He hugged you tighter as his jaw ticked. He cheated. That bastard. But Sunghoon felt something strange bloom in him. He was angry, that part was undeniable, but there was something else. Satisfaction, relief, gratitude. Half of him hated himself for it. The other half egged him on to make a move. He listened to the rational part of him. What you needed right now was comfort, not another man wanting you to be his, even though you didn't know that he had been yours forever.
The rain attacked the windows harshly as he led you to sit down on the edge of his bed. "Stay. I'll get a towel and some clothes." You nodded. He went into his closet, grabbing the fluffiest towel he owned and a pair of your clothes he kept incase of emergencies. He came back and handed them to you. "Here. I'll make some tea." He said before leaving the room. You knew you made the right decision coming here. Not anywhere else. Here. You showered and pulled on the clothes, sitting on the bed drying your hair while he came in with the cup. He swaps the cup for the towel, drying your hair instead while you sipped. You felt like you should say something. Anything. An explanation, an apology, a 'thank you'. "I found him-" You started. "Don't. His name or topic doesn't deserve to be on your tongue again." You nodded, noticing how firm he was. The silence continued as you finished the tea. He took the cup and towel, putting them aside and sitting down next to you. He gently took your hand in his. "You know I always hated him? But I never told you because I was afraid you would cut me off." He admitted quietly. You looked at him but he didn't return the gaze. "I love you." He said suddenly. Your breath hitched. He looked into your eyes with a gaze that said he wasn't lying. "Since when?" You ask softly. "Forever. As long as I can remember." "Sunghoon... why didn't you-" "Because I was stupid. And scared. Scared that you would freak out and push me away. Scared that I would lose you completely. So I stayed silent, telling myself that even if I didn't have you like that, I at least had this... but I can't take it without you at least knowing anymore." You stayed silent for a while. "Say something. Anything." You didn't. You didn't know if it was the emotions you were feeling from his words or the hormones you were being driven by because of how good he looked in this light, but you kissed him suddenly. He froze, hesitant to move or touch you. You pressed closer and he gently brought his hand up to your waist and the back of your head, his eyes falling closed. He breathed you in. "Fuck, angel." He muttered as he pulled you closer. You wrapped your arms around his neck, let out a quiet sob into his mouth. He didn't stop until you pulled away for air. "I've been so blind, searching for something fake... when all I needed was right in front of me..." You said softly, caressing his cheek gently. He shivered at your touch and grabbed your wrist, bring it to his lips for a small kiss. "You'll always have me, whether it be now or later that you decide it, but when you do, just know that I'm never letting you go. You'll be stuck with me." You hug him. "I want you. I never want to leave. I want to stay with you forever." He embraced you tightly. "Say the word, sweetheart. Say it and I'll make sure tears don't even THINK about coating these beautiful eyes." You nod softly. "Words, angel." "Yes Hoon. I'll be yours" You whisper softly. He kisses you again and this time, you don't pull away.
The sunlight spread through the sky the next morning, as if apologizing for the previous night's rain. The kitchen smelled of coffee and something sweet. Sunghoon leaned against the kitchen counter, eye-contact with you not breaking even while sipping from his mug. You mirrored his expression as you sat of the opposite counter. He put his mug aside and just stared at you with that soft, subtle smile you'd always loved.
"What?" you asked with a small laugh. He shook his head as he moved closer hands placed on the counter either side of you. "Just can't believe that you're finally mine." You smiled and kissed him gently. He cupped your left cheek, reciprocating your actions with the same amount of love and care. You pulled away gently to catch your breath. "I love you" You both voiced at the same time. A laugh bubbling up between you. "Never let me go." You whispered. "Never, my love." He confirmed, kissing your cheek. "You never knew it, but I was always yours, and now that you do know, I'm never letting you go." That's when you knew, you were right where you were always meant to be.
Hey guys! Thank you so much for giving my first fic so much love!! I do want to mention again that my requests are open at the moment so feel free to drop your ideas in my inbox and I'll have them out. I have a Sunghoon one in progress right now that I will probably have out later this week. Thank you so much again and I hope to see some requests soon!!
Hey guys! Thank you so much for giving my first fic so much love!! I do want to mention again that my requests are open at the moment so feel free to drop your ideas in my inbox and I'll have them out. I have a Sunghoon one in progress right now that I will probably have out later this week. Thank you so much again and I hope to see some requests soon!!
Hey guys! I'm opening up my requests for a while to get an idea of what kinds of oneshots and themes you guys are interested in. Feel free to drop your requests in my inbox!! Thank you!
Divider Credits to @cursed-carmine!! Thank you so much!!
Pairing: Best friend's twin brother/secret bf!Taesan x Reader
Synopsis: Taesan wanted to test your temper when it came to him at one of his parties, but when you had a different reaction than he hoped for, he took you to his room to remind you who he chose over everyone else and why.
Genre: Fluff, angst
Warnings: established relationship (secret), mentions of jealous/possessive behavior, reader is already stressed, crying, pet names (baby, angel, doll, sweet girl, my love, my queen), praise, making out, love bites, apologizing, cursing, Implied smut, Taesan is wearing a chain, They both get caught by the best friend/sister in the end (let me know if I missed anything)
WC: 1,744
Comments: Hi guys! This is my first fic to share with ya'll and I really hope you guys like it! I got a request for a Taesan fic on my page (@cigarettesaftertaesan) but I wasn't given a specific genre so I went with some fluff/angst to be safe. In the future if you want to request something, please send me an ask with the themes and/or details you want me to include. EVEN THOUGH THERE IS NO ACTUAL SMUT IN THIS FIC, I KINDLY REQUEST ALL MINORS TO STAY AWAY. Thank you so much and I hope you guys enjoy! (Divider credits to @cursed-carmine!! Thank you so much!)
Dating Han Taesan wasn't easy. For starters, you were his sister, Taeri's best friend. You'd known Taesan since seventh grade. He was always the quiet, grumpy one out of the two of them, but you could always feel a pull towards him. It happened in freshman year of high school in the most confusing way possible. A game of spin the bottle, a ridiculous dare, and a cramped closet before it came out in frustration. "I love you! I've loved you since I met you!" before he was pressed against you and stealing your breath. It was decided then that you were his. After that, he took any chance to have you alone. However, as mentioned, dating him wasn't easy. The part that made it extra difficult tonight was his habit of doing something before thinking about it. It was always annoying but never in your two years of being together, had he done something like this. It all started two weeks earlier. Taesan took you out to dinner and the waitress asked for his number. He said no. FIRMLY. Of course he did, but he noticed the signs. The small shift in your jaw. Your fingers twitching for a millisecond. Your eyes turning dark before relaxing again when he said no. Taesan found it fascinating. That's when he decided it. He was going to push you until you broke. Just to see how you would react. Why? For one simple reason that he found completely rational. You looked breathtaking when you were angry, and he wanted to see just how much he could get out of you.
The music was loud. Too loud. The crowd was big. Too big. And whether the drinks were spiked or not was a question that was answered the moment Taeri stumbled towards you for a hug. You weren't even going to come tonight. You had a test on Monday and a presentation to finish curating while you were running on two hours of sleep, but just an hour before, Taesan sent you a message. The kind that you only got from him when he really wanted something, but was too proud to say it. So you sucked it up, threw on a random dress from your closet and went. You scanned the crowd slowly to find him. When your eyes landed on him, your heart dropped to your shoes. There he was, on the couch and a girl on his arm. LITERALLY. She was so close to him, her arms wrapped around his right one as they talked and laughed. He threw a minuscule glance your way before focusing back on her. What was he doing? What was he trying? Why did he want you here if this was his agenda? You thought he was playing a game for when you arrived, but the girl just kept inching closer and closer, clinging harder to him like a leech and he did nothing to stop it. Suddenly, your vision blurred before it cleared again, but your face was wet now. Two years down the drain just like that? Was that it? He looked up again and his smile dropped completely. He got up without another word and rushed to you before grabbing your hand and pulling you with him. You tried. Oh lord you tried to shake him off but he didn't budge.
Once his bedroom door was locked behind you, he led you to sit on his bed and kneeled in front of you, hands on your knees and eyes looking up into yours. He didn't say anything. He just waited. "What do you want from me?" You asked, voice steady though your pulse was anything but. "What do you want me to give you? Or is it too late? Have I lost you already?" You kept going, not sure if you were questioning him, scolding him, or pleading with him. It was all blurred into one. How was he during this? Silent. Completely. Just staring up at you with a look that you wished was easier to decode. Suddenly, mid sentence, you were cut off. You let out a soft gasp into his mouth that he swallowed while moving his lips against yours. He pulled away after a few seconds. "You're beautiful. You know that?" All the emotions you had in you just had in you disappeared, a strange warmth replacing them. "Don't do that. Don't try to sweet talk your way out of this." You said firmly, though you could feel blood rush to your cheeks. He didn't tease. He reached up and caressed your cheek gently. "I know you're angry. Let me explain myself first?" He asked, dragging his lips from your cheek to the crook of your neck. You shivered gently. "Why? So that you can explain why you're dumping me?" He looked back at you with something darker. "Don't ever say that again. I mean it." "I saw you with her Taesan. You were so comfortable, so free." "It was a set up, and I promise you, after you hear me out, you can decide whatever you want with us." You looked at him with a glare. He kisses your nose. "You remember that date we had a couple of weeks ago? When we got dinner?" You did remember. You couldn't forget it. "What about it." "You got jealous when the waitress asked for my number." You froze. "No I didn't" "Baby." "I didn't." "I saw you. It was subtle but I saw." He shifted back on his knees slightly to look up at you better. "And what I saw, god It was incredible. Do you know how damn gorgeous you look when you're angry?" "Taesan." "I'm being serious. It became my new favorite look on you." "Where are you taking this?" "It was all an act, baby. I just wanted to see how angry I could get you, but I made you cry instead and I'm hating myself for it right now." You stared at him with an expression between disbelief, exasperation, anger, and relief. "Are being serious?" "Fucking dead serious." He confirmed. "And you have every right to hurt me back, but please don't leave me, my love... I can't live without you, even if I am a complete asshole sometimes. You're the one for me, and that's a promise. Please?" You stayed quiet for a few minutes before flicking his forehead with a glare, something you always did when you forgave despite still being angry at something. He flinched but smiled. "That's my sweet girl." He said, moving up to the bed to sit next to you now.
"I'm still mad at you." You said firmly and he pulled you to straddle his lap. "But you would be a lost cause without me and I don't want your sister to suffer with another one of your emo phases." His grin widened before he kissed you again softly. "Thank you so much angel. You don't deserve to put up with my bullshit, but I love you too much to let you go." "You gave me the chance of walking away less than ten seconds ago." "You love me too much to do that as well." "Shut up." He chuckled softly before claiming your mouth again. You cupped the back of his neck with one hand while the other toyed with the chain he had on. He caressed your waist slowly with one hand while the other rested on your right thigh, tracing patterns gently. You pull away for air as he kissed down your neck. "Did the girl know you were pulling a prank?" He mumbled something that sounded like a 'yes' against your collarbone. "You make me so mad sometimes." "Yet you're still on my lap, doll and I don't hear you complaining." He murmurs as he sucks a mark that's guaranteed to bruise the next morning. You don't even bother telling him at this point. He always gets in a trance in bed, like you were the only thing on this earth that mattered to him at that moment, and maybe you were. "Why did you cry? You never cry." He asked suddenly, listing his head up to look at you. You told him how much you had apart from tonight on your mind and his face dropped. "Fuck. I'm such an idiot." He said, more to himself than you. "It's not your fault, you didn't know." "I still shouldn't have gone that far." You kissed him to shut him up. "If you don't stop talking I will walk out." He resumed his actions quickly. "Sorry sorry, I just-" "San." "Right, shutting up." He said as he laid you down gently on his bed. "Let me make it up to you?" He asked hopefully. You smiled gently. "Make it worth my while." He smirked. "Always, my queen."
The sunlight peeked through the curtains as the glow hit Taesan's bare back. He squinted around the room and reached for you, but your side of the bed was empty. He got up in annoyance and went into the bathroom to freshen up before heading downstairs. His annoyance vanished the moment he saw you making coffee in the kitchen. He immediately went up to you, pulling you back into his chest. "Thought you left." He muttered. You smiled. "Thought of it, but decided against it." "Your work?" "The due date got postponed to Wednesday." He smiled. "The world's on my side."
You have no idea how it spiraled this quickly, but you ended up on the counter with his mouth attached to yours. "What the hell! It's eight in the morning!" You quickly shoved him off, ignoring his groan of protest as you got off the counter to see Taeri, but she wan't angry like you expected. She just had this annoyed, exasperated look on her face like Taesan had. "You know? Since when?" You ask, shocked. She scoffed and grabbed a mug for her coffee. "You don't want to know, and you certainly don't want to know how I found out." You shot Taesan a glare as he shot one to Taeri. "What's important is that we have approval." Taesan said, trying to switch the mood. You rolled your eyes. "I think I'll go home now." You said as Taeri laughed and Taesan pulled you back in protest, but he was right about one thing: you didn't have to hide anymore and that's the biggest weight taken off your shoulders.
Hey guys! I'm opening up my requests for a while to get an idea of what kinds of oneshots and themes you guys are interested in. Feel free to drop your requests in my inbox!! Thank you!
Divider Credits to @cursed-carmine!! Thank you so much!!
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