&& you can't change my m i n d.

[adamantbull]

ofbricks

     Hands found hers once again, stroking up her arms      to rub those tense shoulders. This was to reassure      her, because her reply did kind of worry him. Maybe      too forward he was being? But, he didn’t want her to      feel pressure. 

              “ It’s a personal piece… I’m recreating                  a scene – It makes more sense in my                  head. But… If you are too uncomfortable…                  We don’t have to. I wouldn’t want to do                  anything you do not want. ”

     The touch of his hand on her skin started make her feel comfortable. They have been dating for a while and it was getting to the point that they were getting really serious with one another. Intimacy is key in a relationship and there were close. 

          “I trust you, darling. I’ll be perfectly fine...but I should let the artist help me with it, don’t you think?”

[adamantbull]

ofbricks

     Just getting this far was something he didn’t think he 

     would get to. But, alas, he had not asked her the      permission he needed to. So with a bite of his lip,      and nervousness of his swaying, it was obvious he      had missed some information.

               “ Oh that would be nice…. But… I                   need you to actually… take your                   top off…. ”

               “ I am in dire need of physical                   physique in my pieces and well…                   I don’t wanna ask some random girl,                   specially if I have one I’d rather see                   topless…”

     Entering his room, there was already a canvas with his bed cleared out for her to place herself upon. Eyebrows perked up on his question. This would be the first time she would consider to show more of her skin in front of him. Cheeks flustered and a small silence before letting her answer out.

             “ M-My top off? W-What kind of piece is this, exactly? ”

     A sense of nervousness ran through her body. This is her first time doing anything with the boy that had to do with clothes off. Only first base at its best, to be quite honest. 

[adamantbull]

ofbricks

     She should feel as such. Knowing it had been a while      for them, they hadn’t spent much time together. The      schedule’s finally acted to their liking, and full advantage      was taken into account.

                 “ You should feel special. I never do                     portraits, but… This one comes with                     a price. ”

     Door opened, and shoes were left by the door. An      empty paradise, and one good enough to share it. 

             Cheerleading practice, softball games, his art club, and the amount of homework the both of them had started to affect their physical interaction with one another. Skype helped with their talks but it wasn’t completely the same.

             “ Oh? What kind of price? A nice massage?” 

           Entering the home, it seemed that no one was home and it was just the two of them. Finally, some alone time between the two. 

[adamantbull]

ofbricks

      Oh – how she was in for a treat. Hands reached to 

      connect with her own, a smile not seizing to make       it’s appearance. 

               “ A portrait. And, you’re my muse                  for this evening. ”

     Honestly, he waited all day for this. Just walking home      felt like forever.

      Fingers intertwined with his, her soft hands within his felt perfect. She wonders what exactly does he have planned and how will it be executed.

         “ A portrait of me? I feel really special.”

      The raven haired girl was quite anxious to what he was doing.

[adamantbull]

            “ An art project, huh? What kind of project do you need my help in? ”

[adamantbull]

savagetease

          The lion forgot why he was so fearful in the beginning to be father, now he loved every second of it. He finally had the family he always wished her, a wonderful child and an amazing soon to be wife. Although unaware of it, Lance had been too engrossed in spending more time with his daughter then he has with his beloved. Perhaps a little too much, seeing as how the bull was craving affection and he was oblivious to it all. Looking up at her, the zodiac gives her a genuine smile.

      “Oh right. It has been a long time since we were last alone.” a pause, “so, what do you want to do?”          

   There were so many things that she wanted to do. Just to feel his warmth against her, fingers sinking into his back, and tongues just battling with one another. Intimacy was one thing that both Taurus and Leo shared in common; so it was really hard and really lacking in their triangle of a happy relationship. In fact, she was not sure if he was aware of her recent antics. Leaning in, her fingers decided to get lost in his hair. Maybe slowly, she can convince him to really enjoy their alone time.

       “ I don’t know, but there’s a lot of things I really want to do with you tonight. ”

[adamantbull]

        Finally, a weekend alone with her beloved. Being a full-time mom was hard work and took up most of her time; she doesn’t regret it though. Lena was a blessing for both of the two zodiacs. It was just really nice of Melody and Cameron were able to take her for the weekend so that her and Lance can spend more time together. The lack of intimacy was bad enough, but it was hard for Lance to even notice her at times. She couldn’t help but to feel under appreciated ever since she had their daughter; she couldn’t get him to notice any little things about her and she hated it. Maybe this weekend, they could make it all up.

     “ Looks like we’re finally alone, King. ”

[adamantbull]

He was never good at these things, but knew when they needed to be said. "Tabitha, I'm sorry about the other day, and for calling you a killer.. I was only worried about Skylar's sake but that's still no excuse.. can we be on good terms again? If we can?"

      A simple sorry to fix everything? Honestly, it wasn’t going to work on the bull’s side. He did not just call her a killer, he said that even for certain circumstances that she would still be a killer. He wasn’t there on the day she saw her younger brother getting abused, he wasn’t there when Cameron comforted her after she claimed to be a monster, he wasn’t there and he had no reason to be in their business. She understood that he was Skylar’s boyfriend, but to have the nerve to come out without knowing the whole story? It was not going to fly with her. 

       “....A simple sorry isn’t going to fix things, Alexander.”

[thingsforrp]

                                                                       ι ωαηηα ℓιvε                                                                    ησт נυsт sᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴇ

[adamantbull]

philosophicalhonesty

    “ You are better. You’re perfect. I’ve always looked up to you- Even with all of this happening… I never knew what happened, and it wasn’t like you ever told me– I didn’t know what to think and it’s not like you helped at all- I love you, and I don’t want to argue about this– I’m sorry I– I fucked up, again–! ”

      “I love you more than anything. I never told you because I always thought you knew. It was only you, myself and Cameron. I’m so sorry for pinning this on you. You don’t deserve this.” Quickly, she pulled her sister in for a hug. “You’re beautiful and you’re the most wonderful sister in my life. No one can replace you. You don’t have to say sorry..you didn’t fuck up. I did.”

[adamantbull]

           “I wasn’t even blaming you! I’m just hurt that you would think I would just kill someone just for the hell of it. I’m sorry that what happened caused you so many nightmares throughout the years. I’m sorry for being such a horrible sister to you and that it made you feel this way. I love you so much and  I don’t want to lose that relationship with you. I wish I could have been better for you.”

[adamantbull]

“ c'mon try to guess what. ”

            Is it a bag of this?

[adamantbull]

“ please just calm down now. ”

  How can she calm down? Her sister thought she was a killer, without knowing the whole story. Why was she acting this way? This wasn’t fair to Tabitha—when all she did was defend her brother before he was killed himself. Sure, her powers were out of her hand but it wasn’t her fault. She was still growing and so were her powers. There was nothing but anger coming out at her body when seeing her brother abused badly.

  She couldn’t be mad at her sister but hurt—completely hurt at the fact that she never asked Tabitha what happened on that night instead of assuming that she just killed someone just for the hell of it. How selfish? Now, her boyfriend and his best friend were against her. Did no one listen to her? Did no one actually understand her? What about Lance? Did she end up telling Lance and that’s the reason why he doesn’t touch her anymore? Nothing imitate or anything anymore. This wasn’t right. This wasn’t fair—all good things must had to come to an end.

  “You don’t get it! You were hiding in the closet while Cameron was going to die from his abuser. I couldn’t help my anger. I just couldn’t! My powers weren’t fully developed and I just went berserk. Just to protect our brother. If you think about it, if I didn’t do anything—you would have left that orphanage with no family. You would have left here without no one. We left for a better life and look at you now, you have a wonderful boyfriend! You’re going to be my maid of honor and then you throw this in my face?!”

  Tears began forming in her eyes, indignant and confused, Tabitha just wanted to run away from all of this.

  “Go ahead…go fucking ahead and say I’m a killer to everyone else in the zodiac family when you were too busy in the closet being scared shitless when our brother was being attacked! I don’t care anymore!”

[sandcvstles]

five-word sentences.

“ please just let me forget. ”

“ c'mon try to guess what. ”

“ just leave me alone already. ”

“ no, i’m not going to. ”

“ you can’t change my mind. ”

“ my mind is made up. ”

“ i’m not gonna let you. ”

“ don’t do that to me. ”

“ think about what you’re doing. ”

“ why aren’t you listening now? ”

“ i want to sleep forever. ”

“ you need to leave now. ”

“ i’ll always have your back. ”

“ now there’s no going back. ”

“ the view really is spectacular. ”

“ i didn’t think you’d care. ”

“ why can’t you trust me? ”

“ don’t even bother with clothes. ”

“ i don’t love you anymore. ”

“ i am a great person. ”

“ you are a tolerable drunk. ”

“ exactly, why are you awake? ”

“ i’m gonna ignore you now. ”

“ how is that not hilarious? ”

“ please just calm down now. ” 

“ i was already calm, asshole. ”

“ i can see your underwear. ”

“ i’m afraid you’ll replace me. ”

“ please stop losing your temper. ”

“ you can cry if needed. ”

“ you have to run away. ”

“ i just wanna be yours. ”

“ ashes, we all fall down. ”

“ i’m hoping you’ll understand me. ”

[h0ttestcelebrities]

[betweenbeatriceandbaudelaire]

[adamantbull]

excuse this, this is just a tag dump. restarting my bull. <3