“Where i can find you” Part 1
TW: Pet loss
On October sixth i lost one of my two cats, Pancake.
The pain i felt was enormous: i was far away from home when his conditions started to alert my family members. His death was a sudden, uncontrollable and unstoppable tsunami on my life.
The pain and guilt i felt was probably like i have never felt before. The thought of him not seeing us before his passing still haunts my mind.
Grief grasped my shoulders as a vulture and sticked around for a for a while.
Fortunately i was not experiencing all of this alone, and i still thank all of the people who loved me and supported me during all of this.
Around December, during my stay in Angoulême, i participated in “The solstice de la BD” and finally found the opportunity to let all of my emotions flood.
Right after Pancake’s passing i tried to express my feelings in every possible way, failijg everytime, trying to push it away from me, with the hope that i stopped hurting.
It didn’t stop, it still lingers, but this comic was still a way to accept all of this positively, at least it was a start.
I can finally share these pages with you, i feel like i am ready.
I love you Pancake, i miss you, but i know there are places where i can find you.
“Where i can find you” Part 2
TW: Pet loss
