🌷Ada🌷

A head full of dreams and a heart that feels too much

[ada-gupta]

[forevermorejustme]

A sepal, petal, and a thorn Upon a common summer's morn- A flask of Dew - A Bee or two - A Breeze - a caper in the trees - And I'm a Rose!

by Emily Dickinson

[forevermorejustme]

Because that Death is final, However first it be, This instant be suspended Above Mortality-

by Emily Dickinson

[ada-gupta]

She is healed

She is magnetic

She is vibrant

She is abundant

She is prosperous

She is restored

She is you.

[ada-gupta]

[ada-gupta]

[ada-gupta]

[forevermorejustme]

The Soul selects her own Society —

Then — shuts the Door —

To her divine Majority —

Present no more —

by Emily Dickinson

[soft-lovely]

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[unusual-suspects]

source unknown

[ada-gupta]

Physics

(Subject Aesthetics 3)

desk covered with open books, torn sheets and scribbled formulae

using F = ma as an emotional support formula during exams

the unspoken joy of simplifying a complicated expression

scribbling "why" next to a step you don’t understand and never getting back to it

keeping an old stargazing app buried in your phone because sometimes you just need to know where Orion is

acting like you hate numericals but lowkey feeling powerful when you get one right

making the dumbest mistakes but somehow nailing the 5 marker that no one understood

somehow losing the only working pen halfway through solving a derivation you were finally understanding

putting stars, underlines, and "pls remember" next to formulas

scribbling equations on random receipts, napkins, or the back of your hand because the thought won’t wait

[ada-gupta]

Biology

(Subject Aesthetics 2)

old biology textbooks covered with notes on the margin and sticky notes

learning about diseases and symptoms and diagnosing your friends for fun

the rush when you successfully stain a slide and look at it's beauty under the microscope 🔬

when a complex topic suddenly clicks and you feel like a scholar from a forgotten time

referring to scientific names in casual conversations just for fun

being fully ready to argue if someone says biology is "just memorization"

writing "important!!!" and "???" in your notes

your lab coat pockets filled with pens, tissues and one extremely crumpled flowchart you refuse to throw away

falling into a spiral because you started by looking up one disease and ended up reading research papers on genetic mutations at 3 a.m.

keeping that one random printout from a seminar because it feels like a historical document now

[ada-gupta]

Chemistry 🧪

(Subject Aesthetics 1)

looking at a random element on the periodic table and suddenly all the bits and pieces of information you have learnt about it, start connecting in your mind 🧩

sudden release of dopamine whenever you learn something new which peaks your interest

the urge to be the best

chemistry practicals >>> chemistry theory

always keeping a small pocket diary and pen in the pocket of your lab coat for taking quick notes

staying up late into the night while pondering over a new concept you have learnt

actually liking organic chemistry once you understand it

precision and steady hands while performing titration because you have so much practice after standing for hours in the lab

on that being said, the beautiful shade of light pink of a perfect titration

notebooks covered in formulae, stains and secrets only you can decipher

[ada-gupta]

My past still lingers inside me

As broken and scattered shards of hope

Haunting what could have been.