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requests are open || they/she used to be @daydreamingabtleviackerman

[ackermanslov4r]

WELCOME! ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

I WRITE FOR…

. attack on titan (mainly levi)

. bungo stray dogs (mainly dazai + anime only)

. jujutsu kaisen (anime only)

. mystic messenger

. tokyo revengers

I DON’T WRITE…

. nsfw

. anything involving abuse/violence

. anything involving substance abuse or non consensual things

MY MASTERLISTS (currently in the work)

. attack on titan pt1

. attack on titan pt2

. bungo stray dogs

requests are currently open!

.used to be daydreamingaboutleviackerman

[sooadgaza2]

"Help sooad Family Survive & Rebuild in Gaza"

Vetted by gaza-vetters number in the list ✅365✅

Hello, my name sooad Muhammad, I am a 61-year-old mother and former school teacher from Gaza💔

After the army entered the city, we went out to Rafah under the attack of planes and missiles.And the bullets that spare no one, we lived in torn tents that did not protect from the heat, the cold, or the rain. All the words in the world cannot describe what we have lived through. All I want is for you to look at me and my family with a merciful heart and help me.

Before October 7th, I lived a humble life, dedicated to teaching and raising my children. But everything changed. Since that day, my family and I have been living in unimaginable conditions—without electricity, without clean water, without safety.

Our home was destroyed, and we now sleep in a torn tent, exposed to the freezing cold. My children cry from hunger and fear. The markets are empty or unaffordable. Bread is now a luxury—I knead pasta just to make something to fill their stomachs

Please open your heart and stand with us in this time of despair.

We are not asking for much—just a chance to survive. A blanket for the cold. A piece of bread. A roof that does not leak. A moment of peace for my children

I am humbly asking for your help. Your donation, no matter how small, can give us warmth, food, and hope. It can help us survive these dark days and rebuild a life with dignity.

Your support means the world to me and my family.

Please donate 🙏

All the destruction that you see, we live every day a hundred times, and we live hunger, death, and a life that has no taste of life

[eyad-alanqar255]

Hello,My name is Ayad from Gaza

Donate to Help my family EVACUATE from Gaza.., organized by Khaled Alanger

Hello, My name is Iyad, and I am from Gaza. On October 7th, my family and I wer… Khaled Alanger needs your support for Help my family EV

On October 7th, my family and I were subjected to an Israeli airstrike that completely destroyed our home. We miraculously survived the attack and fled to Al-Shifa Hospital, thinking it would be safer. However, this place was also in bombed, forcing us to escape once again. The hearts of my nieces and nephews, Nasser, Jana, Mohammed, and Hind, were filled with fear and terror. We struggled to pull them out from under the rubble amidst their screams and cries.

Our lives have turned into a living hell, surrounded by fire and phosphorus everywhere, as if we are trapped in a nightmare from which we cannot wake up. I developed a severe sensitivity to the smoke and phosphorus, and I began to suffer from respiratory issues. To this day, I continue to struggle with the effects of phosphorus exposure, and I have not found any treatment to alleviate my condition, which worsens day by day.

After fleeing to southern Gaza, we now live in a very small tent. We have no home, no food, and we are not living a humane life with even the minimum necessities. Our means of livelihood have been cut off, as my father's company was completely destroyed, with the machinery burned and the goods and vehicles turned to ashes.

I am Iyad, and my dream was to continue my university studies, but my university was destroyed, and my dream ended there. I have always aspired to study accounting and become an accountant.

I appeal to anyone with a sense of humanity to help me and my family escape to a safe place. I need assistance in treating my sensitivity and respiratory issues, as well as support to continue my education and fulfill my dream. I need travel abroad, receive medical treatment, and resume my studies.

Thank you to everyone who helps me and my family to find safety.

Iyad

Donate to Help my family EVACUATE from Gaza.., organized by Khaled Alanger

Hello, My name is Iyad, and I am from Gaza. On October 7th, my family and I wer… Khaled Alanger needs your support for Help my family EV

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the first kiss with levi would be so gentle and yet so desperate, with both of you clinging to each other,not wanting to let go after all these months,all these years of yearning for each other.

none of you could exactly pin point the moment where it happened or who started it,you just knew that your lips were touching ; so subtly at first it felt like the ghost of a kiss,and then more insistent,lips pressing and drowning into each other as if kissing was the only way for you two to survive.

hands would quickly find their way on cheeks or waist or they’ll intertwine themselves with the others’ fingers. no matter how breathless you two get,none of you is ready to let go, because once you do then they’re will be so much to think about,so much to realize, so many words to pronounce and so many decisions to make.

so you both stay attached to each other,brains filled with nothing else but thoughts of the other.

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Levi felt sick.

It took him a while to understand the source of his unwellness. At first he assumed,even though it didn’t quite make sense considering how much safety he took around his health, that it was because he must’ve eaten something wrong, or that a cadet had caught something and transmitted it to him. But when,after weeks,his displeasure didn’t wear off, he came to the conclusion that there was something else behind his sickness.

He thought for a bit,asking himself questions, wondering about his symptoms, thinking about how long he’d had them. The more he thought,the more he realized that there was a common answer to all these questions : Y/n .

Whenever he was around them, he felt like his stomach was invested with insects, filled with butterflies batting their wings inside of him, clinging to his heart to make it ache. His head felt lighter,his brain solely focused on Y/n, on how far they were from him,on the words they were saying,on their perfume,their hair, how lovely their hand looked like,wondering how it must be nice to hold it.

Whenever Y/n was around,his whole body felt like it was buzzing,humming a melody he wasn’t quite sure he recognized. He was losing track of his thoughts, losing sleep, losing even his sense of self due to the novelty of his feelings. He didn’t remember ever hearing about such a debilitating illness, and he even wondered if he wasn’t suffering some terminal disease,if Y/n wasn’t an unknown death angel.

Levi was sick, sick with something he couldn’t name, or something he didn’t dare name yet,leaving him with nothing other than his aching heart and yearning soul, constantly craving the touch of fingers he desperately avoided.

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probably the funniest reblog i’ve seen in a while

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Levi knew all kinds of pain.

He knew the pain of losing someone to death, the pain of being injured,the pain of starvation, of sleeplessness, the pain of having a broken soul in a broken body. He knew pain like an old friend, he was even used to it, not quite knowing what life without it would feel like.

He thought he knew everything about it, thought that he’d explored every single aspect of it, that every pain possible had been cast upon him already.

But until you, he’d never known pain could sometimes be sweet. He’d never known that your body could ache for someone’s presence with a certain feeling of reassurance,knowing that it would happen, that soon, in a few hours,one meeting or one chore away,his arms would wrap around you,his head would find its place on your shoulder.

Before you, he’d never known the pain of loving someone so hard that it felt like no words could ever fully encapsulate this feeling, the pain of knowing that no one,even himself, could ever understand what it felt like to be in love with you. He’d never known the pain of remembering that you had a past without each other,that there had been minutes and hours spent without even knowing about the other’s existence.

Before you, Levi had only known the darkest sides of pain, but now, now he was finally learning and seeing that even in the most horrible place there could always be a ray of light.

[ackermanslov4r]

how would levi receive each of the love language ?

PHYSICAL TOUCH

Levi is a complete stranger to touch. He always made sure to keep a certain distance with others, hoping that putting up physical barriers would stop his heart from getting attached,that he’d save himself from any more grief and loss if only no one approached him.

So when you first touched him, even if it was just fingers slightly brushing against each other or the ghost of a hand on his shoulder ; even just that threw his whole world upside down. He went from avoiding touch to craving it in a split seconds, every fibers of his body now yearning for your touch.

He’s not one to initiate it, unless in private (and even then he still struggle to grasp the idea that his desires can be act upon,and don’t have to simply stay ideas and daydreams) but he’s almost always sending small signals that his hand would like to be held,that his arms would absolutely love to rest around your waist and that his lips have been deprived of yours for too long. In public he has to maintain a certain image, so only small unnoticeable touches are allowed, but as soon as you’re in the privacy of your room or home then he’s always in touch with you in one way or another.

WORDS OF AFFIRMATIONS

Levi crave your sweet words almost as much as he crave your touch. He’s not used to being complimented on anything other than his fighting skills,and he’s spent most of his life feeling disconnected from himself,not paying attention to his appearance or to his personality ,only making sure he was always at the best of his strength.

So when you tell him how you love this or that about him, that you like the way he does his tea or comb his hair, he doesn’t really know how to take it and simply stare at you for a few seconds while trying to comprehend the wave of emotions that’s pouring over him. You noticed details about him that he didn’t even know were there,making him feel like more than just a soldier,making him feel like Levi and not simply humanity’s strongest soldier.

Sometimes he’d do things specifically to try and earn a compliment from you, never directly asking for your reassurance but always looking for it.

QUALITY TIME

In a world where time is so rare, where additional minutes are earned through training and fighting, Levi would be mitigated whenever you choose to spend your precious time with him,telling you that maybe it’ll be more useful for you to be training for the next mission than to be with him, silently trying to communicate his fear of losing you through his harsh commands.

But despite his words, he doesn’t show any sign of actually wanting to see you somewhere else,his soul craving for your presence while his brain fills with worries and scenarios each worse than the one before. Sometimes it’s like he can hear time’s clicking clock when you’re together,his whole body tensing as he wonder how many days you’ll get, if one of you will have to continue without the other, if the joy of loving you is worth the pain of losing you.

But even with his fears,there’s nothing he loves more than to spend time with you,and even when he complains he still seek your presence as your absence,even for a few seconds, is worse than any suffering he’s ever been put through.

GIFT GIVING

Levi could count on one hand how many gifts he’d received in his life. Just like touch and words, gifts were rarely directed toward him, his circles so small that unless occasional “giftperiments” from Hange ; no one ever really thought about giving presents to each other.

So whenever you do think about getting him something, he’s left in a slight state of shock as well as true adoration toward your gesture. He doesn’t care about wether or not he likes the gift or can find a use to it, because no matter what he’ll cherish it,carefully storing it to make sure it doesn’t get damaged or stolen,looking at it after a nightmare to bring him back to reality.

Your gifts will warm his heart and serve as a reminder of your love,of what he’s fighting for,of what makes life worth living.

ACTS OF SERVICES

Due to his place in the Scouts, Levi has a pretty busy schedule,and rarely have time to do anything that isn’t related to his job. Over the years he’s gotten used to it,used to the tiredness and exhaustion, never really wishing for more free time as he can scarcely recall the last time he had any.

So whenever he realizes that his schedule now has an empty space because you’ve taken care of whatever duty he had to do, he’s left completely bewildered,wondering what to do of this time but also why,after all he’s done, all the blood on his hands, why he deserves such an affectionate and caring person in his life.

He never ask for you to do things for him as he’s used to doing them alone but also doesn’t want to bother you with such mundanities ; but if he ever comes home to find dinner already prepared, his paper works organized and his clothes cleaned, he’d feel such an overwhelming wave of love that words will fail him and he’d just stand here,holding you gently,pressing small kisses on your shoulders.

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How does Levi treat reader who he’s falling in love with but she’s fairly popular and he knows a lot of ppl want her already

I feel like, at first, Levi would take Y/n’s popularity as some sort of blessing. At least now there’s a higher chance for her to date someone else,and for him to get over his feelings. He treats any attachment to others as some sort of terrible curse,and tries his hardest to avoid getting close to people.

But after a while, it’ll most likely get on his nerves. He’s fine with repressing his feelings and telling himself he doesn’t need to be with Y/n , but he at least would like to be able to get a glimpse of her from time to time, which is nearly impossible with how many people are courting her on a daily basis.

If it gets to this point,he’ll start to use his authority, wether it’s consciously or unconsciously. People are around Y/n? Well then, there’s some cleaning to do,some dishes to make. A guy keeps flirting with her? Now Levi vividly remember this person messing up a mission a while ago,and decide that it’s time to give him ten years worth of chores.

He doesn’t even really realize that he’s being slightly jealous,but however everyone around him notices it,and after a while the whole scouts,Y/n included, are aware of Levi’s feelings even though he’s still trying to convince himself he doesn’t have any.

[ackermanslov4r]

Levi was a man of his word.

If he made a promise, it was incredibly unlikely for him to ever break it ; as it was unlikely for him to not put his whole being into fulfilling it. Even if he regretted making a promise,he still went to the end of it, still made sure his words would never be doubted.

So,whenever he promised you that he’ll come back alive, that he’ll come back safe, that he’ll come back without an injury from his mission : he always went into it with the sole purpose of not letting you down. He muttered his promise under his breath while slicing titans, his brain solely focused on going back home to you, on holding up to his words.

When he promised that he’ll never leave you, that his love knew no end , he meant every single one of these words with his whole being. He promised you many things ; a free world, a future, maybe even a family if you wanted one , and even if sometimes these promises seemed too good to become true, he would still dedicate his life to them, to you, to your dreams and hope.

Levi was a man of his word, and he always made it his duty to fulfill whatever he bound his soul to achieve.

[ackermanslov4r]

the 5 love languages

how gojo would express each of the love language

WORDS OF AFFIRMATIONS

If Gojo was put on earth to do one thing and one thing only,then it’s to praise you. You had a new haircut ? In a few seconds he’s all over you, going on a rant about how well it suits you, even trying to add some poetic sentences (which most of the time ends up sounding incredibly cringe but hey at least he tried). You’re wearing a new outfit,or you achieved one of your goal ? He will be praising you the whole day,even the whole week if he see that you particularly like it. Words of affirmations don’t even specifically feels like a love language to him , it’s just in his nature to constantly remind you of how wonderful he finds you.

PHYSICAL TOUCH

That, that is Gojo’s N1 love language. Every second that he spends without being in contact with you feels like pure torture to him, and he’s very vocal ( whiny ) about it. He doesn’t care if there’s people around or if you’re working, he WILL be in touch with your body one way or another. He feels like touch is the best way to let someone know that you love them, and that’s why his hands is always holding yours or laying on your back, why his knees always brush against yours when you’re sitting, why his arms wrap around you whenever they get the chance to. If he could, he probably would find a way to glue his body to yours, just to make sure he doesn’t have to go through any minute without being next to you.

QUALITY TIME

Gojo loves quality time, first of all because he loves spending time with you,but also because he loves being the center of (your) attention. He always makes sure that his schedule gives him enough free time fo take you on dates, mainly outside dates (once again he loves attention) but from time to time ; especially after a hard week, he adores staying inside with you,simply cuddling and enjoying each other’s presence.

GIFT GIVING

He loves receiving gifts, and will jump on every occasion possible to have you gift him something, but when it comes to giving you gifts he’s a little bit… forgetful? It’s not that he doesn’t like it, he just never really think about it, except for big occasions like birthdays or valentine’s day. But the rest of the time, he tends to consider his existence as your boyfriend “the best gift he could ever give you” so it never cross his mind that maybeeee from time to time a little something would be nice.

However, whenever he does gift you something, it’s always somehow the perfect gift. No matter the amount, if you want something or if he thinks you would like something, he will get it for you.

ACTS OF SERVICES

Just like for gift giving, Gojo is more forgetful when it comes to acts of services. He has no problem helping you,and if you ever ask him something he’ll gladly do it (or depending on what you ask him, he’ll maybe whine a bit about it before hand but in the end, he’ll still get it done) but if you don’t ask, then he just assume you don’t need help and can do it yourself. It’s like gift giving, it just never really cross his mind that maybe he could do little things for you, just for the sake of helping the person he loves. Once again, he’s a very confident man, and a lot of the time, him being there is enough.

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attack on titan masterlist pt1

LEVI ACKERMAN HEADCANONS

. different types of kisses

.what he loves the most about you

.an injured s/o

.when he has a crush

. soft!levi hcs

.love language

.wedding headcanons

.cooking with him

.PDA

.the first

.teacher levi

.nicknames

.the little things he notices

.the little things he keeps that reminds him of you

.summer levi

.when he wants to cuddle

.levi with his s/o in public

.what he looks for in a partner

.flirting with him

.little things to show his love

.confessing his feelings

LEVI FICS

. taking a bath with post war levi

.falling asleep on his shoulder

. levi with an affectionate partner

.the divorce

.a winter morning

.a dance

.fake dating

.i can't lose you too

.a talk about nightmares

.a jar of love

.stay with me

.nightmare

.kissing his scars

.i'll never leave you

.promise me you'll stay alive

.calling him your friend

.cooking for him

.the others realizing he has a crush on you

.holiday with dad!levi

.taking care of gaby and falco

.the first one who kiss the other lose

.the first snow

.bad day and hair play

.back massage

.christmas shopping dad!levi

.the first cuddle

.dad!levi on halloween

.soulmate

.braiding your hair

.walk back home

.pillow talk

.cutting his daughter's hair

.erwin's sister

.the red string of fate

.doing his makeup

.taking care of him hen he's hurt

.tv kiss

.dad!levi decorating the christmas tree

.a flustered levi

.stuttering levi around his crush

.morning birthday

.you weren't answering your phone

.regrets

.physical touch and PDA

.bandaging his wounds

.i'd marry you with paper rings

.christmas with dad!levi

.no amount of freedom gets you clean

LEVI THOUGHTS

. jealousy

.dates

.touch

.romantic

. emotions

.a cruel place

.feeling

.fantasize

.the antidote

.listening

.crush

.titles

.surprised

.a smile

.routine

.afraid

.pda

.keeper

.control

.loneliness

.lover behavior

.i love you

.touch hate

.dreams

.devotion

.knowledge

. love is a weakness

.disaster

.being touched

.the greatest need

.a reason to fight

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bungo stray dogs masterlist

DAZAI OSAMU

. the 5 love languages

. a man of theories

. the idea of love

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just changed my user so in case anyone is confused i’m daydreamingaboutleviackerman!

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the 5 love languages

how dazai would express each of the love language

WORDS OF AFFIRMATION

If Dazai is gifted at one thing,it’s at using his mouth (take this info however you want). He knows exactly when you need to be cheered up,and he always knows exactly what to say to make you feel better. He doesn't even say words of affirmations consciously , it's just in his nature to whisper sweet words into your ears, to compliment you,to make you feel seen and loved. It's difficult for him to talk about his own feelings and how you make him feel ; but when it comes to talking about you suddenly no one can get him to shut up. If you ever need reassurance on anything, he'll always give it to you without any problem,going on a full rant about how wonderful he finds you.

PHYSICAL TOUCH

Physical touch is most likely Dazai's n1 love language. He's like a starving man when it comes to your touch,he just can never get enough of it. If you're in the same room,he'll always make sure that he's touching you in one way or another, whether it'll be a subtle and gentle touch or just straight up him clinging to you,trying to get as much of his body in touch with yours. he loves to hold your hand,love to hold an hug,love to give small kisses on whatever part of your skin is available : he just loves to touch you. He cant' even really explain why, it's simply as if his soul yearned for yours and the only way to satisfy this yearning was to become one with your body.

ACTS OF SERVICES

I feel like Dazai would be more subtle with this one. He doesn't specifically do big helpful gestures,but he does try to help you as best as he can in your day to day life. If he knows you always take a specific breakfast,he'll make sure to bring it to you from time to time, or if you two go on a mission together than he'll do the biggest part of it.His acts of services aren't clearly noticeable ones, especially since he brushes them off as "oh it's nothing" whenever you do notice what he did (but later on if he needs something he'll bring them up and go "don't you remember what i did this morning??" to convince you to help him), but they're still nice attentions.I also feel like he'll learn how to take care of himself by trying to help you on things , because if he brings you some breakfast, well he just have to get himself some too because he knows you won't let him simply watch you eat.

.GIFT GIVING

Dazai is TERRIBLE at gifts. Not because he doesn't know what to get,in fact he ALWAYS have the perfect gift idea ; he simply finds it funnier to get you something completely stupid,completely useless, completely dazai. You could tell him clearly what you want and he would still only get you some silly objects from a drug store, like a plastic duck or a book filled with dad jokes. He always cracks himself up when he buy these gifts,and in the end he's the only one who ends up using them.

QUALITY TIME

With his job, free time is usually rare for him, so choosing to spend it with you is truly a sign of his affection. He loves to just stay inside with you,talking with each other or just watching something while being in this little bubble where it feels like you're the only person in the world. I don't think he specifically enjoy going out once he gets serious with someone, preferring one on one moments at each other's houses rather than being at a restaurant or even a park where it'll be crowded with other people. But, if you're someone who prefers to go out then he'll make sure to find new places to visit every week, because even if he has his preferences, deep down if he gets to be with you then he doesn't care where you two are.

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When Levi realized he’d fallen for Y/n, he felt like the worst of curse had been cast upon him. He didn’t live in a world where he could allow himself to love people. He lived surrounded by pain and sorrow, and in this world,loving someone was just another way of saying you had a weakness, another way of letting people know that you had something,someone to lose. That your heart still beat enough for it to get crushed again.

So,Levi did what he did best when it came to feelings ; he decided to simply and entirely avoided them,pushing them in the back of his mind,avoiding Y/n and the way they made his heart melt like the plague. He overworked himself,keeping himself busier than ever to avoid any unwanted thought, to make sure there was no place in his schedule for feelings.

He spent sleepless nights trying to talk himself out of what his heart yearned for him to do,trying to stop himself from thinking about Y/n, trying to ignore how it seemed like they were everywhere,trying to ignore how everything reminded him of them. He couldn’t look at anything,couldn’t smell or taste something without automatically associating it to Y/n. He felt like a sick man,like a man in cage desperately fighting a battle that was already lost.

The more he tried to get rid of his feelings,the deeper and stronger they got,their roots attaching themselves so deeply in his heart that it felt like nothing could ever uproot them. Nothing worked,and each day that went by just made him feel like he was slowly losing his mind; his brain,heart and soul already belonging to someone else,his focus everywhere except where he wanted it to be.

He was fighting against something he’d never known before,and against something he’d deeply underestimated. Love didn’t disappear,or at least not like that,not when his entire being was screaming for it,with his history and past hurts unsuccessfully trying to keep him away from it.

He couldn’t run away forever,and he knew deep down that the day will come where he’ll have to leave the battlefield and surrender to his feelings, but for now at least,he would to preserve the remains of his heart and,most importantly, try to preserve Y/n from his broken soul.

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the more i think about it,the more i think that it would be nearly impossible to manage to get levi in a relationship.

not only would it take literal years for him to admit his feelings to himself,but on top of that once he does realize that he’s in love, he’ll probably avoid it as long as he can. he’d rather spend his life yearning for something than risk losing it, and he would also honestly not even dare tell himself that maybe you could like him. him loving someone would be a mix of avoidance and self sabotaging,and if anyone ask him to describe love he’d probably describe it like some nightmareish experience.

trying to get with levi would most likely be the slowest slow burn of all times (so slow you’ll probably need to invent a new word to describe it more appropriately), but if you ever managed to actually get with him (after years and years of him running away from his feelings,and then years of him running away from you and your feelings, and then running away because he’s ashamed of how many times he run away) then it would honestly be the sweetest love story ever. it’ll take time for the relationship to reach a certain point, but hey, it’s not like he’s never made you wait.