actualsunbear

olive - 31 - she/her // kpop art & chronic illness vents // stray kids • seventeen • mamamoo • woodz • ateez // actualsunbear.etsy.com • instagram.com/actualsunbear • bsky.app/profile/actualsunbear.bsky.social

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no new art today, but instead a shameless plug for my stray kids do it set that I'm selling in photocard size on my Etsy hehe 🖌️ i also have a set up of mamamoo and seventeen!

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hello atiny community this new atiny seeks ur wisdom!! i was listening to my fave skz b-sides and thinking about how the bangers are always hidden in the b-sides so pls drop your faves in the comments 💚💚 and also enjoy yeosang i will be eating him whole tysm

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woodz posting bc OMGGG i got my tickets to see him 😭😭😭 and we got GOOD seats i am so happy after 3 years and his military enlistment i get to see him again 🩷🩵

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seo changbin the man that you are one chance just one ☝️🙏

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one billion years later and i'm locking tf back in to finish this skz set, starting with these chan and lee know that i tweaked the shading on a bit 🖤 binnie next!!

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it's luka baybeyyy!!! not a kpop guy can you believe it???? my first piece I've done where it wasn't just a recreation of an already existing pic, feeling more confident about figuring out clothing and hair and shading but also feeling depressed bc I did rewatch all of alien stage multiple times while doing it and owwwwww

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a birthday hooligan hobi for my beloved cousin who took me to see bts 💜💜

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forgot i had to get a vaccine today and because i have glass bones and paper skin i can't move my arm to draw so enjoy a minsung i did awhile ago and never posted. also my doctor didn't even give me a treat or a cool bandaid for being so brave for my shot 😒 (i am 31 years old)

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this one is dedicated to my beloved friend for reminding me that even if i'm too sick to teach i'm still a teacher ily and enjoy ur man he's formally invited to our honeymoon 🙂‍↕️🩷

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calling all my wooyoung lovers how are we FEELING about vogue wooyoung bc personally i'm feeling like chewing on drywall

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the artist + the art progress over the years ❤️ i'd like to thank chronic illness for giving me so much free time to engage in my art (aka too sick to work anymore lmao) and my kpop loves for being such beautiful muses 🙂‍↕️ i don't have many followers and don't get a ton of views/likes but the support y'all give me and the people i've met and friendships i've made sharing my art have made such a difference to me, so thank you to all y'all and i hope to keep on improving ❤️ considering doing commissions as this crash lessens? much to think about...

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this me/cfs crash has me feeling like shit both physically & mentally and i was feeling real down abt my art so i decided to do a redraw of cheol since i drew this one almost exactly a year ago. i am happy to see some improvement!

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sitting under the shade with good sunlight, close your eyes, look at me for a moment ☀️

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the bad news is this me/cfs crash is so bad that even my teeth hurt, the good news is i forgot i finished this yeosang awhile ago 🍷

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really crashy after the bts concert as expected, so a repost of my fave seonghwa I've done while I recover 🫶

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빛이 되어주오, oh, Halazia

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two of my current wips bc i'm actually so pleased with the line art that i'm afraid to color and shade them LOL. this CFS/ME crash has been so brutal and i'm saving all my energy for BTS on Tuesday (yippee!) and sometimes doing the coloring/rendering is too much for my eyes and can push me further into a crash so I'll be working on these slowly today but for now enjoyy 🩷

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