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Nothing to see here....back out slowly.

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I would die for you

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Space mood

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My own writing please do not repost onto other websites😊

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The Ice Station

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inspiration to live by

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This is the content I live for

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I shall remain

In these voids of misheard lyrics of a broken souls lies a rhythm of truth and wellbeing. It is in this rhythm where we delve deeper into the abyss of the unheard poetry that has been trying for centuries to escape from this hellish hole. Repeating the words of the broken that I shall remain in this hole of contaminated seas, where death hollows away at my eyes. I shall remain in this desolate place where my screams are nothing more than the wallowing of a silent cat. I shall remain in this prison I call my heart because there is no other safe place than the steady rhythm of a dead anthem thumping against these concrete walls.

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Where to begin

10 minutes of writing

So where do I begin, somewhere happy and serene or anywhere in the darkest corners of the ocean? I am a firm believer that each and every one of us is connected in some way shape or form. Living life to suit our needs and desires. At this moment we rely on our intuition, our intuition to believe that maybe I will succeed in the next 5 minutes, or the next hour. So here I sit, writing, but what about? Perhaps I will begin right in the middle, where I can see the visions of the past clearly enough to recall. Memory after memory, like wind through the trees, passing every nook and cranny until it gets to think to blow through. This is where I stop. It is always a question I have asked myself time and time again, if I stay now would I ever be able to move past these wallowing trees? Will I ever be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel? These questions hinder my ability to think about the future because I know that in some time I will have no future. The future depends on our way of thinking, so what do you think about when you come across a path hidden with nails and holes? Do you decide that this is where you are happy in life? Or this the turning point to carve your own way, to move farther into the future than you ever believed. If there is ever a moment in your life where you feel as if you are at a standstill with the future than carve your legacy and there will always be a light at the end of the path, it may be far, but it is always gonna be there if you choose to follow it.

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Sometimes we have our moments, in time and space where we feel like an uncontrollable black hole. self-consuming and vast. Vast from the ideas and ideology of society it is in that moment we forget who we are. What we will become these emotions can be deadly to the ones we admire. And the sorrows we hold pound at use, trying to get free. During these moments in time and space, where we felt like an uncontrollable black hole destroying and breaking bonds we feel the same guilt But it is in that guilt that makes us greater than who we were before Don't blame yourself just rebuild the empire you had and mend old bonds. there will always be a beginning to your end, as long as you are able to recreate yourself as a new.

Sometimes (T.G)

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Untapped innocence

like a willow in the wind, I sway with the flow of nature.

Pure and peaceful

Untouched and certain

They think I was as innocent as the bee

Going busying myself with important jobs

And returning with a bunch of goods

And at a point I was

But I grew

Now as a bee I sway through the wind

As wild and free as ever

No limits

Chasing the nearest pollen in sight

It was a daze and it was beautiful

They didn’t notice that my untapped innocence

Was dominated by the ramblings of the wind

Because I always returned with a bunch of goods

They believed that each day goes by

The same and untouched as ever

But they didn’t know any better

And I liked it that way.

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every day

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Here’s the video of Trico’s first movement test ! Sorry for the quality! Right before we left for the convention:) it was exciting seeing it all come together and figuring out how to control it. A Good boi indeed!

Instagram- cassea64 : https://www.instagram.com/p/BZWf20NDnk-/

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omg this is sooo cooool! @therealjacksepticeye

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The Bridge to Somewhere

To the YouTubers, I have watched as a child, who are now leaving or becoming something more. The communities they have built are and will always be strong I will miss you.

The bridge to somewhere

reminiscent of the old days where we would wander through the fields, laughing and creating wonderful memories. Oh, how our time together dimmed, going our separate ways. I will always remember you, you and your several shenanigans. If I were to tell you one thing before you left this land of ours it is that you made my childhood memorable. With laughs and cries of all sorts. I know you had your friends and that often you would quarll, but it was always in good tune. Now as we are older I find that my reminiscence is fading, your vibrance turn to silence and your true self show. To show either your happiness or your sorrow but I do not blame you for leaving our castle in the dust. None of this can be helped, time and people change us, that’s a part of life. I just hope that with all the happiness you shared with your communities you get to keep some with you, locked away because I know I will.

as a new arises, I hope that you will be able to call upon these fond memories. As a part of your community as a whole, I speak for anyone who feels the same as I do. You made our childhoods memorable and we owe you.

and as the dust settles we will engrave your legacy in stone to be remembered for your vibrant Souls, that are now tainted by the Rays of the Sun. Just remember that even though you may not recognize yourself 9 years ago that doesn't mean you have lost yourself, you simply have built your cells over the youngling you used to be. As long as that piece still resides within you, you will always be able to reach it and remember the days of old, where we would wander through the fields, laughing and creating fond memories that will float through time and space. To the bridge leading to somewhere happy and warm.

I thank you.

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1,2,3

1 year ago I was in a place where I still coming out of my depression, and I am still not okay but I am managing. Life has thrown the chain around our families lives. two car crashes, job opportunities and not the good ones, grandmothers who are slowly showing their age, unnerving urge to never go back to drivers school. It has been a lot but we also have had our good moments, top of the class mark, working towards a better self (for all of us), breathing and living with the glory that maybe tomorrow will be better.

2 years ago I was still in a slump, and you wouldn’t believe why. all over some people who obviously did not care. I need to get over it. fam jam was running well. we were excited and nothing had changed. we went overseas, to Scotland, Ireland, Paris, and Japan! honestly, I was very thankful for these memories.

3 years ago I was starting off my second year, hopeful yet still wary of the whole scene that was high school. I never really fit in but somewhere along the way, I found a friend. still going strong but I can’t help that maybe one day she will leave. I am strong and I will not allow myself to slow down, how did that work? ended up in a rut towards the end. I am still salty about the other friend, she stole something dear to me, but do not get confused this other friend was something else. completely different from the friend that I have now. I feel bad for her because she never really had the support she wanted. our stories similar yet so different. I hope you are doing okay friend, I miss your smile but I won’t allow myself to reach out. 

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I AM SO EXCITED FOR TLOU PART II

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Silver Linings and heart eyed deer Distressed and running for your life was never the image you thought about when thinking about your life. You always thought about a loving husband and caring daughters and sons. Although now you look at the memory all it made you do was shake your head. Shaking your head in disgrace Shaking your head in sadness Shaking your head at your naiveness That may be one day you would have been able to achieve your dream. The faster you ran the smaller the possibility of death grew smaller. Chasing you like a never-ending dream But it was real Hard hitting And you were vulnerable Still, you ran Hoping that one day you were able to stop this running and catch your breath Take in their scenery And love the life that you were given Because you knew that somewhere in this horrid dream lay a silver lining. All you had to do was search But how can someone search if they are on the constant run Like a frail animal running for its life, it was life. The hierarchy of eukaryotic creatures.

T.G

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Heart of mine This heart of mine was a cavern of lost memories and sweet popsicles. Cold as ice but fragile enough to shatter at the slightest touch. No one bothered to come close Because they knew that I would dig myself deeper and deeper into this heart of mine. This heart of mine held shadows of missing friends, where days long-lived now seemed desolate. I told you they would leave, why didn’t you listen? It was this heart of mine where I was my own prisoner. But I was as free as any other birth in a cage. This heart of mine was carved out of the bones from my loved ones because I know that they would leave me one day. This was my way of keeping them close to me, marking them as the days went by. Maybe it wasn’t so bad in this heart of mine. This heart of mine became my home, tattered with shards of broken tunes and outdated words. Nothing could compare to this feeling, not even my friend in the corner. Because consumption was the only thing keeping me alive. This heart of mine. This heart of mine This--hh-hear-the-----...... [error] Beep beep beep This heart of mine was never really yours. goodbye

T.G