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i know i said i was going to sleep but im think about jane hollander and the tumultuous relationship she would have with makeup and shaving and keeping up ladylike appearances. Shes my baby
jane you must stop wearing makeup that covers your beautiful freckles and you must stop waxing that bush
hollanova hooking up and its like jane gets sweaty and teary and her mascara is smudging and her foundation has been gone since she ate lilyas pussy and then lilyas fingering her and looking at janes FACE so intently and jane is like jesus dude is there something on my face i know my foundation came offā and lilyas like no no just. your freckles are so... sweet.
no okay i do want to talk about shane drumming his fingers on the gearshift on the way to face his parents only for ilya to cover his hand with his own, and then we see shane in the rearview, tears in his eyes, shutting his eyes briefly. and itās like we see him recenter under ilyaās touch, be still. and i think a lot about how hudson described shaneās relationship with yuna as clinical ā she loves him, yes, more than anything, but thereās a distance there; emotions are hands-off. david seems loving but removed as well. itās likely shane never had anyone to properly sit with him in his anxiousness, in his fear, he always had to suffer it in silence. and itās like. here comes ilya rozanov, saying, do you want me to come with you? yes itās scary, but youāre brave. maybe they didnāt even notice. ilya pulls shane from the ether, guides him to wrap his arms around him instead. he lets shane slide to the floor and clutch at him, press himself into his body in a way that brings him comfort. he grounds him, gives him something to anchor himself to, gives him a place to unravel. shaneās walked alone for years and years, has learned how to buck up and go through things on his own. and ilya tells him he doesnāt have to. like. ever since we were 17, iāve wanted to be where you are, to go where you go. just say the word. of course i will go with you. iām right here. iām always going to be right here.
Just between us
Femslash Big Bang Monthly Prompt
One-shot | T | 1k | ao3
In a tucked away corner of the Kilmartin grounds, under the shading branches of leafy green trees, surrounded by grass and the small yellow and white flowers of spring , Francesca Stirling, nƩe Bridgerton is laid down in a bed of grass and moss, holding Michaela Stirling in her arms.
Written for @femslashbigbang February Prompt: just between us.
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good ending: buddie goes canon before the show ends and we get to see them actually be together
bad ending: buddie never goes canon and they end the show in relationships with other people
neutral-positive ending: we get one kiss five minutes before the end of the series finale but never see them be together
neutral-negative ending: the show ends with them both single and one of them makes a suggestive remark that leaves their relationship āopen to interpretationā
true ending: eddie makes a one-sided love confession that sends him to superhell and buck reciprocates in the spanish dub two weeks later
Good girl, Rose Landry
Written for Femslash February Bingo 2026.
One-shot | E | 2,4k | ao3
"Kneel," she directs, pointing at the bench. "Cross your arms beneath you. Hold on to the back of your left knee with your right hand, and to you right with your left hand." It takes Rose a second to process her request, and another moment to remember how to differentiate right from left. Her confusion must be visible, as she hears a chuckle coming from behind her. "Do you need help?" she hears Svetlana's teasing voice.
I wake up to the ghost of you
Promptfill for @hollanovfest
HOLLANOV | one-shot | M | 11k | ao3
canon-divergence | post-Tampa Bay All-Stars | angst with a happy ending
The horizon has nearly finished swallowing the setting sun. Beautiful and captivating, just like them. Never lasting, always on a time crunch, the end looming ever present, unavoidable. The sun will set at night, and Hollander will leave. Ilya will hurt, Ilya will break, and the next day the cycle will start again, continuing down a path mapped out in a parking lot in Saskatchewan. Ilya leaves the beach without joining Hollander, returning to a hotel room that stays single occupancy during the last night of the 2017 All Star Games.
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reeeeally obsessed with shane hollander as a character that is Cursed. in that the fears that he has architected his life and psyche around avoiding and preventing All Come True. everything that haunts him, every ocd theme (if u choose to read him that way, and i do) is realized.
he's so terrified of being viewed as weak & feminine, especially as an asian man. the fear of being gay keeps him up at night. and has to confront that he is not only gay but exclusively a bottom. which is the girl one, the really gay one. and he fucking loves it, his response to sex make it completely undeniable that his deepest most true desire, the thing that frees and fulfills him the most is also the realization of his greatest fear and the worst thing anyone could know about him. every day terrified of how it will alter his relationships and his public image, terrified of how it will change what it means to be the product his manager is selling.
he lives perpetually terrified of being caught out as a fake bad version of the real Shane Hollander who is palatable and good and Normal. "yeah no itās just that we were all working even to help you maintain your closet and you donāt really seem very grateful for it. you keep struggling against these ties we very lovingly bound you in. oh well, maybe we can monetize the disappointment you've become. please stop kicking."
of course it's the other thing he loves most, hockey, that necessitates this posturing and his closet. it's the thing that demands total discipline over his body and mind. went through hazing and stuck to stringent performance diets (orthorexia btw) and grueling training programs and the monetization of his life and a surveilled existence and season after season of full out, failure-is-not-an-option level effort at all times and the responsibilities of the captaincy and and and and. all to be the man he is expected to be, required to be. for so little thanks, for so little acknowledgement of what it takes, except as criticism. work so impossibly hard and itās kind of weird and off putting, you know you can unclench a little right? that diet youāre on is kinda gay haha just kidding, but no really haha. but anything less than utter hockey robot perfection throws EVERYTHING into question. one bad game after a bad day, month, year, and where was shane hollander tonight?
not to speak of when the two halves overlap. did you trip on purpose?
did you work your entire life to build an airtight, unimpeachable legacy, to conceal the deep fundamental wrongness of who you are from everyone else? sorry baby it caught up, and ooh yeah we hate what we see. let up on that iron grip for even a single second and it will come back to bite you. brought ilya to the cottage -> outed to parents, caught in his lie, in need of forgiveness. shared ilya/intimacy with the tightest circle of friends -> a careless straight man who has never exercised a fraction of the caution your life depends upon outs you to the world and now your team is icing you out. his reticence to come out strains the relationship he had already given up so much for, almost to the breaking point. his struggle to give up what he had and give up control is itself a joke, even to his loved ones.
none of his fears were blown out of proportion, none of it was his choice, nothing he ever did helped. his entire life lived in a cage. none of which makes letting go of the fear any easier of course. some might say it actually makes it perhaps! a bit harder. anything he could have done to save himself would've involved some great sacrifice of one of his few sources of comfort and safety and pleasure. everything he ever wanted came at such a cost.
shane and ilya arenāt allowed to give dating advice anymore ever since the cens found out they were in a situationship for seven years before making it official. one of the rookies asked what he should do to turn his hookup into a relationship and ilya was like āwell in my experience if you just keep hooking up with that person who wonāt commit to you and never communicate your needs or desires itāll all work out perfectly and youāll fall in love and get married. so keep doing what youāre doingā and shane was like āhave you tried getting a head injury in front of themā
smoosh /smuĖŹ/ verb, informal to squash, crush, or push objects faces together into a confined space
cliff marleau getting passed around this fandom like a blunt
@smokingrozanov i am howling at this addition
fucking CACKLING after thinking about how seeing ilya made shane's heartrate go down in the hospital because i'm imagining shane being out of it and mildly combative/confused/upset after something like getting his wisdom teeth taken out or something and really ONLY calming down with ilya right next to him, which is very sweet
except for the fact that it's now ilya's turn to be VERY nervous about what shane is going to say in front of his parents in a reversal of shane having about three heart attacks concurrently thinking he was going to have to hear ilya explain the concept of fuckbuddies during the dinner scene
because yes very sweet that shane wasn't listening to ANYONE about rinsing his mouth out until ilya said to do it, but shane's obedience is not limited to heeding medical instructions, and ilya is SWEATING about shane's drugged mind playing connect the dots with how much he likes ilya telling him to do things and deciding to start talking about it
(tags absolutely NECESSARY via @penandinkprincess) #ilya being a very sweet partner and holding a cup up for shane because there's some blood in his mouth after changing the gauze out#and telling him to spit#and shane who is in OUTER SPACE just half-smirking and ilya knows what's coming even before shane slurs out a#'that's not what you usually-' 'SHANE. THE BLOOD. SPIT THE BLOOD OUT OF YOUR MOUTH.'#and there is no way for ilya to tell yuna and david to leave because their son is not audience aware rn#and really likes being bossed around in bed and is thus playing apples to apples in his head with instructions rn#ilya as shane's emotional support in this setting except man is fucking STRESSED#shane's straight chilling and feeling very pampered and safe with ilya#meanwhile ilya has the resting heartrate of someone being hunted for sport#yuna and david both <3 :) enjoying watching their son's partner prove he's a loving and supportive and gentle life partner#and meanwhile ilya is just fucking PRAYING that helping shane put gauze back in his mouth isn't making him think#about things he LIKES having in his mouth#(it is)#shane keeps spitting it back out because Texture Bad#and ilya (not thinking) is just 'stop doing this. i am going to get a bandana or something and you will look like a kidnapping victim.#is this what you want?'#and shane is just *big happy sparkly eyes* 'i mean i liked when you tied a belt ar-'#and ilya just 'NO'#thank GOD yuna and david were talking to the doctor at that moment#but now he can SEE shane thinking about it and being so happy in his memory#and ilya is sitting here listening to discharge instructions just thinking 'don't speak don't speak don't speak don't speak'#as hard as he can at shane
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ilya uses the like 0.5 seconds he's got when david is going to get coffee and yuna is stepping into the hall to SO gently take shane's face in his hands and get his attention like "hey, hey, shane, can you focus, please? ye-no, sweetheart, don't touch the gauze again. okay, do you want to be good for me?"
*muffled because there's cotton in his mouth* "yesh :)"
"good, you are always so good for me" *head kiss* "now, i need you to be VERY good and NOT talk until i say so, okay?"
"but you like when i'm loud, don't you?" *big, teary eyes* "you don't want me to tell you when i feel good?" *wobbly lip that would break a FAR harder heart than ilya's, especially when shane also currently has some very cute chipmunk cheeks happening*
"no, no, dorogoy, you know i love all of your pretty words and sounds." *smooch smooch* "but this is a new game, okay? we are trying something new together."
*still slightly sniffly but nod nod* "my shafeword is fashe-off"
*clinging to composure with the tips of his fingers* "yes, very good. but right now you are not going to say ANY words, okay?"
*nod nod and pleased little smile because he remembers The Rules under these circumstances* "then i tap you three timesh"
*SO close to fully having a breakdown* "yes, very good. and now time to be quiet, yes?"
*shane almost hits himself in the face miming zipping his lips shut*
and this works GREAT
...until the nurse asks shane what his pain level is on a scale of 1-10, and shane remains SILENT. and the nurse is, "shane? we can adjust your pain medication if you need. it's not a trick question." and shane just lolls his head over to the side and BEAMS at ilya because Look How Good I Am Being. :)
and ilya is about to just start beating his head against a wall.
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in fucking TEARS imagining shane whining through his nose (because not speaking! he remembers The Rules!!) as ilya is now trying to pull his hands away, and the nurse is just "oh, honey, don't worry. no one's going to be selling photos of the two of you holding hands here. we don't let cameras in past the door."
and thank you, ma'am, that's very kind
but it's NOT the fucking issue here
adding @nightquills
because i am truly CACKLING about the idea of shane just inventing his own rules as they go and now ilya has to try and keep him quiet while ALSO solving riddles from HELL trying to figure out what new rules shane is introducing from his own beautiful (drugged) mind
GOD yuna and david are only both there in the first place because ilya has never actually dealt with coming-out-of-sedation shane and while he's very good at handling him normally, shane has a tendency to be a flight risk because he's confused and Not Happy About All Of The Everything, so they wanted to be there just in case
and now they're here still just as backup in case it's needed but also aw :) how sweet :) shane is so calm :) how nice :)
meanwhile ilya is just planning the vacation he's going to reward himself with after this is over
he may or may not bring shane along on it
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david & yuna offer to stay with shane & ilya even after they get back to their house and ilya is like nono it's fine :) i've got it :) i promise no worries at all :) and yuna is very "are you sure? we don't mind staying a little longer if you need it!" (and while she trusts ilya she is also hesitant to leave her son so soon after surgery) meanwhile david realizes that there's probably something going on that they really don't need to know about so between him & ilya yuna is barely coaxed out the door. and as soon as they're gone ilya visibly deflates meanwhile shane in the back has been thinking where is. my treat. i have been so good. i followed All The Rules. i want. a treat.
fucking DEAD imagining the visual contrast between ilya, who looks like he's been through a fucking WAR, versus shane, who is sparkly eyed and chipmunk cheeked and SO looking forward to his treat for being so SO good :)
Absolutely fascinated by Ryan Guzmanās (correct) belief that Eddie is entirely unaware of the romantic undertones that are peppered through his relationship with Buck. Or heās not exactly unaware, but all those pieces of pepper are individual details and he canāt see the bigger picture, like putting a puzzle together while only looking at the pieces but not at what heās got so far. Heās too naive to put things together. Heās never once considered it. If Buck were to confess to him, heād be genuinely shocked. And Buck wonāt, of course, confess, because if Buck is in love with Eddie, thatād break all the rules heās set for this relationship. So Buck is ignoring the elephant in the room and Eddie is so zoomed in on specific parts of the elephant that he doesnāt even know itās an elephant. He thinks that microscopic view of maybe-skin-or-an-iris is normal best friendship. Buck is āIām not in love with Eddie obviously but if i was i wouldnāt be able to care about that rn bc I have a job and it would ruin the friendship rules I mentally gave us if he knewā. Eddie is āI want Buck to be with me all the time and I often think of him as my husband in my head and I want him to touch me and stay with me and Iāll do anything he asks of me and I worry about him a lot and whenever I think of growing old Buck is right next to me every step of the way also growing old. Weāre such platonic best friends :)ā. And that creates their wonderful dynamic where Buck dances around it all and Eddie is taking his hand and dancing with him because yay, theyāre dancing. He loves dancing with Buck. Buckās such a bad dancer. Ha ha.
your post about eddie knowing and not knowing managed to be hysterically deluded and revealed you to be a climate terrorist at the same time. you cool your room to feel the benefit of a blanket? girl please. do not fucking do that. reminds me of air conditioned houses in dubai with working fire pits. fml. typical bvddie.
