[abinchhassometea]

How the last few years have left me 💀

[abinchhassometea]

Freaking bummer. Had to take a a bit of time off work bc i had a huge anxiety attack in front of my coworker, which was SO embarrassing. That means I literally am going to be down $330 for this next paycheck :’( if anyone wants to Venmo @michellecaroline-p that would be stellar 🥴 even 5 bucks is gr8. Being an adult is so hard

[abinchhassometea]

Hello tumblr :) I hope you haven’t forgotten me! Just doing my periodic check in; I’m alive and (generally) well. I’m currently partially unmedicated due to some extenuating circumstances. This means my brain is a rough place to be rn. BUT! I’m in love love love and have moved into an apartment with my partner. I graduated college and earned the highest award ;) and have begun a career in my field (which is going so so so well, it’s a dream!)

That’s what I’ve got to say. DM me some love, if you can spare it 💕

[depressionhope]

So true

[psych2go]

Follow @depressionhope

[abinchhassometea]

DM me if you wanna buy pics of my BFF (a woman) and I 👀 individual pics AND/OR a private sc 😚

[forevernoon-deactivated20181218]

[awonderingliz]

Bach’s Cello Suite No. 1 in G, Prélude

[thewomandiaries1984]

This with the rain, Oh what a mood

[tiger-in-the-flightdeck]

Oh wow, all of the tension just flowed out of my muscles as soon as this started playing

[nicejewishguy]

‪It is INSANE what a low self-esteem will make you tolerate ‬

[abinchhassometea]

It’s all gonna be okay, babyy! There is no other option. We gonna be alright!

[abinchhassometea]

Hmm mayhaps not?

[abinchhassometea]

Want a redo on life

[abinchhassometea]

It’s all gonna be okay, babyy! There is no other option. We gonna be alright!

[abinchhassometea]

[abinchhassometea]

Fuuuuck i have feelings for [redacted]. Like real feelings that are not exclusively (or even mainly) tied to sex. I was really out here not accepting his kindness and that makes me sad. I’m deserving of his energy. I deserve how he makes me feel. I deserve not having constant anxiety about what he’s thinking and if he really likes me. I just journaled about this motherfucker lmfaoo i can’t believe how different this already feels from what I had with my ex. It’s so much less complicated and confusing. We had a conversation about how much we both need healthy communication and it just. Feels so good. Ughhhhhh this is such a weird feeling!

[abinchhassometea]

Update— he stayed with me for the weekend, and 😳 it went SO well 🥰

[abinchhassometea]

I said something soooo fucking dumb and I’m so embarrassed and also high af. This is terrible. I’m so cringey oh my god

[abinchhassometea]

Fuuuuck i have feelings for [redacted]. Like real feelings that are not exclusively (or even mainly) tied to sex. I was really out here not accepting his kindness and that makes me sad. I’m deserving of his energy. I deserve how he makes me feel. I deserve not having constant anxiety about what he’s thinking and if he really likes me. I just journaled about this motherfucker lmfaoo i can’t believe how different this already feels from what I had with my ex. It’s so much less complicated and confusing. We had a conversation about how much we both need healthy communication and it just. Feels so good. Ughhhhhh this is such a weird feeling!

[abinchhassometea]

stay strong bb 🌷

Thank you for this kindness, I needed it today <3

[abinchhassometea]

I hate living in the south

[abinchhassometea]

AHHHHHHHVVM