lung cancer

we’re never really happy tell me your story

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i wish to fall into the void so far that i can never find my way out again, and i simply fade away into non-existence

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I had to heal from everything that killed me on my own, and that is the most painful grief I carry

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I have to remember everything and live with the grief every day I exist

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You did something terrible, and I will never forgive you for that

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It hurts knowing you’re never around anymore

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I get my hopes up when it comes to you. And then I get completely and utterly disappointed just like the last time.

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I don’t know why I’m so fucking sad all the goddamn time

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I haven’t been okay for a long time, but I still pretend like everything is fine

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You are everything I hate in a person

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Forgive me, my teeth are sharp. That was the only way I was able to defend myself

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I was raised in a household where I had to scream my lungs out to have my thoughts and emotions heard

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I call him honey. It suits him. More than it ever suited you.

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Is it so wrong for me to want to be loved?

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No one taught me that people can be so cold and cruel

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I died by the river that day. You must’ve heard me scream. Then again, you were never around in the first place.

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I never realized how shitty of a person you were until I let you go

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I just don’t want to feel anymore