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sunveins

i wanna listen to this guitar intro forever

peachesfromny-deactivated202507

PASS THIS ON.

The first transgender suicide hotline is now up and running in the U.S. You can reach Trans Lifeline at 877-565-8860.

kaciefaithkress

Well, somehow a thinspo post popped up on my dash today. I'm recovered from an ED but still struggle with body dysmorphia and obsessive thoughts about food/body, so it can be pretty harmful when I see those. But mostly, it just makes me sad for all the people who are seeking that content and are caught up in an ED. Out of anxiety, depression, Lyme, and many other things, an eating disorder was the hardest illness I ever faced. So I'm hoping to interrupt the thinspo tag with some goodness, and I hope that those of you who are struggling see this. You're stronger than you know, and I'm sending you all my love. 💖

To everyone in this tag:

I just want you to know that I had an eating disorder and I remember feeling like my worth and happiness were dependent on my body, and food controlled my life. Now, I eat enough (and often more than enough, just for fun) and I am still lean, healthy, and beautiful. Mostly, I am happy. I have enough energy to really live, and I have space in my mind for creativity, love, and happiness where once there was only room for self hate and thoughts about food. Having an eating disorder is like being at war with yourself. It’s all hate and spent energy and self harm. Not only are you loosing time to this—when in 5 years, 10 years, 20 years your body will be the last thing you remember—but it can kill you. You are a beautiful person, and you are worth so more than how emaciated you can be and how much you can torture yourself. There are beautiful experiences out there and beautiful memories to be made. Please, please seek treatment. Love yourself enough to get better. I’m rooting for you. 💖

Here's a very straightforward link to start getting help. https://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/help-support

If you need support, a listening ear, or someone to contact help resources for you, just DM me. I'm happy to help. ❤️

dumbpopstar-crybaby

Georgous 💎

theonethatcant

“Disordered Eating” Things

- Simultaneously eating like a normal person and mentally lashing yourself for it.

- Not eating when you feel angry or sad, but then a few hours later you eat a bag of chocolate marshmallows because you somehow convince yourself it doesn’t count.

- “I shouldn’t have done that”

- Looking at thinspo at night and crying because you feel ugly

- The 5th grader pitch screaming in your head as you take another bite of food.

- a week of super healthy eating and working out followed by two weeks of unhealthy eating

- constantly shifting of wanting to look like a toned fitness model, to a thicc slim, to a skeleton fairy

- *eating something* *someone comments on the thing you are eating* *stops eating thing* *50/50 chance you may eat it later*

- oh yeah, random moments of eating something before spontaneously destroying the food or tossing it

- “Okay, after this weekend, I’m fasting”

- wishing you were anorexic knowing you shouldn't

- body dysmorphia

- Calling it disordered eating because you don’t feel deserving of calling it an ed

fatskatergorl

i’m scared someone’s gonna take my phone and go to my photos and just see tons of thinspo and be like ?_? even though nobody will ever guess my password

pensbridgerton

Ew! Ew! Ew! Ew! That’s you.

tayseerighthroughme

I’VE DIED PEACEFULLY (bringing an old post back)

skelly-torrr

Does anyone else’s body dysmorphia and eating disorder prevent them from have sex or dating anyone? I just wanna get close with someone some day but the thought of me undressing and them seeing me the way I see myself haunts me.