Just Me

23. TW: Height: 180cm; Sw: 87kg; Cw: 81.1kg; Gw<60kg

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Haven’t been on here for more than a year and a half but I really need to get myself together and this might help too keep me accountable for my actions.

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So apparently have I been walking around with a broken arm for 5 days. I didn’t actually think it was broken so I keept postponing going to the hospital and then just looked like an idiot when the X-ray came back and it actually was broken.

Also who brakes their dominant arm 1 week before the new semester starts. So stupid

I don’t know how to workout now because I can’t do my usual workout classes.

[were-starving-for-control]

How competitive do you guys get? Because I hate how competitive my brain gets. Like how hearing how long it’s been since someone has eaten/how little someone eat makes me want to “outdo” them. Or how I’m constantly thinking about how my friends look and how much I want to look like them. Things like that.

[barleyboneslife]

As I get older this whole ed thing gets harder I want to be so engaged but it just doesn’t have the same sparkle.

[fawne-deactivated20231002]

the disordered urge to refuse to see anyone until i drop a shocking amount of weight

[skin-taut]

having to relose weight feels humiliating

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Really feel in to a bad binging phase, gained back 10kg of what I lost in the beginning of last year.

Need to get my focus back again so I’m going to fast for a few days.

[user007722]

[rahabq-deactivated20230110]

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I have my last labb on Monday, it’s freaking terrifying feeling faint during the labs because you can’t sit down or go out to drink water when you need to. So glad this block is almost over

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Really curious about how others on here grew up around food, like how did your families behave around food.

I’m just curious because my siblings and me all developed extremely unhealthy relationships with food but in different ways.

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Why do I feel like a fraud when I’m on here after gaining weight

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So embarrassing, fainted at work today

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FINALLY UNDER 70KG

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Only a half kilogram from my next goal

Update: really thought I would be under 70 today but I’m freaking 70.1 😭

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Finally lost all the weight I gained during exam season

[panickingwithswag-deactivated20]

im really out here being like "oMg iLL dO anYthiNg to LosE thIs weIgHt😭😭😭" and then eat everything within a five mile radius