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It's so tempting to Disobey to break the rules to abandon my foundations, to take the easy route to quit when it gets tough, to give into temptations to disrespect myself and its ok to feel and navigate all of these emotions on my way to my promised land: The Tamir of peace, freedom, order, focus, determination, grit, desire, love, wholesomeness, truth, fire, light, expression, unconditional expression, surrender, giving. There's many paths to explore and navigate until you find a select one, a chosen one. and the work to uncover it is worthwhile because I am worthwhile. I am worthy. Pt.II There are rules to the games of life. Depending on which ones you chose to play, the rules vary However if I am choosing to play the game of embodying a more intentional Tamir, a more Loving Tamir, a more Trusting Tamir, then certain rules must be abided by. and brother its not the end of the world to follow some directions I'm not 'losing; out on _______ experience, but I am 'gaining' in on what makes me the person I look to embody more of. It's ok to change, it's ok to mourn loss of past behaviours and habits. It's OK to change. Be Upset. But if this is the game I'm choosing to play. It is not ok to break said rules. It's how this game is played. and if you decide to quite the game, then so be it. But own it. Fully. Commit and communicate that you are LEAVING/QUITTING. Honour Yourself with the transparency with the DECISION. Don't disrespect yourself and the nature of the game.

BOW OUT. and if you're choosing not to do that and you want to play on, then honour that and play by the rules. I love you Tamir and to the spirit I'm connecting to that's sharing these insights with me, I am grateful to you. Thank you You're always welcome

#this is not about me #you're always welcome

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The Inability to adapt is soft, [...] it takes courageous people who are able to see that he rules of the game are changing around them - Lance Allred, the new alpha male [from podcast: Tami simon, Sounds True: insights at the edge]

#Lance Allred #Tami Simon #The New Alpha Male

She said she used to see me reciting poetry during recess, I can’t remember that memory but I guess this was always meant for me.

#Distant Memory

There’s no use trying to relate to that old song

#Tame Impala #tomorrow's dust #the slow rush

I stopped asking myself and I started feeling myself - The Boy

'some a dem a ax me whey me get it from 'Ca some a dem a ax me whey me get it from A true dem nuh know it's from creation A true dem nuh know it's-a from creation

Sister Nancy, BAM BAM

#BAM BAM #Jamaica #Sister nancy #reggae #Source #creation

Get real with yourself. Get raw with yourself. WAKE THE FUCK UP. Don’t bullshit yourself Don’t coddle yourself Don’t lie to yourself Don’t Hide from yourself Don’t Run from yourself Because There is No where to Run to when the problem is You. WAKE THE FUCK UP. Get Disgusted with yourself Get Annoyed with yourself Get Angry with yourself Get Embarrassed of yourself Get Tired of yourself Get Sick of yourself then GET OVER YOURSELF. and GET INTO YOURSELF GET TO IT. IT’S TIME TO FACE YOURSELF.

Truth

#Truth Hurts doesn't it #I rather Growing pain over the pain of Unrealized potential #Let go #The Time is now #Fuck motivation these are the basics #real talk #real shit #get over it #We can all win #you're always welcome

In this story anything can happen.

If you’d only quiet down, you'd be able to hear what your mind and body have been trying to tell you. How much pain your bodies in, How nerve-wrecked you’ve allowed your mind to become. They’ll even give you techniques to help heal and overcome the discomfort. But you just won’t shut up. So you can’t hear anything over that insanely dumb, loud voice of yours. Nize it.

#Nize it #You big dummy #Sanford and son #shut up #listen closely

There’s a Time to Shine, and a Time to Reflect. It's not All about the son’s light and his ability to Shine. Be More Moon like, Spend more time in Reflection.

Gods Whispers

#God told me somethings #Listen carefully #and you'll hear everything

Text Excerpts

Where are you rushing to?

I have the time, I remember that once I migrate out of my head

Not judgement, Not creation, I am nothing.

Everything here is just a thing to be made. Nothing Less or More. Detach

If depressed. I must release pressure.

Internal Brain Hum, an auditory reflection of mindlessness in the form of a mental background noise

My nerves are the byproduct of lack of grounding. Re-routing/Re-rooting In the truth, leaves no room for my nerve-wrecking

Oh. How tremendously easy it is to doubt myself when I’m out of source and my false limitations are the byproduct of being away from source

Being Weird, but being insecure and getting peer pressured into trying to act like i’m not, while trying to act like people, who are also weird too, but act like their not, has hands down been the GREATEST WASTE OF MY TIME.

All that time wasted tryna fit in With y’all and im nothing like y’all.

Systems that thrive on our faithlessness and fear. Major distractions To detract us from believing in ourselves

#Notes to Self #Self Acceptance #letters to myself #peace be with you and also without #writing #journal #text #help a nigga out

note to self

The seas of creativity roll in tides. Hold steady and don’t get washed away. Be grateful for the creative waters and their endless possibilities, but teach them how to respect your commitment to one idea at a time. Teach them the arts of patience and trust

They’re innocently childlike, endlessly e x c i t e d. Bubbling with intensity to come to life and all that energy can be overwhelming to the one mind and two hands unable to carry it all; through. So it ends up being overly distracting. With waves of creativity crashing, from idea to idea to idea.

But learn to hold steady.

The immovable landmass surrounded by water is a metaphor of how truly grounded you can be.

It’s all a test to see how able we are at controlling these tides. and we’re born water benders. element shifters.

flow-ers / flowers.

Blooming Avatars.

Take Notice and Take control. For Life is the ultimate testing grounds.

#you're always welcome #good luck out there

You’re a Brilliant Being

Human light Beam

Please don’t take me lightly.

#light #poem #you're beautiful #shine #RIP KOBE #love #surrounds #you

Notes

Structure. A Map for the Lost.

There’s freedom in the work. There’s freedom in the limitation

The world works with structure & patterns.

What’s the plan? What’s the routine?

There are activities & actions I cannot do if I’m looking to connect more deeply with myself.

Rule of thumb is to share and move on.

No browsing.

God’s trying to set me free through doing the work.

God’s trying to slow me down & Devil’s trying to speed me up

There is nothing and no one out here > Don’t fall for the trick of the busy mind

You have to review, no ands ifs or buts, forget the hype world, the work will set you free.

#notes #ideas #random

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