she/hers/her the name's tyler and tbh i'm never on here anymore except to queue things so enjoy my whack ass queue and maybe add me on steam: goatmuffins if you want to see my shit taste in video games
hi. i'm tyler. you might remember me from old tumblr, or whenever the last post I made was. i don't remember when that was, honestly. three years ago? longer than that? my last message says it's from 2024 so that's a solid jumping off point, I think.
anyway, here's some fun life updates:
i think i said it the last time i was on here, but i'm not married anymore. okay, legally, i am, but due to certain shitbag exes taking a way too long to do the paperwork, the state of maryland dismissed it and it needs to get re-filed. i haven't had the time or money to actually do it, and he hasn't done it yet, so. fine, whatever.
mentally it's been a roller coaster. i've been up and down, as is custom, but right now it's like, neutral to down.
i'm in a relationship with someone who actually respects me and treats me like i matter. it's made me reconsider a lot about myself, like what i do and don't deserve.
my sister cut off my mom. i'd do the same, but she keeps giving me money, and considering how broke i am, i'm just kind of dealing with it until i can't anymore.
really proud of my sister btw. she's doing so well.
i've gone to so many wrestling shows. it's pretty great.
casino life is god awful. i was doing stuff with our local chapter of our union but i had to take a leave of absence due to life circumstances. i'm still working the casino, but i can't fix everyone else's problems while trying to work on myself. i'm trying to find a new job, though.
i don't have a real pc at the moment. i wanted to start streaming again, but i don't really know how to start. i have like, 20-something years worth of video games i've never played that everyone else has, but since i kind of live under a rock, i've avoided pretty much every spoiler possible.
i don't really know what else to say. i'm just venting, i guess. that's what this was all originally for, wasn't it?
maybe some of my old friends are still around. maybe they're not. maybe i'll won't log in again for two years.
i'm okay, though. that's what matters.
so hi. i'm tyler. i'm sick in the head and doing my best, but i'm here.
Now, this is different- a skeleton sewing machine for your goth or Halloween decor. I couldn't find it on Google, but I have been told that it's been seen at JoAnn Fabrics.
but have you ever gotten home completely drenched from the rain, peeled off your sopping wet clothes, dried off, put on some nice dry pajamas, and snuggled up under a warm blanket?
#and outside the window the rainstorm continues and you know exactly how wet and cold it is out there but now you're cozy and warm *in here*#good stuff#plus the sound of rain obviously