nie zufrieden, immer kämpfend.

💌🪽˚˖𓍢ִ໋🦢˚ 🌸 late-diagnosed autistic master's student. obsessed with vkei, metal and grunge. I just hit the gym and study too much for my own good. dni: empty, nsfw, donation requests, bigots.

[jaydenskyle]

“It’s photoshopped” honestly in the age of AI that has a homey sort of nostalgia to it. Remember when people used to put effort into faking things?

[kaosuqi]

photoshop fakers are like the villain with moral standards now

[asmallorthodoxblog]

[artmagine]

The beautiful art of Thomas Blackshear II

[rianphin]

prada oral care at prada mode

[stardust1507]

[academicrow]

Oh well, here I am.. editing my master’s project at the dentist’s office while my mother is undergoing a procedure. Who would’ve thought the little sounds from the tools that used to make me anxious would actually be soothing enough to trigger my hyperfocus and create the perfect environment for me to work way more productively? anything to keep my routines intact I guess

Also, I left my phone at home… that might have something to do with this sudden focus too.th this sudden focus too :)

[tangled-brainstem]

I kinda want to switch to Linux but I’m scared cuz I’ve used Windows for my whole 23 years of existence

[academicrow]

Me learning Python after spending 26 years of my existence using only Excel:

[sedesapostolica]

[cloth-fabric]

PCES - fw26

[academicrow]

Hm... so the craziest thing is happening right now: my professor is basically pushing me to publish an article in an international scientific journal because one of his students depends on it to finally defend his thesis and get his doctorate degree. Meanwhile, I’m stuck dealing with a huge project for my own dissertation, which my master’s degree literally depends on.

Like... am I really supposed to figure out all of my research on my own with almost no guidance, while he keeps postponing every possible review meeting, and still manage one of the most important parts of someone else’s PhD process too? Haha, I don’t know, but that’s kind of insane, boss :)

btw, happy to be back on tumblr yayy !!

[vibrantessence]

[religiousextremist]

[asmallorthodoxblog]

,,You know that at Baptism we are baptized in water. But you also know that we are anointed with Holy Myrrh, and we are anointed in union with everyone. There is, however, yet another union, another order. Now, when we fast, hundreds of thousands, millions, tens of millions more are fasting with us.

There are 226 million Orthodox in the world. We are not that many, because Orthodoxy is the narrow way and not just anyone comes to Orthodoxy. We cannot know how many keep the fast, but at least tens of millions at once keep the fast. At once.

Therefore, we must not break the fast, we must not break the order. Not because eating is a sin, but because we are characterized by order. It is important whether there is order or not, because our God is the God of order, our God is the God of order, not of indiscipline."

-Fr. Nicolae Tanase, Let Us Not Crucify Christ Again, 2011

[thegikitiki]

Home Architecture and Design, 1960s

[dailyclassicart]

Joseph Farquharson - "Beneath the Snow Encumbered Branches" (c.1903)

[remanence-of-love]

[free-my-mindd]