“But I feel like I’m judged on how I look before I act, and when I do act good, I’m still judged badly…” he murmured, leaning into his touch. “I don’t want to be thought of differetnly, though, even out of berserk mode…I’m still me…”
“You’re not, I certainly never judged you, unless you did something I didn’t approve.“ he nuzzled him before helping him sit up. “Do not fret over it, my dear Lapse.”
He smiled slightly, purring at the nuzzle, only to groan in discomfort at sitting up. He felt light, not heavy like he normally did…Was that a part of the change?…”I will…try not to, I suppose…”
“You are still you, that much I can confirm.” he lightly rubbed his back to ease the discomfort, nuzzling a little more before kissing his crest. “How does it feel, Lapse?”
“It is just…Slight dizzying…” he murmured leaning against him some. “Lighter feeling than before…”
He listened and nodded slightly “The slight dizzyness is natural, and if this is your neutral mode, then so is that feeling of lightness.. You essentially were draining yourself of energy by maintaining Berseker mode… which usually leads to tiredness and a sense of greater weight.”
He nodded slowly, looking around. “It’s just...an odd feeling...” He sighed, shifting his legs before pushing up, standing slow, testing his balance. His wings flicked and twitched to counteract the dizziness he felt, holding a hand out in case he began to go down.
