Listen, time’s running out. Will do something about it?
Y'all don’t GET how much I want you to win for yourself. Every time I write my posts, I have one (1) thing on my mind: please let this help someone snap out of their BS and allow them to go win.
Staying in a negative environment has made me realize that you have to take care of urself. No one’s coming to help u “get ur shit together”, you have to do this for yourself because you realise you deserve so much more than the shit you’re experiencing now.
People ask me why I’m ‘motivated’ and it’s really funny to me. You’ll be motivated too if you knew what being unmotivated feels like. What it feels to be numb and hate your life. What it feels to be feel you’re worthless, incapable, out of control and unhappy. What it’s like to be dead inside, look back on your life and want to cry, because you haven’t done anything for yourself, you just existed and forgot to live.
Please don’t do this to yourself. Y'all don’t know how painful it is to live worthlessly. It’s a numbing experience, when you drift aimlessly, voicelessly, but on the inside, you’re screaming because!!! this ain’t it, chief!!!!!
If you’re experiencing what I’ve experienced, listen. Take ONE step today. Do something about this thing called life! Make your bed today before you leave it. Write next day’s to-do before sleeping tonight. Read a self-help book, and this time around, TRY the things the author tells you to. Try out everything—art, sketching, acting, baking, writing—to find what truly brings you joy. No tips or articles or videos you watch will help unless you so something with the shit you consume.
So in short, fuck existing, try living.
Please look after your happiness. Please. Protect it! Don’t let yourself die this way, it hurts I KNOW, but you’ve GOT TO do something about it. And you’ve got to start soon, for time is running out.
Try something different today. Fix yourself. Heal yourself.
Try. Go make your bed.
