sorry again guys. about now being on. I am no longer going to continue my fanfic, but I will still go on here and stuff. but that isnt important right now. the drama that has been going on in my life was this: so I am 14 right. well, I am still in middle school - eigth grade, and well, not everyone exavtly likes me at my school....lets face it no one does. my boyfriend is literally the only person that pays any attention to me. the two of us get bullied together everyday but we don't let it get to us. ecspecially me, he is much more sensitive then me, and he proved that last week.
okay well. some people may think this story is fake, and i am just seeking for attention but that is not true.
and my boyfriend's name is actually Jake.
last week, it seemed like everything BAD that could happen, did. me and Jake were just walking along the street, holding hands and all that when we got jumped and called 'fags' and 'faggots.' Jake got a blackeye but i just got a couple of bruises and a bloody nose.
then at school, people started making fun of us even more for some reason. i don't know there just jerks. so everyday for past weeks everyday we would get beat up and all of that but i just brushed it off, but Jake didn't take it so easily.
When i went to his house last week, his parents werent home but I couldnt find Jake. but then I soon found him laying on his bathroom floor, his wrists bloody just like his legs. he had cut himself. i really didn't know what to do at that point. I guess not everybody will experience this, but I did, and it kills.
I love him, so so so much. and to see do this harm to himself, it broke my heart. so i called the ambulance and they took him to the hospital.
he is still in the hospital right now recovering from the massive amount of blood loss. i almsot lost him.and im crying right now just thinking about my life if he wasnt in it......so yeah. i look for no pity but it is nice to tell people what happened ecspecially since i told you i would. sorry if you think im a big fake and im making this up but if you do please just don't say anyhting please no hate. I think i have been through enough of it.
well thats all i have to say.

















