corumlu pomni

he toxic on my yaoi till i doom

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His heart is the cage he lives in <3

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free little bird.

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nico cries ugly, with too much emotion and is always 'cause hes tired of hiding his feelings. all the emotions they repressed are there, in the whimpers he makes and the tears falling down his face. he always tries to hide things that make him feel vulnerable, he never lets himself to be seen while he is crying.

leo cries softly, quiet and unnoticed. he does not want to be heard, he is mastered on crying in front of people without the other person even noticing a change on his mood. if he was caught crying by someone they always mocked him and fuck he hates to not having control on why people are making fun of him.

they both find in each other someone that understands them so well its almost unreal

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kinning a character that the fandom portrays as "evil crazy psycho yandere manipulator mentally ill boyfriend" is not for the weak

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yes guys skylar and cirrus are together and happy now but they're not fully healed just because they're in a seemingly healthier relationship cirrus still shows bpd traits and being in love can't heal skylar's trauma so yes they're gonna be toxic in a more manageable way. not saying that people with personality disorders and/or trauma can't achieve healthy relationships—it's just that in skyrus' case i can't see them going back to 'normal' after everything that happened and all that they've seen of each other.

also baek cirrus i love you and your little voice in my head

and yes projecting is my way of coping

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are you really gay if you don't have dating allegations with half of your friends

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comandante

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percy has a worse sleep schedule than anyone at camp yes ANYONE including nico. nico is a night owl that sleeps 5 hours max but percy on the other hand. you never know when the guy is asleep and when he's awake, sometimes you won't see him for two whole days and he'll tell you he was sleeping other times you'll see the guy awake at the break of dawn doing random shit. he's so unpredictable it makes annabeth go batshit crazy

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As the person who is actively rewatching the show for the third time or so, the irreplaceable bond of friendship the mane 6 (+sunset bc never exclude sunset) had even in the first few episodes (powerful enough to defeat nightmare moon) is actually seen in a LOT of queer friendships. No other explanation for how throughly they were already bonded in such little time. Overcoming your personal dilemma with your greatest weakness/strength for a group of ponies you’ve met a FEW days ago at best is only possible if that group and You are queer. And I don’t mean to bash on anyone outside the community, those friendships are deep too and CAN form quickly- but that’s much rarer compared to the sheer level of attachment bordering on unhealthy that queers achieve again and again under RECORD TIME ! Even before you know you or They are queer, you’ll always find yourself drawn together with queer people without explanation.

And I must add, the all afab friendgroups that formed between girls “despite previous friendship or classes” that mlp was popular with has so far been going 3/3 from my own experiences and observations. Surprise ! None of you are cishet at all !! There is a single person who still uses she/her pronouns it’s hilarious. So, yeah. All the ponies are queer I don’t make the rules sorry :/ I’d give my headcanons but it’s too early in the morning for that, so, for a later post.

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can we all gather together and agree that fluttershy is ftm

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My beloved sadistic coward your childish ass will forever be hated <33

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I might not enjoy Bracken and his canon writing that much- but the fandom experience has definitely showed me the true beauty of headcanons and now I love the Bracken I have in my head collectively with 3 other fans. Anyways folks tonight we’re trying to decide between mtf or ftm Bracken. The impossible decision.

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in the stage. straight up “singing it”. and by “it”, haha, well. let’s justr say. My alien

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Nico might be emotionally constipated and socially awkward but he's an observer and he can actually read people well. Since he's always hanging around at the sidelines he's come to be better at understanding people without having to actually interact with them, and because he's used to people acting like he's not there they can actually be more unfiltered around him without realizing. That's why he can read Leo so well. He can see past his carefully crafted "jokester" facade, and that's why they fit so well together in my opinion

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One of my favorite bsd facts is that Fyodor has anemia. It just fits SO perfectly, from his blurry eyes to his greasy ass hair; he would faint in the shower hence why he doesn’t like it, he bites his nails which are already brittle from low iron, not to mention how pale he is too- ALSO he wears an ushanka AND a cape too in normal weather, that man is absolutely bloodless. As an iron deficient person myself just the idea of Fyodor fainting like me sends me absolutely crackalackaling, yes Russian boy you’re the smartest threat to the fabric of the universe let’s see you stand up without blacking our tv static style. The greatest mastermind alive can be defeated by a warm shower. Guys why are we fighting him let him out on a sunny hot day and watch him fall to his knees beneath the mighty power of simple weather. I love being a part of this fandom there is such whimsy and joy to be found in the suffering of these grownass men

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On a more serious note i do think his “weak anemic constitution” was probably caused by the body he had as we knew him. Once he takes over bram, his actions in the physical sense seem a lot more confident- and definitely stronger. His previous body -whoevers it may be- is implied to have been getting old with all the gray hairs in official arts, and even though what I’m about to say is purely headcanoning, to me it would be beautiful if he develops anemia no matter the health of the body before him. He is the parasitoid, he is the “punishment” for the crime of killing him- yet no body except his very first one is nor will ever be his “own” therefore weakening constitution caused by his literal blood supply dwindling, the “life source” that’s supposed to keep him alive getting drained is the blatant indicator that his body will never work with him because simply, it was never his to begin with. The physical body rejects his presence and soul despite the original host having passed on and away. I am totally normal about both Fyodor and blood. The irl author has epilepsy so I guess that’s a fun little parallel too

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One of my favorite bsd facts is that Fyodor has anemia. It just fits SO perfectly, from his blurry eyes to his greasy ass hair; he would faint in the shower hence why he doesn’t like it, he bites his nails which are already brittle from low iron, not to mention how pale he is too- ALSO he wears an ushanka AND a cape too in normal weather, that man is absolutely bloodless. As an iron deficient person myself just the idea of Fyodor fainting like me sends me absolutely crackalackaling, yes Russian boy you’re the smartest threat to the fabric of the universe let’s see you stand up without blacking our tv static style. The greatest mastermind alive can be defeated by a warm shower. Guys why are we fighting him let him out on a sunny hot day and watch him fall to his knees beneath the mighty power of simple weather. I love being a part of this fandom there is such whimsy and joy to be found in the suffering of these grownass men

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here's my oc!! *shows you the drawing i made of my friend*