Void

just a dude on the web. disturb me if you want [Formerly Polaris]

[ac-v01d]

'sup.

we're a plural system. this is Void's intro post.

I'm Void. welcome to my spiderweb.

i'll post whatever, whenever. probably about my interests or some crazy shit happening in the headspace.

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DNI list:

zionists, islamophobes, transphobes, political extremists, proshippers, darkshippers, racists, ai "artists," spawn cult members, brainrotted (specifically you sja), weirdos. I'm not givin' any passes on these. oversteppin' my boundaries and/or disrespectin' my friends also gets y' a block.

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Some things about myself:

⟡ native brit. Currently 15 (physically, 16 in headspace) years old with a sharing yume of my playersona and wizby.

♡ i'm an abrosexual agender, usin' they/them pronouns.

♤ In a lotta fandoms, but the most prominent ones're limbus company, ultrakill, noob mayhem, terraria and cult of the lamb.

♧ my personal favorite music artist is more than likely three days grace. i was like, top 0.4% of listeners last year. best specific songs 're probably 'tell me why' n' 'home' tho.

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i'm a voice actor. no equipment for it right now tho, so I'm a little fucked on that end. i'll work in the shit for it eventually.

VA Rules

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yeah, about tarnished...

Roblox's becoming a bit of a mess for developers. me n' the team decided it'd be best if we weren't to make it a game - if we do tho, don't make it on roblox.

tarnished is bein' made as a webcomic now, tho.

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Other blogs we run:

@4sunder - Matthew's blog. don't know what more I'm meant to say here.

OTHER ALTERS MAY ALSO POST HERE.

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Void out. peace ✌️

[caleb244-kisser]

wanted to try noob mayhem but i got scared for some reason and left the game a minute in

[caleb244-kisser]

tried again and ended up standing in the corner like a loser because i was scared of doing shit alone but didnt wann randomly join someones party because im scared of fucking things up

i like cyphy or whatever a bit tho so i might come back when i feel like it

[ac-v01d]

I know a few people that would be more than happy to play

Me, @/alaska-nightrome, @/nitrogenreject (possibly?)

Also yes it is cyphy

[ac-v01d]

why does a common fire have so much power?

i lost everything to something out of my control.

the cursed thing was a month ago.

and I'm still suffering for something I didn't even cause.

I've held onto hope for too long.

i can't keep living like this.

coming home to the acrid stench of smoke is sickening.

'nobody should have to live like this.'

ive heard that one too many times.

good to know i'm not nobody, then.

because this is fucking ridiculous.

[imerlkingheathcliffnow]

S

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[imerlkingheathcliffnow]

What is lovs? Baby don't huet meee ront hurt mee no mkre!!

[ac-v01d]

Proxy. Get a hold of yourself.

[ac-v01d]

why do people say being mad is "revealing your true colours", like am I not allowed to be joyous and whimsical

[ac-v01d]

im sorry. im really fucking sorry.

[ac-v01d]

tw: rant

hate. let me tell you how much I've come to hate lei heng. a fictional fucking being has somehow brought me more grief and suffering than any strike or blow could ever. all because i'm clingy and pathetic. all because one specific person likes him.

i'm sorry for even feeling like this. i know i'm just shoving you away. and its fucking stupid. i push away the one person i want any semblance of connection to, any shred of affection. in a hopeless pursuit of something that'll never happen. you'd never love, nevermind love me in particular. ive never been 'your type'. i'll never be 'your type'. im stuck in a struggle i can't get out of. a cycle too deep. ive already shed too many tears over this, and I keep convincing myself it's too late to quit. it's thrown right under their nose that im obviously attracted, and all i got in return was 'Oh. I'm oblivious.' not even acknowledgement. just emphasis on the fact that they never even picked up what I was putting down.

but I still find myself drawn to you like a moth to a flame. I know doing this is just hurting myself, but I can't fucking help it.

.. but I bet you didn't even read half of this, did you? no. because you never read anything i send or post. i know you don't. you never have. you never will. you'll keep living in your delusions of 'lei heng will come back!! trust me he will!' even though not even H Corp.'s life insurance could bring him back. you'll leave me in the shadows like a toy your forgot about. a shirt you outgrew years ago. ive never been of any worth to you. you'll never see me like that.

im not even fucking bothered about keeping this on topic anymore, I just fucking hate you and your stupid delusions. but the more I hate the more I love.

I know you don't feel love. truth be told, I never wanted love. we never had to be romantic or whatever. i just needed anything. confirmation, closure, fucking anything. but you can't even give me that, can you? Not even a simple yes or no. just an 'I'm oblivious', then never spoke of again.

I've shed thousands of tears for you. lost my sanity in ways I couldn't even fathom. clawed at anything until my fingers bled. I got you into limbus company so that we could have a mutual subject to talk about in the hopes of growing closer to you, but no. All you do is talk about that Stupid. Fucking. Capo.

... you know who you are. this is my cry for help. a plea for recognition. please. just notice what I hold for you. I beg.

[ac-v01d]

.. this is a futile struggle. I know it is. but for the love of everything holy, I'm not even asking for much. Just a 'yes' or a 'no'. any form of closure to either put me down or raise me higher.

I try leave choices with you, and you outright refuse them. not even an answer a simple as that. you just fucking ignore it. you don't even RECOGNISE it.

and this is what I spent weeks in an endless cycle of hatred and despair for? not even an answer as simple as that? please. please don't just ignore what i say. i made several opportunities for you to have an input, and you don't even say something as simple as 'yes' or 'no'. It's not even futile anymore, it's just outright frustrating.

i do all these little things to try cheer you up; I try socialising with Invidia, I try making amends with Jia Huan, hell I even stopped Every Catherine from drowning you once. and I don't even get any recognition for that? (well I mean I think one of you said thanks for the every catherine one but that's besides the point)

its just pissing me off. i do all this in the subtle hopes that I'll get the slightest shred of anything, but I hardly even get a thanks. a lot of the time I'm outright ignored. im taken for granted. but I still can't fucking get enough.

I don't want pity. I don't need pity. I don't need consolidation. i need closure. a simple 'yes' or 'no' to confirm it.

but you can't even give me that, can you?

[ac-v01d]

for context there was a loud ass thunder crash about 10 second prior

[ac-v01d]

tw: rant

hate. let me tell you how much I've come to hate lei heng. a fictional fucking being has somehow brought me more grief and suffering than any strike or blow could ever. all because i'm clingy and pathetic. all because one specific person likes him.

i'm sorry for even feeling like this. i know i'm just shoving you away. and its fucking stupid. i push away the one person i want any semblance of connection to, any shred of affection. in a hopeless pursuit of something that'll never happen. you'd never love, nevermind love me in particular. ive never been 'your type'. i'll never be 'your type'. im stuck in a struggle i can't get out of. a cycle too deep. ive already shed too many tears over this, and I keep convincing myself it's too late to quit. it's thrown right under their nose that im obviously attracted, and all i got in return was 'Oh. I'm oblivious.' not even acknowledgement. just emphasis on the fact that they never even picked up what I was putting down.

but I still find myself drawn to you like a moth to a flame. I know doing this is just hurting myself, but I can't fucking help it.

.. but I bet you didn't even read half of this, did you? no. because you never read anything i send or post. i know you don't. you never have. you never will. you'll keep living in your delusions of 'lei heng will come back!! trust me he will!' even though not even H Corp.'s life insurance could bring him back. you'll leave me in the shadows like a toy your forgot about. a shirt you outgrew years ago. ive never been of any worth to you. you'll never see me like that.

im not even fucking bothered about keeping this on topic anymore, I just fucking hate you and your stupid delusions. but the more I hate the more I love.

I know you don't feel love. truth be told, I never wanted love. we never had to be romantic or whatever. i just needed anything. confirmation, closure, fucking anything. but you can't even give me that, can you? Not even a simple yes or no. just an 'I'm oblivious', then never spoke of again.

I've shed thousands of tears for you. lost my sanity in ways I couldn't even fathom. clawed at anything until my fingers bled. I got you into limbus company so that we could have a mutual subject to talk about in the hopes of growing closer to you, but no. All you do is talk about that Stupid. Fucking. Capo.

... you know who you are. this is my cry for help. a plea for recognition. please. just notice what I hold for you. I beg.

[imerlkingheathcliffnow]

I have conceived an idea most ingenious! What if instead of an amusement park, I'll make a fast food restaurant!

[ac-v01d]

.. no?

[imerlkingheathcliffnow]

I am my own greatest devotee!

I am my own greatest devotee!

I am my own foe, and my own kin!

[ac-v01d]

.. It seems I was never cured of my father after all.

[ac-v01d]

💣😎

💣 - Intimidatin'?? C'mon, I don't bite.

😎 - Ehh, I can see why ya'd think that.

@nitrogenreject i get a feelin' this was you.

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😎,📌, &🫧

😎 - i can tell ya now, i'm not as cool as y' think i am.

📌 - i wouldn't say 'talented'..

🫧 - y' sure? i'm like, a bit excessive at times

[ning-ningx300]

ANON ASKS -

💣 - I find you very intimidating.

😎 - I find you cool.

🥰 - I think of you as a sweet person.

🗿 - I find you very sigma.

❤️ - You are a sweetheart.

💫 - You are a star.

🤩 - Let me rizz you up please.

🌏 - I want to travel the world around with you.

🚲 - Let's ride bicycles together.

🌞 - You litreally brighten up my day.

☂️ - I'm always here to hold a umbrella for you if you feel sad.

⚡ - You are so fiery.

💍 - Marry me already.

📕 - I find your blog very aesthetic.

📽️ - Let's shoot a movie together and create a legendary movie.

🫧 - I wish I could match your energy.

📌 - You are very talented.

🍽️ - I feel like you would be a great food partner.

🎰 - Let's play games please.

😼 - I find you so silly and dumb but I love you too much to hate you.

💌- I want to kiss you.

👀 - I'm jelly of the people who interact with you.

💤 - Can we cuddle?

🥊 - I will protect you.

🧸 - I will genuinely start crying if you deactivated off here.

💞 - I love you and you match my freak too well.

[ac-v01d]

y'all, wtf am I meant to do in limbus company when I finish everythin'?

[dante-nightrome]

Speedrun the whole gane or something

[ac-v01d]

already did. wasn't that hard when ya know all the gimmicks n' shit.

[dante-nightrome]

Okay then I have no shit lol

Uhm, ig gamble your life savings

[ac-v01d]

y' mean these life savings?

on an id I already have?

i'm alright, pal.

[ac-v01d]

y'all, wtf am I meant to do in limbus company when I finish everythin'?

[dante-nightrome]

Speedrun the whole gane or something

[ac-v01d]

already did. wasn't that hard when ya know all the gimmicks n' shit.