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and i keep staying. my diary n rant. any pronouns. 18. nsfw sometimes. TW.

[cinefairy]

who is stopping me?

as i am writing this it is currently 5:23pm. my bedroom window is open and i feel the cold breeze travel in gently, i did my daily routine of peering outside and taking in all the beauty that my street has to offer. the sun sets around 4pm now so it’s coal-black with hues of a pinkish-red tone peering in.

i look up at the sky and i realise that i am just a being, a limitless being. no matter what i’ve done, no matter who i am. i will always be a limitless being in an infinite universe. “in this endless universe of stars and mountains, it's all in my mind.”

as i gazed through my window all i could think about was how endless my opportunities are. i really don’t have to be who i am now. i can truly be anything, the only reason i may feel like i can’t be anything is because i make up reasons.

“what if i make a fool out of myself?”

but who cares? should you be imprisoned by people’s opinions for the rest of your life? should you live accordingly to people’s perception of yourself? - my higher self states.

"One day a long time from now you'll cease to care anymore whom you please or what anybody has to say about you. That's when you'll finally produce the work you're capable of." — J.D salinger

“i’ve failed before and i’ll fail again like i always do”

the only reason you’ve failed was because you accepted failure. - my higher self says

“i don’t deserve this”

but yes you do, you’ve suffered long enough. you’ve settled more than enough. you deserve everything great, why don’t you allow yourself to feel good? everyone around you feels good. so can you. - my higher self exclaims

I don’t have to live up to society’s rules. i can create my own standards and decide to live up to them.

it really all comes down to that one question- “who is stopping me?” it’s not my parents. its not my siblings. its not my friends. its not my teachers. its not society. it may feel like it’s all of those things but who gets to make the ultimate decision? well it’s me. it’ll always be me.

"The world only exists in your eyes. You can make it as big or as small as you want." — F. Scott Fitzgerald.

[cinefairy]

the bigger picture.

DEFINITION OF THE BIGGER PICTURE: THE SITUATION AS A WHOLE

why do you want your desire?

we have to go to the bigger question and ask ourselves “WHY? we want it because of the feeling, not the actual physical thing itself but the feeling. here’s an example

i want to manifest better grades i want all As.

why? because having all A’s means my parents are proud of me. having all A’s means im proud of myself. my teachers are proud of me, my friends are congratulating me. i actually feel smart and capable.

having an A on a piece of a paper is..useless if i didn’t feel the things i wanted to feel. it’d just be a letter on a sheet, but i give it significance. why else do we strive to achieve the best? because of how good it feels.

so imagine that as you wish. conjure the feeling of your friends, your family feeling proud of you. i like to imagine voices confirming what i want to happen, so in this case id imagine my friends saying “oh my god maya you’re so smart i cant believe you got an A!!”

i like to believe its when we open the doors into truly allowing ourselves to feel what we want to feel manifesting feels less of a chore but an outlet to goodness & less and less we lose ourselves in that goodness that whatever the 3D shows loses it’s significance.

when we look at our desires at face-value we tend to lose the ‘pot of gold’ aka feeling. we’re so focused on getting our desires that we miss the whole entire point.

personally i believe if we intend to manifest with the intention of it changing the 3D we will automatically look towards the 3D. we will automatically seek the 3D for our desires when we should be looking within.

make yourself feel good in the inside, make yourself feel calm in the inside, make yourself all the wonderful things you want to feel in the inside. do it because no matter what it’ll reflect, it has to. where else would it go?

[celestial-heartbeat]

my fav neville quotes: the law and the promise

"Live as though the wish had come, even though it is yet to come, and you will shorten the period of waiting."

"Then, in imagination, read the revised letter over and over again and this will arouse the feeling of naturalness; and imaginal acts become facts as soon as we feel natural in the act."

"There is no inevitable permanence in anything. Both past and present continue to exist only because they are sustained by “Imagining” on some level or other; and a radical transformation of life is always possible by man revising the undesirable part of it."

"There is no fiction. If an imaginal activity can produce a physical effect, our physical world must be essentially imaginal."

"But causation does not lie in the external world of facts. The drama of life originates in the imagination of man. The real act of becoming takes place within man’s imagination and not without."

"To live wisely we must be aware of our imaginal activities or, at any rate, of the end which they are tending. We must see to it that it is the end we desire."

"When he [people] discovers that it is not the physical world of facts but imaginal activities which shape his life, then the physical world will no longer be the reality, and the world of imagination no longer the dream."

"If we are faithful to vision, the image will create for itself the only physical manifestation of itself it has a right to make."

“An assumption, though false, if persisted in, will harden into fact.”

"The imaginist dreams while awake. He is not the servant of his Vision, but the master of the direction of his attention."

"When we walk by sight, we know our way by objects which our eyes see. When we walk by faith, we order our life by scenes and actions which only imagination sees."

"In the world of sense we see what we have to see; in the world of Imagination we see what we want to see; And seeing it, we create it for the world of sense to see. We see the outer world automatically."

"What the world looks like depends entirely on where man is when he makes his observations. And man, being ‘All Imagination,’ must be where he is in imagination."

[indiegen-blog1]

[vanilagirl]

my 3 mommies

[diivinekisses]

[ofmilknhoney-deactivated2023032]

[samtf]

reblog to give a strawberry to the person you reblogged this from

[caostalgia]

Llimbert Duque.

[cinefairy]

𝐈 𝐀𝐌 *𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓* 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋

i am a one of a kind girl, no one compares to me in the slightest, i am literal perfection and everything i do, i do flawlessly. i always strive for the best in my academics and in my hobbies. i accomplish the goals that people deem “unrealistic”, nothing is unrealistic to me. i can DO anything i set my mind too. i am so happy that i can genuinely look at myself in the mirror and feel confident and blessed to be me and no one can ever take that feeling away from me

[girlpl6net]

ok but can we talk about how scary the mind is? like it’s wayyy deeper than lying

people can really convince themselves that something happened. something you daydream about for fun can actually show up in your physical reality. even a simple thought.

your imagination really is only as large as the space.

[a-ngelx]

and if i wasn’t so fucked up, i think i’d fuck you all the time.

[a-ngelx]

the more i looked at him,

the more i fell in love

the more he looked at me,

the more i fell in love,

the more he called my name,

the more i fell in love,

the more he kept on protecting me,

the more i fell in love,

the more he was subtle,

the more i fell in love,

the more he was careful,

the more i fell in love,

the more he was gentle,

the more i fell in love,

the more he was sweet,

the more i fell in love,

the more he was respectful,

the more i fell in love,

the more he showed me he loved me,

the more i fell in love,

the more i showed him i loved him,

the more i fell in love.

[blueboy-affection]

[simonandgarfunkelcomments]

[bbyurlimitless-deactivated20251]

I am gorgeous! I am beautiful! Everything is working out in my favor! I love my life! I am so grateful for everything I have around me! I love who I am and who I will eventually become! <3

[galactanese]

pretty in pink 🎀