Abby Nawrmuhl

Just someone searching...trying to find happines!

[abbynawrmuhl]

How to be whole hearted

[abbynawrmuhl]

The feeling of loneliness is processed in the same part of the brain as physical pain.

[xmusicismyremedyx]

[all-she-needs-is-a-hug-blog]

Reblog this if you hate your weight.

[all-fitness]

[abcem-deactivated20130702]

I want stick thin legs, and prominent cheek and hip bones. I want to be able to count my ribs and see my bones.

[abbynawrmuhl]

I love this song! Not sure what I love about it but its fabulous! It says so much about how I feel!

[prettygirls-do-eat]

[abbynawrmuhl]

I can't wait for the day to be fixed!

[abbynawrmuhl]

Doctors: Anorexia is an epidemic, people need to eat.

Doctors: Obesity is an epidemic, people eat too much.

Society: People have unhealthy body images, accept your body the way it is!

Society: People should be more concerned about their health, exercise & eat right!

Media: Celebrities are way too skinny, they are setting a bad example for young girls.

Media: This singer gained 20 pounds, she must be really unhappy.

People: Being too skinny is gross, real women have curves.

People: Eww, fat rolls.

Friends: You're so pretty, you're not fat.

Friends: Eww I'm so gross, I need to lose weight.

Family: Don't starve yourself, eat. It's not that hard.

Family: You ate all of this for breakfast? What is wrong with you?

And people wonder why we have such distorted body images.

[confessionsabouteatingdisorders]

70509) I have all the symptoms of a person with an eating disorder expect for being under weight and that's what bothers me the most.

[abbynawrmuhl]

Man o man! This is me!!!

[fitness-is-coming-blog]

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Yes I did!

[do-i-survive-astoria]

[mixedwithsuiicide]

when i get to this is when i’ll stop.

[abbynawrmuhl]

Will I really stop?

[perseaphonie-deactivated2022091]

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The only known video footage of Anne Frank

I can’t think of any reason why someone would not reblog this. 

If this isn’t interesting/sad to you, then I don’t know what you like in life.

[thedustydecades]

Can’t we hit 1,000,000 notes? This is such a rare shot, everyone should see it.

[funeralformyfat]

WOW!

[abbynawrmuhl]

Me vs. Eating disorder. This is what I deal with every fucking day.

Me: I know I should eat, it's normal and I need food to live.

Eating disorder: You're to fat to eat, the calories you burn today can be the fat on your body and not the food you just ate.

Me: I just ate a slice of cake and I know that it wont specifically make me gain weight. One is normal.

Eating disorder: You just consumed 500 calories on a slice of cake. Might as well go all out and eat the entire cake and purge it after. This way you can have it all with 0 calories.

Me: I'll only work out an hour today. An hour a day is healthy and normal.

Eating disorder: You'll only burn about 700 calories in an hour. You should go for 3 hours so at least it's worth while and you'll burn all the calories you eat.

Me: I really shouldn't purge this meal. I need to stop at some point. I can't go on like this forever.

Eating disorder: Just purge this meal and don't do it again after.

Me: People tell me I'm pretty, so maybe I should start believing it.

Eating disorder: You have acne, your shoulders are to broad, you tummy isn't flat enough, you have a big nose, you thighs are to big, arms are to flabby, to much fat on hips, your waist is to wide, ass is to flat....don't get full of yourself now.

Me: Logically, I know I'm not fat. I know that my weight is " healthy" and average.

Eating disorder: You are fat. You will always be fat. Just look at yourself in the mirror. Ew.

[abbynawrmuhl]

Love? How do I learn to do that?

The only way to enjoy every moment is to love! I think I need to learn to love myself first! That is my biggest problem! I hate myself!!! I hate how I look, talk, feel and etc...

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Done

[abbynawrmuhl]

The first step...