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theatre prison man

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BITCH WHERE ARE YOUR LINES. MAGIC

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WHAT ❤❤❤

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oh my god. Oh my god hold on

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weve got the whole traffic light

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omg i love heathers!

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This entire fucking post is like a kick in the mouth

#fav #FUCK

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♡ My Village, My Pronouns Pin - Link in the source! ♡

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Visually impaired tabletop merch!

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SIGNAL BOOST

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wholesome thread (src)

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I love the colour palettes of the vintage moomin art. Here is a Snufkitten and his papa.

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I’m waffle

#cup froyo and two scoop

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spring has come and so has he

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Bug, help me be more like you

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the true genderfluid icon

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hi! i’m mars, and i have an untreated brain cyst.

one month ago i got sent to the er after a headache rendered me paralyzed below the waist for 12+ hours with a number of stroke symptoms, and my doctor worried that I had severed an artery in my neck so ordered me to go there. after 13hrs at the er, i luckily/not luckily, i found out that i actually have an 11.8mm lesion on my pineal gland. i was told to see a neurosurgeon within a week. i’ve been denied multiple times by two seperate surgeons, and can’t get in to see a neurologist any earlier than december 31st. i’ve been trying to get these symptoms addressed all year. i’m scared of what comes next.

the symptoms of this cyst have taken over my life. i lost my job of many years months ago, and have been working delivery driving now since i can’t commit to any schedules due to the sporadic and unpredictable nature of these symptoms and episodes. i already had chronic pain from my fibro, arthritis and possibly POTS that has led to many collapses and increasingly severe episodes. on top of my normal pain symptoms i am constantly facing severe head swelling, fevers, exhaustion, constant vomiting, headaches, sleep episodes that leave me blacked out for 20-30 hours at a time, and a plethora of neurological symptoms that make my daily life impossible. every day is a fight, and i am doing everything i can to get seen before these symptoms get even worse.

i am severely limited by this. these symptoms have been getting steadily worse all year, but they’ve gotten even more debilitating faster than ever before this month since my ER trip. i am embarrassed to be asking for help, but i can’t work enough to pay the bills. i’m overextending myself every day and working as much as i physically can without triggering a long episode of forced bed rest. usually i would post my commissions, but recently my tablet pen broke. so i’m asking for donations so i can replace my tablet pen (40$) and have some help with rent. i’m terrified and exhausted. i’ve lost everything, and my quality of life keeps going down. i really don’t want to lose my home. if you’re able to help by donating, please consider helping me out and also sharing this post.

i can’t keep doing this on my own. i can’t work anymore than i already am. this never stops getting harder. please help

paypal / ko-fi / venmo: marsbar

40/40$

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So things have taken a pretty awful turn! I got into a car accident last night. My cars pretty much trashed– it would cost over 1600$ to get it fixed and that just not possible. So I’m going to have to get a new car. I can’t go without, I just applied to bunch of jobs that require me to have my own vehicle. Right now I do delivery driving for grub hub, so without a car my only source of income is gone! I’m asking for help with rent. It’s looking like I’m going to have to move home, unless I can get together rent so I can put all the money I have now towards a new car. I really, really don’t want to have to move. I’m desperate.

I love my house and I love my roommates. I’m not physically or emotionally stable enough to deal with a move right now.

I really need help. My income source is gone and I need enough money for rent so I can put the rest of my savings towards a cheap car. Anything helps. Please share this. I don’t want to move. I can’t work until I have a car again.

paypal / ko-fi / venmo: marsbar

10/664$

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If you’re unable to donate via paypal or the other methods, I made a gofundme!! Please consider checking it out.

Donate to my GoFundMe here!!!

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Howdy! This month hasn’t gone well and I haven’t had much luck with my job hunt. There is one job I might get but it wouldn’t start until March. I’ve been having an overwhelming amount of flashbacks lately and as a result ended up missing most of the month. I’m kind of scrambling for money while trying to keep myself from falling into psychosis. It’s embarrassing but I don’t have much to lose anymore.

This is the last time I’m going to circulate this post.

I’ve decided at this point it’s best to put parts of my recovery on hold & deal with the dysphoria and return to sw. If I’m able to cope with it again I think I’ll be okay. But I don’t think I’ll be able to get it going and make enough in just 5 days.

This post has been life changing in the past and I guess I’m hoping for one last miracle.

I’m asking for rent and some food money. Thank you to people who have donated to me in the past. It made a very real difference in my quality of life and it’s been so incredibly uplifting to experience such intense kindness and charity through such a difficult period.

paypal / ko-fi / venmo: marsbar

0/700$