へっくしゅん Hekkushun Achoo!
And today someone’s are afraid Today I have a story to tell you about your ”tell me too” Sustain yourself (to) disdain myself and so ”I hate you” Compensates are crawling to your skin and under attitude Say, never say Well I do ”I hate you”
“Seriously, I just wanna die already (laugh)” Die, you kinda people, just go ahead and die! Babies sleeping every night with their tissues, All your spermies should just disappear! (baby) Eh?! Where? What? Was that from me? sorry, you should’ve get another one Today, right now, I can’t stop praying that the place you go isn’t Heaven, NO!!!!!!!! ho-ho-ho don’t make me have these feelings, I don’t remember when these feelings started, this hatred and pain that my body craves, This is the single light that lets me feel happiness, If that’s so, please give me this.
I’ll never gonna like you, look upon you, like you did to me Mama told me not be like you just beat’em and to lose’em free your not even a human, a human beyond this trueman screaming, dreaming whatever you do is not inside your feeling I know why you hate me, how to DIS me, disrespecting me Shabby that’s my name, you gave me a name, Well thank you now I’m free Now I’m gonna lick’em and then I will stick’em, Bitching itching after all now all I do is just to kill him
Sometimes, I purposely try touching that untouchable place inside of me. When I think taboo things like “Who am I?” I try to kill myself.
I was too afraid to put my numerous hatreds into words here, so I ran away from it. They just waited determinedly for the words to flow out from inside of me.
I know that the more I cry, the more someone can laugh, But I’m also always, everyday, somewhat a human too.
If you tell me that if the shadows exist for the sake of light, then the pain exists for my sake, Then this hatred, voice, blackness, I, from now on….
I’ll throw away “now,” forget myself, watch the human rainbow from the sky. I wonder, will I laugh? Will I sing? Or will I stop breathing? I was dreaming of I was singing of I was never to be able but was dreaming of being never raged, being never raged just being filled with laughter and sorrow I’ll never gonna like you, look upon you, like you did to me Mama told me not be like you just beat’em and to lose’em free (I) don’t even want to fuck you (you know why?) cuz I’ll get venereal (I do) I don’t want my kid to sit in next of ex-of hero kid I know why you hate me, how to DIS me, disrespecting me Shabby that’s my name, you gave me a name, Well thank you now I’m free Can tell it from your sight and Your voice and your eyes that goes up and down just like your licking, sucking my cock ”it’s mine!!”
Lies, the sky, my heart and voice, time moves them all. Surely even “now,” no one can know “silence.”
No one can know it and today someone’s are afraid……
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